Isolated blurts about Sex etc

My face is on Fet. but I don't post nudes (aside from an ass shot). I've had a couple people recognize me from there. So what, I'm kinky. It's when they confuse kinky with easy, that doesn't go over well.

Agreed. Anyone who sees my face on fetlife just might see me being kinky in real life too.

Well, I guess that answers the question, :D I can stop being paranoid. One less thing to worry about.
 
His warm, gentle hand almost caressing my cheek, stroking my lip.

My head practically in his lap as he leaned down close enough that I could see the flecks in his eyes and smell the barest hint of aftershave.

All I wanted to do was cheek rub him like a cat, bury my nose into the corner of his neck where it meets the ear.

Weird reaction for me at the dentist....
 
"I want to play with your body a little more."

That sentence just set me off today. :( But I'm not available for play at the moment.
 
What did you learn? :kiss::cattail:

I learned that I'm a dancing fool when I've been drinking, lol.

My friend showed me some moves (she danced for me) so than I danced for her and tried to replicate the moves. It was pretty hot :eek:

I still don't think I can do it without a few drinks first. I've only ever danced 3 times (that night being one of them) and all three times included alcohol. I blush at the thought of dancing when I'm sober.
>.<
 
Lately my desires don't match that well with the relationship I am in. Frustrating for both of us. We keep saying sorry to each other for being how we are. :/
 
All that porn I've been writing is being incredibly repetitive. Same set of fetishes and scenes over and over. What's (mildly) interesting is the way they play out between different sets of characters in different settings.

I have not written missionary position sex even once, and PIV hardly none neither...
 
I was just venting, Stag :)
Psychological fetishes; Size differences, Ownership, Abuse of power, dubious consent, humiliation, "It's good for you" unfair punishment, public display

physical fetishes;(anyway the ones I keep writing ATM) immobilisation, enemas and piss play, tease and denial, sounding, buttfucking (sometimes while ignoring a perfectly usable pussy)

Could I parade my id any louder? :eek:

But then, I think of the artists who draw their personal faves over and over and no one complains..

I do actually have a good concept for a scifi alien porn novella and maybe a bit of a plot-- and even character arcs....
 
I do actually have a good concept for a scifi alien porn novella and maybe a bit of a plot-- and even character arcs....

-_-;; I just went searching for a good one last night. It started after watching a few episodes of the X Files series. *Sigh* Something about being bound and "experimented" on... I didn't find anything that kept my interest, though. If you go through with it, I look forward to it. ^_^:heart:
 
-_-;; I just went searching for a good one last night. It started after watching a few episodes of the X Files series. *Sigh* Something about being bound and "experimented" on... I didn't find anything that kept my interest, though. If you go through with it, I look forward to it. ^_^:heart:
Would a corrupt hospital work for you? :D I seem to have such a fetish ATM for abuse of authority. Everything I ever hated...

Blurt; My first time fisting someone anally. Wow! Now I'm looking at all of my lady friends and checking out who has small hands...
 
Would a corrupt hospital work for you? :D I seem to have such a fetish ATM for abuse of authority. Everything I ever hated...

Blurt; My first time fisting someone anally. Wow! Now I'm looking at all of my lady friends and checking out who has small hands...

Ok both times you used "ATM" I read it as "Ass To Mouth" which makes those sentences pretty different. Corrupt hospital indeed. Throw in that last fisting bit coupled with the vision of a lover who, during sex, used to shove his fingers in my mouth, and ummm.... Shudder
 
Ok both times you used "ATM" I read it as "Ass To Mouth" which makes those sentences pretty different. Corrupt hospital indeed. Throw in that last fisting bit coupled with the vision of a lover who, during sex, used to shove his fingers in my mouth, and ummm.... Shudder
I think your aversion to dirt is incredibly sexy :kiss:

I shouldn't use the acronym anyway, it only reminds me of how small my bank account is.
 
Would a corrupt hospital work for you? :D I seem to have such a fetish ATM for abuse of authority. Everything I ever hated...

Blurt; My first time fisting someone anally. Wow! Now I'm looking at all of my lady friends and checking out who has small hands...

Corrupt hospital works for me :D Abuse of authority really does it for me. :kiss:

Good luck finding someone with tiny hands ^_^;;
 
I think your aversion to dirt is incredibly sexy :kiss:

I shouldn't use the acronym anyway, it only reminds me of how small my bank account is.

How about a story about a sentient one? :D

It would give a whole new meaning to the term 'money shot'!
 
