Grief makes For Strange Bedfellows (Closed for HelenUK44)

[Shadowlace]

Emma wiped the thick substances from her lips as she exited the unisex bathroom of the bar she worked at. The Slender blonde looked about seeing if her fellow group member had arrived

Having spent the night in her car the brown eyed widow, seemed to have partied a little to hard after last nights meeting. Though it was hard last night was her dead husbands brithday. What was worse her daugther went over to a friends house leaving Emma alone. Emma, alone went from her house to work. There she drank liberally leading to a hook up.

It wasn't the normal routine for her, but on certain days she just needed someone to hold. Such a feeling led to a night of casual sex. It was fun but also exhausting because it really didnt fill the hole James left. Strangely the person she was meeting with alleviated it. She was dwarn to them but also felt weird.

This person was a woman. A woman who had known James. It was Helen, another woman in the support group. A wonderful woman who she had welcomed to the group with open arms. Despite being its black sheep.

Still Emma went over to the booth as a man exited the bathroom behind her and went back over to the bar to get his regular order of whiskey and eggs.

Emma felt nervous, especially as she pulled the mint from her pocket and sat hoping Helen came soon. If not she may have to drag the man back in for something more then a blow job.

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen liked Emma and greatly appreciated her support. They were different in so many ways and in particular in that Emma seemed to be coping with the loss of James so well. Helen had liked James, perhaps it was because he was so different from Mike her late husband, so cruelly taken away when his heart failed. She had made an effort with James, a firefighter and she missed him greatly, more than she had ever admitted to Emma.

It had been Mike who was her husband though and his passing had left her with a property business to control and run. Of course she had employed an experienced manager and sought professional assistance but there seemed to be a problem crop up every day and everything cost money. It made her uncomfortable. She needed to chill and take a leaf out of Emma’s book. She seemed to know exactly how to relax.

For Helen there had been no man since Mike and perhaps that is what she needed. Somebody to share a burden but she needed to be careful and to be sure. She knew she was a rich widow and was attractive. In a way she did not trust herself. Mike had calmed her down and controlled her in such subtle but effective ways. She had been a wild child in her youth, boys had come and gone. It was all about fun and experience. She had tired of that and found attractiveness in Mike. A change of lifestyle. It was respectability and she was able to give him pleasure from what she had learnt. He was no fool so she had to give some of her past away but not all of it, not by a long chalk. Some of that she had wanted to forget anyway. It had been all about being young and having a good time.

It was a step forward to meet Emma in her workplace. Emma seemed to understand what she had been going through and had introduced her to the bereavement group. She felt out of place there but with Emma’s help was coming round to socialising again. That had been the thing about Helen. She had been confident and assertive. Well dressed and intelligent. Her loss had thrown her and it was only now with Emma’s help that she was coming to terms with things and realising life went on. In fact she had become fond of Emma. Was that wrong? Was it ok to have feelings for her and imagine intimacies, like she would have done when a young student? She hoped so. Life was certainly moving her now in a different direction.

The bar was not a usual place for Helen. She entered with flowing ginger hair and a smile as soon as she caught sight of her date. Helen had dressed carefully as usual in black lingerie, nice sandals, bare legs and a dark blue floral summer dress, tight to her hips showing their nice curves and down to her knee. There was a v neck drawing one’s eyes down to the start of a nicely enticing cleavage. There was nothing gross with Helen, she was nicely proportioned and well turned out.

Helen could see that Emma had been having a difficult time and had probably not slept well. She said nothing about that or her looks though. She simply made eye contact, sat opposite and held Emma’s hand before saying ‘it’s so good of you to invite me, it’s really lovely to be out, how are things?’

She felt that Emma showed signs of needing support and would offer to help, once she knew what it was.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma smiled seeing Helen so much so that the blonde doubted she could hide it. Helen was a wond3rful woman. Despite the age difference the pair did seem to enjoy each others company. Still the smile stayed but a blush of embarrassment crossed her face triggering the younger woman to brush some of her stray locks back behind her right ear.

When Helen sat Emma looked away and nodded. Some aloof cockiness boiled through setting a tone to a dry throat. " Yesh, great day, Teally great day."

It wasn't Shakespear or even Dickenson but it was something. The disheveled widow slowly looked up at the mature confident woman before her and sighed. Emma broke into a long bender last night. Copious amounts of alcohol, a few hours or intense sex j to sleepinf in her car. To top it ofd she woke stumbled in and gave Kent a blow job for about twenty bucks.

