A Special Day

[BlueEyes1969]

I know the exact day that the last of my defenses, the last support for my denials crumbled away, and there was no alternative to admitting I was something I never wanted to be - a homosexual. It was preceded by years of uncertainty, doubt, and constantly telling myself that I really wasn’t “that way“. This went on for so long even though I was often thinking about sex with men and enjoying gay porn on the internet. I stopped looking at any porn involving women- not even when it was bi mmf scenes. I was interested only in strict m2m stuff. But this happened and when it did, I knew not just intellectually but emotionally as well that I was gay. I knew in my heart of hearts that was the truth and I had to accept it. I have the date marked on the calendar on my phone so next year it will remind me to celebrate as I consider this date my “gay birthday“.

It wasn’t that long ago but I found right away that I liked being gay. Although I enjoyed an evening of gay sex when I was a young man ( I was on vacation at the time and picked up two guys at a gay bar.), it was a one-off deal and didn’t lead to anything. Now I’m looking forward to hooking up with other men for pleasure. I sucked cock before so that doesn’t seem like a big deal, but my ass is virgin territory. My goal for 2023 will be to get laid. I suppose that will really seal the deal.

Does anyone else celebrate a gay birthday? Is it the day you accepted your gay self or possibly the day you came out?

So many of us share your experience! I began my journey into a healthy acceptance of who I am after spending time with two gay twin brothers I met at a party. We left the party and the two of them helped me experience the joy of gay sex. Cock-sucking and fucking in the three-some we formed changed me forever. I embrace who I am now and love it! Celebrate anyway you choose and embrace the beautiful man you are!