SassyKatz71
Goddess
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- Dec 10, 2014
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Sitting in the chair, thinking... I'm feeling much better... Definitely better than last Friday and after .The most terrifying moment in my life. Never again !!! Took a few days to get out of my system.But I'm finally feeling "Normal" again. Yay !!! 
And more relaxed and at ease now that my brother finally moved back out and I didnt ask where he was going,Honestly..Idc.. its just me and my two kids again.Wish my oldest could be with us.I miss her much
And to know more than you should about someone, isnt always a good thing.Sometimes Ignorance is Bliss...I was so happy in it..But I couldn't not want to know.. When I want to know something. I find out. My tenaciousness gets me every time
But I am happier now that things are a little le stressful. My apt is peaceful and quiet
No more screaming matches or slamming doors...Being less tense is a great feeling !!!
Just wish my heart didnt hurt so much ..Didn't want so much ..and didnt miss him so much...Idiot.
Also my patience with my divorce is still doing well.. Now that their father is well again.We can get to the final step that was put on hold ! And I can be completely free.
I still want to just disappear start over somewhere else, away from everything I've known... If my kids want to come,awesome if not,I understand.Their old enough to make their own decisions..
And that's only some of what whirls through my mind
And more relaxed and at ease now that my brother finally moved back out and I didnt ask where he was going,Honestly..Idc.. its just me and my two kids again.Wish my oldest could be with us.I miss her much
And to know more than you should about someone, isnt always a good thing.Sometimes Ignorance is Bliss...I was so happy in it..But I couldn't not want to know.. When I want to know something. I find out. My tenaciousness gets me every time
But I am happier now that things are a little le stressful. My apt is peaceful and quiet
Just wish my heart didnt hurt so much ..Didn't want so much ..and didnt miss him so much...Idiot.
Also my patience with my divorce is still doing well.. Now that their father is well again.We can get to the final step that was put on hold ! And I can be completely free.
I still want to just disappear start over somewhere else, away from everything I've known... If my kids want to come,awesome if not,I understand.Their old enough to make their own decisions..
And that's only some of what whirls through my mind