She felt shame and anger. A widow shouldn't act in this manner, yet here she had. What was worse it wasnt her first offense. After two years she still.had issues. One of which was the void James had left in her heart. She had Jessica there daugther of 8 years but it wasn’t the same. Which is why she drank and fucked with whatever guy seemed good at the time

" Helen,I..." Emma touched ro lips again hoping it was cum free. " I did it again" whispered the blonde her black low cut t-shirt revealing her still perky breasts heaving, along side some beginning to form hickies.

" Not.just last night, But made 20 bucks blowinf Kent!" Emma leanes in close to whisper even lower.

"That isnr even the worst of ir. If you would have bailed on me, Kent offered hundred and fifty more for sex! And I was gonna take it!" Which prompted her to lay on the table her hair cascading around her.

. A bartender came over sat down a pair of coffee mugs full of coffee, a platter of scrambled eggs, bacon and sausage. A shot of bourbon, a shot of warm pickle. Juice with a warm kettle of.coffee followed close behind.

"What am gonna do Helen? What am I to do?" She asked sitting up. As she did she straightened. Emmas.slender hand rubbed James' dog tags and the lock.it that hung from her neck before grabbimg the warm.pickle juice and downing it

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen had to admit, Emma talking about her recent sex, created rather too much interest and curiosity in her. If only just a little bit would come her way, to provide some greater satisfaction than the internet and her masturbation. That could be good but not that good, there was nothing like the real thing She wouldn't want to be like Emma but perhaps just a nice no strings fuck now and again from a decent guy.

Helen saw in Emma much of how she was in her younger years, perhaps not so coarse and open but yes, she sucked and she fucked far more that she really wanted to. It was like a drug then and she had been weaned off of it by Mike. It was she had to say tempting to go back there, just for a bit only for a little bit but she knew that if she did, if she broke through the barrier, she would be wanting. She knew that her addictive personality was becoming stronger with age and that she was having to fight it all the time.

'You blew him, you mean you took his cum in your mouth and swallowed' Helen asked for she wanted to get the full detail

'Was he big my darling, did you have a huge cock in your mouth, fucking it?

Helen's own nipples were hardening as she asked. She loved a sexy chat, particularly with such a promiscuous young lady like Emma. This was too good an opportunity to miss for Helen. She knew that she had to put her own needs and desires to one side and as a friend of Emma support her. At the same time though there was surely also a chance here for both. She answered Emma's question.

'It's not so much Emma as what you need to do, it is what I should do. You need looking after my sweet girl, you need to understand pleasure and what life can actually bring. You don't need to cheapen yourself, let's have some fun together and forget the past. Let's build for the future'

As Helen spoke her hand held Emma's and when she had finished. She moved her lips to Emma's and lightly kissed them

'Yes I wanted to do that to the lips which has just expertly sucked cock. So are we out for some music and dancing together tonight then?' Helen asked

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma winced as Helen reiterated what she had confessed. The wince faded to shock when the following question was asked. The blonde widow struggled to keep her jaw from dropping open.

Helen to Emma was like the classic wife, she jad strove to be with James. She was a wild child in high school. She had blown alot of guys, dated a girl or two, but James was her sweet heart and they married right outta highschool.

Emma had Jessica a year later and been a wife and mother. When James died the grief brought back out the past feelings. Kent and the lad from last night wasnt the first. She had a growing list of men she had fucked since James

" Wait what are saying? Are you saying you'll guide me?" That was about all she cpuld get out when the woman actoss from her kisses her.

Emma was shocked even more, until she melted into the kiss letting Helen taste her lips. It was a familiar feeling one she hadnt done since she was young. James and the other men had a rougher feel to the kisses while Helen, well stirred something in her.

"Yes" Emma drunkenly answered as she was just hit with the shock of Helens words snd actions as well as hidden desires within herself. Slowly she came back to reality. Emma didn’t want too,but she had to remember she was a mother.

"Ill have to let Jessica know. Shell be happy Im going out with a female friend instead of by myself" Emma says as she reached over and deank some of her coffee.

"I'll need a shower, after Kent and the man from last night I stink of sex. So um, Helen can I take a shower at your place before I head home I dont want Jessica seeinf me like that. Please" Emma asked realizing how bad she was and nearly retching at the thought of her daugther seeing her.

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen felt sharp and alert whilst Emma seemed a mess. Emma was supposedly having fun but was out of control and regretful of her actions which had little purpose. She was looking for a James and trying to rekindle what she had there but was not finding him. Helen knew what James could give a lady and she felt she at least owed it to him now to look after his wife Emma and at least bring her under some control so there could be a reasonable lifestyle for the future.

'Of course, of course' Helen said to Emma. 'Tell Jessica, but come to mine for a shower first. You need to look the part and be in the right frame of mind for that. I can come along too if you would like'

'Essentials first though Emma. Birth control. Are you taking precautions and are you up to date with any pills?'

Helen needed to ask for an unwanted pregnancy was the last thing that Emma needed right now.

