Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

Firstly my present partner doesn't know I'm on here x he also doesn't know that I used to attend 'swinger/dungeon' parties with my ex or that I've been gang-banged x we would be finished if he found out x x x

Sound like you and your ex had some real fun. If I were your present partner I would love to hear all about these things while you were ridding me
 
sex clubs intrigue me too.. I don't know of any in my neck of the woods (mid-iowa) but I'm going to NYC for thanksgiving week..might try to look one up!
Dirty Carol.. I always love reading your posts

We don't live in a metro area, but there's a few around here.

Thank you, HornyProf!
 
In total honesty I can say that for the first time in my nearly 60 years of living I have found the one person I have shared everything in my life with. There is nothing about my past that she is not aware of.
We communicate constantly, we share everything that we are with each other.
I can say that this is the most free I have ever felt and I love it. No secret past no secret desires no secret fantasies. No secrets period! We share it all and it is a beautiful thing.
I love this woman more than that I totally trust her.
 
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After speaking to a couple people on here about this, I can't stop thinking about it... I want to go back to academia just to have my way with some college students.
 
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Firstly my present partner doesn't know I'm on here x he also doesn't know that I used to attend 'swinger/dungeon' parties with my ex or that I've been gang-banged x we would be finished if he found out x x x

I wonder... Do you miss that sexually liberated lifestyle you had with your ex? Do you crave the chance to try it again? Or have you happily left all that behind you and moved on?
 
In total honesty I can say that for the first time in my nearly 60 years of living I have found the one person I have shared everything in my life with. There is nothing about my past that she is not aware of.
We communicate constantly, we share everything that we are with each other.
I can say that this is the most free I have ever felt and I love it. No secret past no secret desires no secret fantasies. No secrets period! We share it all and it is a beautiful thing.
I love this woman more than that I totally trust her.

I share a similar relationship and it is fantastic. I believe we are a part of a very small minority.
 
I would think .... the darkest fantasy most people have is to be secretly watched or to watch his/her spouse with another



I wonder how many men want to watch their wife with another woman?
 
Reading everyone else's posts made me decide to post my own confessions.

She doesn't know that I am registered on this site, although she knows about it, herself. She knows I've read some stories on here before, but she doesn't know about this entirely different aspect to it, which I, myself, only found out about yesterday. Before yesterday, I thought it was just a site for posting erotic stories.

She doesn't know that I've been to a strip club, several times in a short period of time. I got two lap-dances and one was a "boob-dance"; which is basically a lap-dance, but you are allowed to touch the girl's boobs.

She doesn't know the sheer amount of porn of watch and how often I jerk off to it (which on some occasions is every day).

She doesn't know that I cheated twice before, both times with lady friends I had at the time, but aren't anymore.

She doesn't know the fantasies and desires I have of her, which, among other things, entails her sleeping with other men. I've told her about some of these fantasies before, but I suspect she may have forgotten about them. In any event, she doesn't know how strong these fantasies are. It's what drives the sort of porn I watch and what I think about when I jerk off in bed with her sleeping next to me.
I've been thinking of writing a story about some of the fantasies I have, but it's so varied, that I don't know which version of it I want to write, where to start or what format I want to do it in.

She doesn't know that in the past when she wasn't home, I would wear certain items of her clothing and stick things in my anus while jerking off.

She doesn't know that sometimes I fantasize about being a woman and how completely slutty and promiscuous I would have been, had I been a woman (actually, a lot of my fantasies are driven by this, but occasionally substituted by the idea that she is that slutty and promiscuous).
 
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Interesting that you think that to be such a dark fantasy, when I see that one as being so normal. I can think of far darker fantasies, yet I'm sure others would find those to be much more normal. ;)


I would think .... the darkest fantasy most people have is to be secretly watched or to watch his/her spouse with another



I wonder how many men want to watch their wife with another woman?
 
Interesting that you think that to be such a dark fantasy, when I see that one as being so normal. I can think of far darker fantasies, yet I'm sure others would find those to be much more normal. ;)

I fantasize about this DAILY...
 
Interesting that you think that to be such a dark fantasy, when I see that one as being so normal. I can think of far darker fantasies, yet I'm sure others would find those to be much more normal. ;)



in terms of 'society' ... well, it is kind of dark. Men are not suppose to enjoy the fantasy of their wife with a stud....but we all think about it just like when we dance with a guy that knows how to use his body:devil:
 
I would think .... the darkest fantasy most people have is to be secretly watched or to watch his/her spouse with another



I wonder how many men want to watch their wife with another woman?

This is something her and I both desire
 
She does not know I come here and a play a dominate male who treats fem boys like sluts. I have filmed my self jacking off and shared it.
 
in terms of 'society' ... well, it is kind of dark. Men are not suppose to enjoy the fantasy of their wife with a stud....but we all think about it just like when we dance with a guy that knows how to use his body:devil:

It feels like in this scenario; everyone wins.

The husband wins because he loves watching his wife be a slut to another man.
The Stud wins because we love pussy, especially pussy that isn't our own.
The wife wins because she is both making her husband happy and getting filled up by a stud.

Win.Win.Win.
 
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