My wife still likes sex. If your wife is asexual how does she expect you not to have an outlet? That seems unreasonable.My wife found my porn stash a few years ago. It was devastating and I came close to losing my wife. Shes already insecure because she cant have sex and has no drive. A lot of the porn was tranny, bisex and interracial. DVDs, magazines etc etc. i admitted im turned on by cocks. It kinda upsets me because it was the only outlet I had. She made me destroy it…Damn I miss it, I had a really hot collection. But it back fired, she thought the porn would lead to actual affairs. In reality, it kept me from having to meet or pursue sex outside our marriage. She considered still cheating. Yet she cant or had no desire for sex, she expects me to do the same. Men have a physical and psychological need for sexual release. Blue balls is a real thing. So now that I dont have a porn stash and cant view pirn on my phone, Ive pursued real life meets. Ive sucked a lot of cock since then in secret. I love my wife of course, its a huge struggle!