Helen was thoughtful as she travelled back with Emma. She would need to change too. She had not been touched since Mike and before then there had only been him for all those years. She would perhaps need a new wardrobe and some stuff that was sexy rather than classical. It could still be classy but it would need to show off her features more. It would need to attract the attention of others. She did not intend to be a wallflower in dating Emma and she wanted to look nice and acceptable for her, of course she did.

Helen took a quiet moment to whisper into Emma's ear 'maybe we ought to try and make time to visit an erotic shop, to get the things women use to do things to each other?' Helen giggled, she found the thought exciting, something completely different for her life. She hoped that Emma did too. She felt embarrassed mentioning it and perhaps she could have chosen a better moment but she wanted the thought off her chest and she wanted Emma's mind off other men and onto her, just for now, until they got settled. Then of course cock would be very much on the menu, maybe even for them both.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma bodded as she spoke." Yeah, if Jessica knows ai was with you, or going out woth uou shell worry less. She already is trying to mother me."

"I think shes' worried. Jess will probably be elated seeing you. Especially after I talked about you to her...hope you're not mad" Emma says as she takes another drink and eats a bite more.

As the question of being safe and birth control she shifts and knows she let whats his name cum multiple times in her last night. She shifted and looked down usually she was reaponsible but this time, she forgot to up her prescription and was too drunk to get the condom on the guy.

" Yeah, I well didnt up my perscription when James died and I usually make them wear a condom but last night...i can still feel him swimming around inside. Pretty sure my pants a
wet from leakage" Emma brazenly said as she continued to eat.

" So yes a stop at your place and then both to my place should be fine. Its not much, but you are welcome in my house anytime." Emma admitted estinf heartily. She was famished after all the booze and sex she had last night. As she finished Helen learned forward and uttered thise word Emma stopped and nesrly dropped her food as her mouth gaped.

It took a minute for the younger blonde to recover but she did. She straightened and fought through her blushing face to finally nod. " I mean, I...um...yes..well" stammered the woman as she looked away from Helen.

" Im dirty, and a woman. A loose woman since James died. I...you.." Emma stopped as she breathed ans looked up sheepishly." I want to, your are so.warm and caring. You are gorgeous, I mean look at you! But you deaerve like some one like an Older James, not a single cock hubgry mom like me" Emma says taking another cup of coffee ans then shifts again.

 

[HelenUK44]

'Well it is good to have a daughter who looks after you. I am looking forward to meeting her and it will help if we can become friends won't it. I am not mad at all Emma'

Helen tried to be understand but her approach to possible pregnancy irritated and encouraged her serious side. She knew she had to be supportive but also she needed to show that she 'meant business' and was not a pushover.

She responded to Emma

'Now look you, if you don't want the guy's baby and I am guessing that you don't, you will need to do something about it. Firstly make sure you do not do that again and secondly call your doctor right now and make an appointment today. What you need and I am sure you know really is the 'morning after' pill. Take that and you've done all you can and you will just need to keep your fingers crossed. I know there's abortions but you don't really want or hopefully need to go down that route. Get the pill and take it! OK my darling?'

Helen tried to control her emotions and provide some soothing support but she wanted Emma to take that pill. It would be a sort of first test of how serious Emma was to a change of lifestyle.

Before they left the cafe Helen spoke further to Emma

'I am like this, dressed as I am and with money, because this is what marriage made me. I no longer have that marriage. Before marriage though I was a student and a girl who 'got around' if you get my drift. I was beyond wonderment at the size or style of penis but more interested in what a guy was going to do with it and whether he would be any good!'

Helen giggled. 'Mike rescued me from that. I am not saying I am going to rescue you Emma, as we are now much older and more mature. I would like to guide you to a position of safety and enjoy things with you. Sounds good, yes ?'

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma straightened and nodded when Helen spoke. Emma blushes in embarrassment. She had been pretty ill responsible." Yes, I just dont know what was I thinking"

That was what had happened since James had died. She had spiraled a bit into the horrendous pattern of men, booze and oddly enough exercise. Doing a good two hours long session of exercise. Mostly Yoga and a bit of simple weifht stretches.

Hearing Helens story she smiles." Thats wonderful. James and I married outta highschool. So I never really got that experience. I guess Im reliving lost youth. And grieving."

Emma looks at Helen and then at her car. She looks away as she sees her panties on her dash board ans sighs. " Looks like I forgot to put those back on. Guess you got a hint of were I enjoyed myself!"

Emma stopped and opened up her sedan door as she gestured to Helen." Care for a ride?"

The little black family car had a dark interior of brown with brown accents on the dash. It was interesting. The back seat had a few blankets disheveled as she checked the passenger seat for anything other then food wrappers. She found a couple used condoms and tossed them out and bulshed. She had been a busy girl lately.