Blurt; My first time fisting someone anally. Wow! Now I'm looking at all of my lady friends and checking out who has small hands...

Lol... on a related note, the recommendation for removing urethral stones from mares is by working your hand into the urethra to grasp it digitally....

You know. if your hand is small enough.
 
Lol... on a related note, the recommendation for removing urethral stones from mares is by working your hand into the urethra to grasp it digitally....

You know. if your hand is small enough.

nope nope nope nope nope nope

I remember what catheter pain feels like

And this just... aaaaughskdjfasdf.
 
nope nope nope nope nope nope

I remember what catheter pain feels like

And this just... aaaaughskdjfasdf.

Yah, I'm glad I haven't ever had one. I feel enough sympathy pain putting them in! Fetishes regarding the urethra are definitely some of the ones I have no illusions to understanding....
 
nope nope nope nope nope nope

I remember what catheter pain feels like

And this just... aaaaughskdjfasdf.
Oh, man. Pretty much everything I write right now includes catheters and urethra torture! Male and female both. I'm obsessed

I bottomed for a catheter demo. My first time sticking anything in my urethra and I did it in front of 20 strangers... :eek: It did not hurt. Nor did it feel orgasmically great, to my sorrow. Nor did I get a UTI.

Ive played a bit with sounds with one owner-of-a-penis. They seem to enjoy it-- enough that things get sloppy at times!
 
Stella, pretty much every post of yours on this page is making me crave a Stella-story fix. DAMN!!

Between the multiple threesomes I've written within the last two months, and the multiple threesomes I've seen while watching Swingtown, it's officially on my list. Although I doubt I'd ever actually feel comfortable enough to do it.
 
Slightly sexually frustrated lately. I try to keep my mind on other things and it's difficult. Lately the only thing on my mind is having a session with Mister but he's so busy it's not possible right now. I too have things going on and when I have down time while he's still working I find myself crafting new items for our fun time. Purchasing and making them is like foreplay. When I don't get to use them ...*sigh*
 
Yah, I'm glad I haven't ever had one. I feel enough sympathy pain putting them in! Fetishes regarding the urethra are definitely some of the ones I have no illusions to understanding....

I don't envy that part of your job. :S

Yeah see, pee hole play with a cock is a-ok to me. I've been known to fantasize about things like cockvore and human sounding. And if I didn't have the memory of trying to pee after surgery etched into my brain, I probably wouldn't think much of vag sounding either. But man oh man does it make me squirm even worse than the idea of an IUD!

(Wouldn't be surprised if it also had to do with a phase I'm slowly going into where penetrative play of any sort has become less interesting when it comes to my holes.)
 
I think your aversion to dirt is incredibly sexy :kiss:

I shouldn't use the acronym anyway, it only reminds me of how small my bank account is.

Apparently eating your own fecal matter is not so bad. You won't catch anything new, anyway.

Keyboards and door knobs, though. They're filthy.
 
But man oh man does it make me squirm even worse than the idea of an IUD!

Never had a catheter, but I do have an IUD. It wasn't so bad. The cramps I had after were more annoying than the insertion. The person they had before me threw up everywhere when they put hers in, though.
 
"reach up," she stood on the table, in that sweater, holding a ring just beyond my reach "keep that foot off the ground!" Finding myself challenged with simple tasks made me feel so small. "come on you can do it. Just a little longer." Standing on my bad foot, looking up at her as I strain for something so simple. "good job. Have a seat."

"thank you," I'd pant, ears burning. More than once I had to bite my cheeks against blurting something regrettable.

"alright time for some ligament scraaping," she cheerily brandished that wicked plastic spoon.

Eyes closed, deep breaths.... Nurturing pain... nurturing pain. "After this you get to read for ten minutes" by which she meant she was going to hook me up to a TENS unit and put my foot on ice for ten minutes... something to look forward to- nurturing pain... not that it was easy to think ahead with that spoon ripping across scar tissue- just breathe... nurturing pain...

It was a constant struggle not to slip into subspace at the physical therapist.

Ah, physios. :rolleyes:

A quote from mine: "Is that sore? You're not normally a twitcher."
 
Apparently eating your own fecal matter is not so bad. You won't catch anything new, anyway.

Keyboards and door knobs, though. They're filthy.
a keyboard would never fit in my pussy :confused:

I haven't written anyone eating shit... I did have characters pass it from person to person via "the exit portal" as my doctor used to call it. Turns out that's a semi-legitimate therapeutic treatment thing that's being studied. So I had an excuse beyond the humiliation aspect.
 
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