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SO I had a deep infatuation with gay desires. I slept with some 39 chicks but couldn't get man's penises off my mind. I KNEW I could blow a man's prick better then any female ever had. While I was attracted to watching XXX films of straight blow jobs I'd always laughed at loud when the man had to finish himself by hand. Because the lame dyke couldn't. Plus she'd turn her head and grimace right before ejaculation. Fucking cunt
 
While I had a few brief encounters I always came so quickly they ended way to soon. And then in college I finally discovered glory holes. I was sitting there looking thru the wall when a man next to me started to move his hand between his thighs. But his hand was 8"+ away from his body. THAT'S when I saw his huge penis. OMG he was masturbating next to me. I came while fanantising about what his penis meant to me.

SO began my introduction to unrivaled sexual pleasure. I was on a mission to fulfill my desire to worship penis.
 
just sayin

not being snarky or critical or anything

but ....if you are fixated on dick......maybe you are just gay
maybe just go out and get you some dick
life is short.....there are those who live in a fantasy world
and those who act on it.....

find you a gay lover....and experiment and see if its what you think it is
tippy toe around and be careful and dont get caught by the wife while you learn what you really want and like

and then do whatever it takes to realize your dreams

otherwise....you just grow old thinking....damn i wish i had done x y or z
 
With the sight of that prick I was on a mission. I kept coming back and trying to get a man to let me suck him off. They showed me, stick along straight finger thru the hole meant you wanted a cock to be presented to you. Those men who sucked me off were amazing.

Finally men started sticking their cocks down my throat. I could deep throat them all the way. And I never told anyone the best orgasim of my life were about to happen....with a man's penis sperming deeply down my throat. But the problem was I kept coming too soon. :-( I'd walk away with the strong taste of penis in my mouth but no sperm. I'd go home and jerk myself off repeatedly angry with my unsatisfied lust.

SO I had to coax myself. I'd cut up small porn pics of blowjobs and take them with me to the bathrooms. I'd stare at them and tell myself what i MUST do....worship the mighty penis until I finally was rewarded.I had tried touching my self with only the left hand...and still came immediately. I finally said to myself NO TOUCHING!!

And then it happened. A man stuck his prick thru the wall and it was massive. The biggest I had ever seen. I could barely put my lips around it and it wasn't eve erect yet!!
 
I expertly twisted my mouth, licked his prick, and jerked him off as I moved my mouth up and down his shaft. And then to my delight and amazement his penis grew into a large erection. I barely fit but omg did it do magic for me! I couldn't enjoy sex more!! And I kept growing more and more aroused. And then it happened. He started to ejaculate in my mouth. A huge hot steam of sperm. I almost gagged as it hit the back of my mouth. I was flabbergasted at the amount of sperm. Not once did he squirt. Not twice. Not three time...but 7 or 8 wonderful streams of male ejaculate.

I was in heaven. Holy shit I had never even fantasied such a powerful cum job. And than I came too. Oh but the shame hit me as I was walking out by the classrooms. I Went to a water fountain and tried to wash out the taste of semen. But I couldn't it had coated my mouth throat and stomach with male sperm. And as I drove home it started to work on me again. I had done it. I had discovered what no woman could ever give me. The wonderful pleasure of a man's hot penis!!!
 
Wow

Bestsuckit said:
I expertly twisted my mouth, licked his prick, and jerked him off as I moved my mouth up and down his shaft. And then to my delight and amazement his penis grew into a large erection. I barely fit but omg did it do magic for me! I couldn't enjoy sex more!! And I kept growing more and more aroused. And then it happened. He started to ejaculate in my mouth. A huge hot steam of sperm. I almost gagged as it hit the back of my mouth. I was flabbergasted at the amount of sperm. Not once did he squirt. Not twice. Not three time...but 7 or 8 wonderful streams of male ejaculate.

I was in heaven. Holy shit I had never even fantasied such a powerful cum job. And than I came too. Oh but the shame hit me as I was walking out by the classrooms. I Went to a water fountain and tried to wash out the taste of semen. But I couldn't it had coated my mouth throat and stomach with male sperm. And as I drove home it started to work on me again. I had done it. I had discovered what no woman could ever give me. The wonderful pleasure of a man's hot penis!!!
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That’s amazing! I would love a glory hole experience
 
There are many of us married guys that got no sex after their wives went trough the change, I am one of them. I have been bi since I was 15. My first marriage lasted 12 years, then 5 years alone during which I had lots of sex, then I met another great woman, 11 years younger. We have been married 36 years. No sex after she went through the change. I have been looking for one fwb since then. I found a close friend, but with a low sex drive so I am still suffering and looking for a fwb that likes a once or twice a week get together, that lives close to me. I only want one guy, who is looking for the same, non smoker ( I am allergic ).
 