" Have a seat." She says with a smile and walks around to her side grabbing her panties out of the window tossing them in the back and then sits in the driver seat.

When Helen gets in Emma drives off. The blonde pauses at an adult store and looks over at Helen and nervously smiles. She hadnt been in one of these for a few years. Basically after James died for a few personal massagers. Before that it was shopping for sexy lingerie. James had a Lingerie fetish, and she was okay with it. Wearing elaborate lingeris and stockings as she just kind of hovers there in the seat.

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen was quiet as she took in what she was seeing and hearing. She was sat in the car where Emma so recently had sex, maybe even on the seat she was sat in. It was more a certainty than a maybe. The thought of Emma orgasmic with sounds filling the inside of a car in the dark was something of a sexual fantasy for Helen, she would love to be there to watch it or even... yes even be the one giving her such pleasure. That would need to wait for now though, there was a girl who needed to become properly adjusted and then she could make the choices she really wanted.

'No need to be embarrassed about a couple of condoms Emma. At least you didn't have a football team in here and you haven't seen me getting busy yet have you? I just hope that you haven't worn yourself out and that we are going to be able to get settled and have some fun. Maybe I should get looking through my contacts and blasts from the past and see if there is anybody to help us. One or two come to mind already. I have .... sort of kept track of them over the years.'

Helen sat in her smart dress, looking every bit the posh lady but it was now her turn to show some signs of embarrassment. She thought she ought to make things clear. 'Not that I ever physically met them, just the odd email and phone call you understand. I thought it polite to keep in touch.'

'Yes let's go for it' Helen suggested to Emma. 'Maybe you can recommend what I might look good in or what we can use together. Oh and....' Helen stuttered
'Year's ago these sorts of places used to have cubicles in the back didn't they? I was wondering does this place still have anything like that?' Helen tried to pass her comments off as a mere casual enquiry but it was clear that she was very interested in the answer and the way it was said.

Just being close to Emma and her sexuality was rekindling the sexual fire in Helen's body. It was just what she needed.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma nodded. The Blonde slipped out of her seat and stood. She stretched as she looked over at Helen seeing if she had gotten out. When eyes met Emma blushed and looked away.



The Blonde was nervous, not at the shop but more with being there with a sophisticated lady like Helen. Images of the Matronly woman in slutty lingerie or with a strap on, or worse a dick or two in her mouth made Emma uncomfortably horny. So she breathed and centered herself. A teo handed cheek slap followed and she then smiled.



"Sorry, I had to ready myself." She said hopinf the otherwoman would co sidered her weird slap a means to wake herself up and sober herself up and not an attempt to keep her from being too horny.



One foot went infront of the other. Emmas trudge carrying her to the pink painted sex shop called Flo's House of Pleasure! It had two flamingos on either side that seemed to have sunglasses on. The Shop was old and screamed 1980s!



Emma got to the door and opened it for Helen and nervously giggled. " Maybe, we will find you something. This place has a wider dressing room. At least I think it does it was about five years ago I was at this praticular shop. Got a really sexy white get up here for...anyway lets look around"



With that Emma stepped in and looked around at alot of the quiche eighties posters and decore before movinf towards the clothes racks.

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen was calm and composed. She felt her influence over Emma was growing. Only in small steps mind but that gave her a chance to savour the moments as their relationship built. Emma was taking Helen to a world that she thought she had left behind but which was one she now rather craved for.

'Ready yourself Emma, you with such a model figure and eyes your way. Come on darling let's enjoy this' said Helen in a rather authoritative way. As they approached Helen smirked and looked the way of Emma 'I bet this place has seen some fun, right back before our day, when it all came as new'

Once inside Helen said to Emma 'choose me a few things please, short tight skirts and tops to project my boobs and a few toys will be fun. Use your experience!' Helen whispered. 'I'll go and have a word with the guy behind the counter'

'How about a discount?' Helen asked

'10 per cent if you spend over 100 bucks' said the middle aged guy as he looked Helen up and down.

'I was thinking more like 50 per cent' responded

'In your dreams, you would need to come along to my office for that'

'OK then' said Helen with a smile.

The guy was open mouthed and it was Helen who was the more confident as they strode through the shop.

He sat back comfortably in his chair which he removed from the desk. Helen enjoyed the feel of the soft cock as it hardened in her hand and then had some amusement as the guy struggled to undo the condom packet and unroll the protection over his penis. His hands were shaking and he was obviously very nervous. There was work to do though. Helen took the member into her mouth and held it deep for a few seconds to firm up before she started the suck. Up and down the length she went as she began to feel his hands groping her body through her dress. Her bum and her tits in particular. She took a bit of a break to lift up her dress up and slide her panties down to give the guy a feel of her moist cunt. When her body began to respond and her look change, she went down on him again but this time with his finger pushed up her vagina and a thumb on her clit. It was not long before he started to wriggle and a hand moved to her head though. The upward thrusts followed as he got his relief and filled the condom inside her mouth as he pushed a second finger into her vagina.

