So in my case, even though I didn't read every page in this thread, I've also started thinking about MM experiences - I'm in my early 60's. Sex with the wife was never as good as I've had - she's more of a taker than a giver. I look at a lot of male porn, read the Gay stories on here, and jack off a lot. My problem is that after I've cum, I loose interest - until the next time the wheels start turning. I've not taken advantage of a couple of times I could have met with guys who were into mutual cock sucking. I'm afraid that after I cum, I'd just want to get the hell out of there. Also, since I don't have any other friends, I'd have to sneak around. Can't say I'm going to Joe's to watch the game..... Getting caught would end up in a divorce, which is something I don't need at this point in life. Anyone else feel this way - and if so, did you ever act on it?