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I have so fantasized about GH giving and taking, worshiping unknown cock so intoxicating to think about. Can not even imagine what it would be like in real life to sit and take cock one after another with myself cumming.
 
Jaime1493 said:
There are many of us married guys that got no sex after their wives went trough the change, I am one of them. I have been bi since I was 15. My first marriage lasted 12 years, then 5 years alone during which I had lots of sex, then I met another great woman, 11 years younger. We have been married 36 years. No sex after she went through the change. I have been looking for one fwb since then. I found a close friend, but with a low sex drive so I am still suffering and looking for a fwb that likes a once or twice a week get together, that lives close to me. I only want one guy, who is looking for the same, non smoker ( I am allergic ).
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I think we are all looking for that unicorn
 
Glory holes

Bestsuckit said:
I had a few gay friends back in the day. They couldn't believe I did it using GH. To me it was intoxicating.
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Something about a dark room and an anonymous cock sticking through a hole waiting to be sucked, intoxicating is a good way to describe it. No strings attached, no pressure.
 
Eighty6ed said:
Something about a dark room and an anonymous cock sticking through a hole waiting to be sucked, intoxicating is a good way to describe it. No strings attached, no pressure.
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Wanna stop by sometime (he asks, drilling a hole in his bathroom wall...)?
 
tmwmpa63 said:
I have so fantasized about GH giving and taking, worshiping unknown cock so intoxicating to think about. Can not even imagine what it would be like in real life to sit and take cock one after another with myself cumming.
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I know! I want to be on my knees worshipping cock so much. I try to not think about it, but always come back to it. As a mwm I think a glory hole would be the best way to do it. If you try to hookup by using some website all you get is over aggressive men that don’t understand you can’t meet up in an instant. Ultimately, another married man/fwb thing would be perfect.
 
IsItBad said:
not being snarky or critical or anything

but ....if you are fixated on dick......maybe you are just gay
maybe just go out and get you some dick
life is short.....there are those who live in a fantasy world
and those who act on it.....

find you a gay lover....and experiment and see if its what you think it is
tippy toe around and be careful and dont get caught by the wife while you learn what you really want and like

and then do whatever it takes to realize your dreams

otherwise....you just grow old thinking....damn i wish i had done x y or z
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Bi people exist...
 
Eighty6ed said:
I’m married and all I can think about is cock most of the time. Don’t know where this infatuation came from, but I love looking at dick pics, watching guys stroking and watching twinks seduce each other. I don’t necessarily find guys attractive, generally, but there are some that I think are hot. I fantasize about sucking someone off and I really want to try it, I just don’t know how to get there. Anyone else? Has anyone in the same boat followed through?
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You are not alone, especially if you are in a sexless marriage. I dream of sucking a big beautiful Cock and swallowing a Man's load.
 
Yep

rickdickerson said:
You are not alone, especially if you are in a sexless marriage. I dream of sucking a big beautiful Cock and swallowing a Man's load.
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I am in a sexless marriage, for more than one reason. Even when we were having kinda regular sex I still got turned on by the thought of taking a cock, just more so now.
 
ConradBird said:
I think there are literally thousands of us all in the same boat—we were bi before "bi" was even an acceptable term. We loved women, but we also fantasized about cock. We were/are confused and closeted, sexually repressed and frustrated. Fantasy has always been our greatest outlet, and guilt and self-condemnation our constant enemy.

Here is my favorite fantasy. I'm sure many others feel the same.

https://xhamster.com/videos/cum-swallow-4225241
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Thanks for sharing this wonderful video. The man's dick is perfect to me. Not huge where you can't take it all in your mouth, but not small at all. I love being mouth fucked by a man sucking his dick on my knees. I ended my sexual repression some years ago, and I can honestly say I wish I could have been rabidly gay all my life.

Nothing is more intimate, or sexy, than for a man like me to become a cock sucker from sheer desire, from craving giving blow jobs to strangers, my blow jobs are acts of love freely given and I love dick in my mouth. A man's warm, gushing, creamy, thick cum is intoxicating, and I can't swallow enough sperm without desperately wanting more.

I feel zero guilt, and feel so alive sexually. I'm so glad I made my dream a reality. Deep inside, I KNEW I would do it, blow men and make them cum wildly in my mouth, and the day I turned queer forever, I blew 6 strangers in a 7 hour period, and it was better than any words can describe.

I'm older, and became a cock sucker later in life. It is never too late to try it. Most men will love it, if they just allow themselves the chance to experience a huge sexual thrill. I'm addicted to loving cocks, and the taste of cum is just sublime.
 
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