Helen smiled as pulled her panties back up in front of him and attended to her appearance. Now she was back again as the posh well dressed lady. It wasn't a particularly pleasant taste, the rubber that is, but Helen had enjoyed the fingering and the sleaziness of it all. She walked out to re-join Emma 'Have you found much?' she asked 'we've got a 50 per cent discount' she told her. 'It's all so expensive in here and I knew he could afford it. He'll still be making a profit on the deal'

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma nodded as she spoke " Um okay sure" her face was blushing but she went towards the vatious womans lingerie and fetish dress.

It made her nervous leaving Helen with the creepy guy behind the counter but Helen was older and more experienced. So the blomde woman nee she could handle herself. That lead Emma prerusinf the various phallic figurines and a variety of sexy custumes and lingerie, when a couple more ladies came in.

Emma eyed them. Two twenty somethings coming in for fun. Well the college here was all girls. One remindered her of herself, blonde bubbly and popular, the other was more a brunette with a more innocent naive look. The uncomfortable blush on her face said it all.

Emma went back to looking at the dresses and saw a lanky red cocktail like dress thay remindered her of that red haired songstress in Who framed Roger Rabbit. Which she would love to dee Helen in. Especially as she had a sort of girlish crush on that woman. Well that cartoon.

As she imagined Helen in that dress and blushed a tap on her shoulder and a sweet voice spoke up. " Um excuse me, could you help us?"

Emma turned to see the pair from earlier and blinked. " Sorry, What was it. Oh right you wanted my help? Um I dont work here but I can try" came her reply. She looked at the pair ans she put her hand on the Brunettes shoulder and smiled sweetly.

"I lnow when I came here the first time I was so embarassed. But my husband, well he was just a boyfriend at the time, loved what I picked out. Later i became more comfortable.so trust me its natural" Emma said and smiled as the Blonde then piped in.

" Im Carly ans this is Sara. I brought Sara here, because she has never...owned a dildo, she doednt even masturbate normally. As her roomate and friend I coulsnt abide Sweet Sara, my protege, to deny herself the pleasure of well pleasure" giggled Carly not afraid to be open. It was strange but Emma saw Sara flush crimson and seem to look down.

"Hey Carly, why dont you look at some of the novelty stuff Ill help Sara okay?" Emma winked and began to move Sara over to show her some of the less intimidating dildos and vibes.


' I..I..dont..um" Sara stammer3d but Emma was watchinf Carly head over and look at the nocelty stuff.

" Full honesty, uou like Carly dont you?" Emma asked with a curious look on her face

"No, I.."Sara began but Helens return cut it off.
.
" You do! Well you should tell her. I still am struggling telling the woman I like that I like her too. Trust me. The worst she can say is no." She giggled and then pulled out a rabbit and a simple slender wans and passed them to Sara.

" Start with these and youll be fine. Now go tell Carly how you feel' Helen giggled and then turned to see Helen and then looks shocked.

' Sorry I got distracted helping these girls...wair how much did you hear?" Emma asked as she went back to rhe dress ans pulled it out and held it up to Helens body.

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen smiled at Emma as she took the dress from her and felt the fabric. She held it in front of a nearby mirror before saying 'yes it looks good, I'd certainly be noticed in the red and with the v neck there should be some of my boobs on show. Also it is not too short to make me look an absolute slut'.

There was colour in Helen's cheeks as her word slut made her think of events just a few minutes earlier. She hung the dress up and put her arm around Emma before she whispered in her ear

'I've just sucked the sleazy guy off back there in his office, how wanton is that? You wouldn't have thought it of me would you but there we go!!!!'

Helen pulled herself away from Emma nodding and confirming 'yes I did you know'. Then she whispered in her ear again

'and my panties are all wet from how he was fingering me'

Helen smirked feeling she had broken down something of a barrier. 'Have I joined the club? Perhaps we are not so different after all'

'Sorry my darling you were mentioning the girls. Well I didn't hear too much, I looked to stay away and let you have your moments. I could tell from the body language that there was a connection and I didn't want to interfere and then I got a bit jealous, which is no good is it. I mustn't be jealous, you are not my possession are you, I am only around to help you. I must confess though being in here brings forward my sexual desires which I have been keeping under wraps for so long, I sort of feel so different, as if my clothes and position in life do not matter'

'They're attractive that pair aren't they Emma? The brunette one, the shy one is particularly cute. Should we sought of do something together, it could be quite fun, us four together. What do you think?'

