BlueEyes1969
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So many of us share your experience! I began my journey into a healthy acceptance of who I am after spending time with two gay twin brothers I met at a party. We left the party and the two of them helped me experience the joy of gay sex. Cock-sucking and fucking in the three-some we formed changed me forever. I embrace who I am now and love it! Celebrate anyway you choose and embrace the beautiful man you are!I know the exact day that the last of my defenses, the last support for my denials crumbled away, and there was no alternative to admitting I was something I never wanted to be - a homosexual. It was preceded by years of uncertainty, doubt, and constantly telling myself that I really wasn’t “that way“. This went on for so long even though I was often thinking about sex with men and enjoying gay porn on the internet. I stopped looking at any porn involving women- not even when it was bi mmf scenes. I was interested only in strict m2m stuff. But this happened and when it did, I knew not just intellectually but emotionally as well that I was gay. I knew in my heart of hearts that was the truth and I had to accept it. I have the date marked on the calendar on my phone so next year it will remind me to celebrate as I consider this date my “gay birthday“.
It wasn’t that long ago but I found right away that I liked being gay. Although I enjoyed an evening of gay sex when I was a young man ( I was on vacation at the time and picked up two guys at a gay bar.), it was a one-off deal and didn’t lead to anything. Now I’m looking forward to hooking up with other men for pleasure. I sucked cock before so that doesn’t seem like a big deal, but my ass is virgin territory. My goal for 2023 will be to get laid. I suppose that will really seal the deal.
Does anyone else celebrate a gay birthday? Is it the day you accepted your gay self or possibly the day you came out?