To be honest, you never know if you do not try. As they say - It is better to be sorry than be sorry that you never triedI don’t think I could handle seeing the audience.
I want to be able to do that, but being honest here. My anxiety would kick in and ruin everything.
So blindfold would be an option.
Also me performing the oral sex could work, since I would not see the audience and could focus on what I was doing.
Love the thought, but in reality not for me.