Helen had seen Emma's willingness and doing something with a couple of girls would take her mind and attention off men, at least for a little while. She didn't see that it could do any harm.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma just was still in shock and grabbed a sexy nurse costume and held it up to Helens body, then moved to a hot librarian outfit. Rmma squirmed a bit at Helens admittence of suckinf the shop keep off and how wet the older woman was. Oddly she felt a tinfe of jealousy. Not from the Helen getting the nut, but of the man getting to pleasure Helen.

"I mean, yes you do, but still.." Emma looked away and sighed as she grabbes a naughty schoolgirl outfit and held it up to her own body.

"Librarian or Teacher Punishes School girl?" She preposed as she then Helen expounded on the girls and Emma giggled.

"Maybe after Sara, the brunette, confesses to Carly her feelings." Emma says as she then looks over at the lingerie snd blushes a bit.

" Honestly I know the feeling. Its somethinf Ive been struggling with." She steps into the lingerie section and saw the perfect white silk, satin and lace outfit labeled angel.( Look up Emma Forst X-Men art) Next to it was an outfit in black and Emma pulled them.

"I hope the black is in your size" Emma said figuring they would play around with rhese. Maybe try them on.

" Clothes first then, um...toys" Emma says unsure how much experience Helen has with toys. Emma herself had limited knowledge, but Helen probably had alot. Emma though still had a hard time wrapping her head around the idea of Helen a carouser and sex pot!

 

[HelenUK44]

'Oh yes I'll punish you and enjoy it, but if I'm that good you will only do it again won't you?' answered Helen 'but I'll certainly punish you in that outfit, I quite like the idea of lifting up the skirt but I'd want you to have some proper old style knickers underneath. You know those big old white things the girls had to wear. I think I had a dark blue pair actually which could be a bit embarrassing as they showed up white stain. Helen sniggered.

'Yes you're right it's my enthusiasm, we shouldn't interfere, it's right that true feelings come out into the open isn't it Emma?'

'You haven't said a lot Emma but I do know, I really do. Why else would a modern girl around turn such as yourself be bothering with a prim and proper boring type like me. Not much I can introduce to you sweetie, mind you there is that discipline, I reckon I would be good at that!!!'

It did seem that there relationship was continuing to develop the right way.

'Yes I do black, I really do like that shade. Nice choice Emma, I reckon that I could look pretty dominant in all this.' Helen looked the young lady up and down. Emma was certainly being thoughtful and using her experience to rather cajole her along. It seemed pretty clear what she might be getting into. Virtually anything would be acceptable to breathe new life into her dull lifestyle but Emma was certainly hitting the spot.

'Toys, well a double ended, a strap on, two full sized vibrators, perhaps one two way and one three way, a couple of clit simulators for when we are out , a couple of butt plugs maybe. Less of course what you have got already Emma!. Sounds a lot but we're going to have fun and there's that 50 per cent discount. He might want a play with you as well though if we buy too much. Would you be up for it? Oh yes and not to mention cuffs, two blindfolds and a whip.'

The action with the guy had certainly broken through Helen's defences and removed inhibitions. It was as if she was in charge and with full confidence.

Helen stopped and took a deep breath. She smiled and opened her arms. She had stopped talking and wanted to give Emma a hug.

 

[Shadowlace]

Rmma blushed ad she heard Helen talk about punishing her and she could feel her cheeks burn. Emma looked at the stuff and held onto it tightly. She wanted this, well wanted Helen.

"Exactly, They need to let it blossom. Besides its kinda sweet. Look at them arent they cute together" Emma says the redness fading as she giggles.

"Um, well I havent done alot of these but I have done a couple of these" Emma points at a couple of vibrators especially after James died. The blonde mother of one pointed to a suction cupped dildo that was about seven inches, lastly Emma blushed as she pointed to a small vibrating egg that was remote controlled.

" The last was James idea and well. I sortta wore it every now and then and gave him the remote when we were shopping and Jess was away. It was amazing" Emma says as she turned to Helen and she blushed.


In the moment Emma stepped into Helen's personal space, hands full she still loved in and kissed Helen firmly on the lips. The blonde widow wasnt sure why she wanted to do it in that moment but she seized it before pullinf slowly away her face calmed yet eyes stared at Helen with hunger

"Sorry, I know you wanted to just hug but...You are so welcom8ng and gorgeous I couldnt help myself" Emma says then smiles devilishly.

" Want to try these on? We can do it in the changing area" Emma gestured to the curtain and rods sectioning off a clear alcove. " There we can make sure the fit and look good what do you say?" Was the reply as the younger woman sought to give Helen a great time.

