Where are you at, while your currently thinking, about what's crossing your mind?

Sitting in the chair, thinking... I'm feeling much better... Definitely better than last Friday and after .The most terrifying moment in my life. Never again !!! Took a few days to get out of my system.But I'm finally feeling "Normal" again. Yay !!! :)

And more relaxed and at ease now that my brother finally moved back out and I didnt ask where he was going,Honestly..Idc.. its just me and my two kids again.Wish my oldest could be with us.I miss her much :(

And to know more than you should about someone, isnt always a good thing.Sometimes Ignorance is Bliss...I was so happy in it..But I couldn't not want to know.. When I want to know something. I find out. My tenaciousness gets me every time :(

But I am happier now that things are a little le stressful. My apt is peaceful and quiet :) No more screaming matches or slamming doors...Being less tense is a great feeling !!!

Just wish my heart didnt hurt so much ..Didn't want so much ..and didnt miss him so much...Idiot.

Also my patience with my divorce is still doing well.. Now that their father is well again.We can get to the final step that was put on hold ! And I can be completely free.

I still want to just disappear start over somewhere else, away from everything I've known... If my kids want to come,awesome if not,I understand.Their old enough to make their own decisions..

And that's only some of what whirls through my mind
 
My bedroom thinking how much I dislike Mike Lupica with Stitch from Lilo and Stitch crossing my mind
 
In my bedroom thinking I should be paying more attention to this match with thoughts of her place among the games' greatest crossing my mind
 
Came into San Antonio to help my mom out. I'm laying in my bed I grew up in. The solo debauchery that took place with in these 4 walls. Oh my.
 
Laying in my childhood bed thinking " Why the hell didn't I put "you're" in the title instead of "your"
 
My bedroom thinking is the Turkish lira my uncle brought me in the 90's still worth anything with thoughts about how difficult it would be to grow up with the last name "Boob" crossing my mind.
 
In my hotel room. In Tulsa OK. Thinking about fantasy football pick ups while figuring out who to start this weekend crossing my mind.
 
Sitting my office, thinking that beachgirl22 is extremely beautiful
 
I am on my couch watching The great British Baking Show while wishing I could bake even a little bit.
 
Thinking about how fucking awesome my daughters are and how lucky I am.
 
On the sofa in the conservatory with fairy lights twinkling and the cat whining to be let out, with the Monkey, drinking wine while my hair dries and waiting for a friend to arrive to drink more wine and laugh the night away...
 
In my computer chair and what the hell kind of sentence is that?
 
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