 

[HelenUK44]

'Yes it sort of encourages one's own feelings and desires doesn't it?' responded Helen as she moved rather closer to Emma and looking to distract the attention they were giving to the two other young ladies.

'Ohhh yes a suction vib, I have never used one of those' responded Helen. 'I bet they could look good on cam. I mean you get everything set up for one position and then you can use it as a cock. I understand and see that you don't need to hold it, you can do other things with one's hands. Like grasp and fondle you' said Helen as she put her arm around Emma whispering the information into her ear. 'Seven inches is about right don't you think, it's certainly a good trade for the guy over there!!!' Helen continued as she looked towards the gentleman she had earlier been 'befriending'. She gave him the smallest of blown lip kisses wanting to keep on good terms with him.

Her attitude and comments certainly seemed to encourage Emma and the kiss that was received rather startled Helen. As she regained her composure she smiled and responded 'well then............ I had wanted to do that but never had the nerve.' She whispered again into Emma's ear 'It was very welcome.'

Helen enjoyed herself, although a shop it was pretty obvious that is was also a from for intimacy and sexual activity.

'I can't wait' thought Helen as she followed Emma into the changing area. The guy at the counter had a little smirk on his face and had a little glance down at his watch. Once inside Helen moved her hands to Emma's hips and then up and down her body a little as if she was sizing up her friend. 'Now what was it we are going to try?' asked Helen.

 

[Shadowlace]

Inside the dressing area Emma giggles nervously as she let her hands wander. As they do her face continued to grow hitter and hotter.

Emmas hands move, her subconcious mind finding purchase on Helen's ample busom. With deftness slender hands began to take in the surface.

"Wow those are big! I..." she steps back ans looks at her own chest and sighs." Im not as big"

Emma felt a bit sad at that. It was a stupid and jealous, but she had always been envious of other womens assets. She also wanted to feel them and caress them. Honestly Emma always found her fellow girls attractive and even desirable!

Emma as she thought pulled her own t shirt off lettinf her soft flesh see rhe light of day. It also let Emma's pert B cup breasts bared to Helen. Emma squirmed nervously her breasts areolas very large which she was made fun of long ago.

" Well we have to see if these outfits fit" Emma said innocently as she degan to shimmy out of her jeans. As she did it revealed a cute white pair of panties with the Super Man insignia on the front.

 

[HelenUK44]

This was new to Helen,a lady's hands on her large breasts. She had been used to young men in her younger years having a good feel but Emma, well that came as a very pleasant surprise. It was different and it was very well received. She could feel her nipples hardening as Emma played and she knew Emma would notice. She was embarrassed somewhat.

Helen tried to reassure her. 'You are simply beautiful Emma, without question. We can all desire change to our bodies but believe me you have nothing to feel down about' Helen then looked to add some humour by smirking and saying 'perhaps I can be the bosom and you can be the beauty!'

The sight of Emma's body took Helen's mind away from the outfits. Emma seemed so relaxed as she stripped off in front of her. Helen wasn't quite sure what to do, she felt she had to do something. She had desire and felt she had to show it to Emma.

'Look here, super man, let's make you a super woman shall we' said Helen as she grasped the woman in her arms to give her a hug. 'Let's make us work shall we?' said Helen as she kissed her friend on her neck and fondled her back and her bottom in an embrace of some feeling before she pulled away and smiled at the young lady.

'Come on then' said Helen.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma could not blush harder..Heelen was a beautiful creature, and here she was giving her compliments and praise. The blonde reached as the praise was raised to grab the outfit.

Emma nearly stumbled as she felt Helens body next to hers. A hug and a neck kiss. The shocking sensation was incredible. Shivers went down her spine as the kiss was skmething more then sensual. Followed by the soft catess of her backside by an experienced hand jolted her

The jump sent her hands up to slip about the older woman. As she did she let her right hand slid slowlynalong the soft skin of Helens body. Gently on the lateral line of her body. Her left came up and tilted Helens head to kiss the okder woman firmly on her lips.

Once the lips locked the left hand moved down to gently caress the firm and lush breast. Tenderly she let the fingers work. Gentle feather soft strokes teased Helen as she continued to lock lips. It seemed like minutes have passed before Emma came up for air and with it a throaty giggle.

"Let us explore a bit more shall we" she says lettinf her own lips kiss Helems neck hopefully this would spur them further.

 

[HelenUK44]

Helen believed she knew what she had to do. She felt Emma's suggestion that they should 'explore a bit more' was a cue to her to take some initiative. Emma had certainly been coming onto her which gave the older lady the confidence that she was unlikely to be rebuffed. Emma was in the fitting room and wanted attention whilst the manager was outside and probably biding his time before making an entrance to move them on after some involvement. It then crossed her mind that he might be with the other couple in the shop who were oh so sweet. That would be most convenient, Helen was naturally wary but the presence of Emma and her own carnal thoughts soon caused her to forget him.

She gave Emma's bum a swot and then another but only after a gentle caress of those buttocks. Sort of passive, aggressive. She needed to keep Emma on her toes, she was a beauty with potential which needed harnessing and she could be the madam to do it.

'Right, sit on the chair there and get those knickers down, I want a taste' said Helen in a quiet yet authoritative fashion. She expected moisture and a relaxed pussy but most of all she wanted to give Emma a treat. She was prepared to get on her own knees and provide pleasure to the young beauty. She wanted to give her a good licking in a public place and an orgasm which would provide Emma with an outstanding memory of this encounter. She wanted it to be the start of some merry adventure, she wanted Emma's sex life to become fun again and not something to look back on with regret.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma flushed scarlet this was intense, this woman Helen was gorgeous and wonderful a lady who Emma strove to be. The kiss, the caress the demand, God that demand. Emma was tingling.

Thumbs hooked into the fabric of her panties. Emma shimmed getting her Super Symbol down to her knees. This let her smaller curves show as well as the well groomed triangle of blonde hair seeing the light. Timidly the blonde mom slid down to sit on the chair letting her finish slipping the thin cotton free of her flesh. This thus let her pink slick lips exposed.

This revelation made Emma tremble even more as she heated up. It was a mix of anxiety, arousal, exposure and fear. What was Helen thinking? Was she okay wirh the hair? Oh God was she too wet? She should have showered, she still stank. It was nerve wracking.

Despite all of that Emma spread her self open both physically and emotionally as she bashfully looked down and away. It was embrassasing to do something like this with someone you want sees you so exposed. So finially with timid courage she spoke. "Like...like this"

 

[HelenUK44]

'Yes like that' Helen said to Emma as she looked down between the young lady's thighs. Now push forward a bit to the edge of the chair and I will get down there.

Helen being all relaxed caressed Emma on the shoulder before she made the move to the floor, on her knees. Just simply as if it was an everyday occurrence. 'This place is really so dead sleazy, we shouldn't miss an opportunity, it would be criminal. I mean it will give so much more of a kick to get done down here won't it? Now I'm going to be busy for a few minutes so won't be able to speak but you relax and make all the noise you want to Emma!'

Helen hoped she had set Emma straight. She gently parted her vaginal lips with her fingers and pushed her tongue into the slit, tasting the moisture that was so definitely already there. Helen looked up and whispered 'nice' before she closed her eyes and maintained a licking motion up and down the entrance to Emma's body. Then she teased, her tongue went to the rosebud and would not leave it. Over and over her tongue applied pressure before her lips took over and sucked. The suck was dominating and took Emma's clit right into her mouth where she tongued it. She maintained the kiss and the tonguing for some little while before she pulled back and looked on at Emma as she Helen fondled her own breast through her clothing.

'Come on you' said Helen as she pulled Emma's face to her bust holding it in position whilst her other hand went to Emma's pussy. Two fingers went up inside the sopping wetness and began to finger fuck the young lady. Helen wanted her, of course she did, but most of all she wanted the young lady to cum and announce it by the spasm of her body and the release of liquid onto her hand, her arm and down her own thighs. Only then would Helen be truly satisfied that she had given Emma what she deserved.

 

[Shadowlace]

Emma gasped and the whimpered at the entry of a tongue into her lips. Helens manipulations was foreign to the blonde woman. Oh she had tried this before with women. Women her own age at the time,but later her husband had done the same. Still Helens tongue was amazing.



As the tongue continued Emma shifted and squirmed. Helen's labor of love was rewarded with an even slicker surface. Then a gasping moan escaped Emmas lips, the woman was amazing she had never felt like this. Emma was feeling it, her body heating up her legs shaking softly. It was small but it was there. An orgasm.

Quivering Emma was gripping the chair tightly, her hips shaking and bucking when Helen's lips surrounded the little growing bud. It was blissful torture her body losing and a full orgasm wracked her body. Another orgasm. As Helen pulled away Emma breathed taking in air.

This lapse for air didnt last long as Emmas blonde hair buried deep into As the orgasm hit so too did her pussy spasm squirting heavily. Strangely Emma pulled Helens face to hers and kissed it heavily. While she did her hands seized Helens body and began to knead the soft warm flesh of buttocks. While she did she pulled herself away and stammered.

"Your turn" Is all she could say. As Emma stood she gestured for Helen to take a seat, she didnt feel sexy, but she was horny and wanted to make Helen feel what she felt. Not just the sexual but the feelings she had for this older woman.