Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

Out on a call again. She says this bride is a real pain in the ass. They set up everything weeks ago, but she keeps calling about stuff they already discussed. She's apologized several times. I'd be a bit put off by her taking the calls, but I know she came to town for work today, so I'm willing to be understanding. Also, she's fucking hotter than I remembered, so there is that. 😉
 
Out on a call again. She says this bride is a real pain in the ass. They set up everything weeks ago, but she keeps calling about stuff they already discussed. She's apologized several times. I'd be a bit put off by her taking the calls, but I know she came to town for work today, so I'm willing to be understanding. Also, she's fucking hotter than I remembered, so there is that. 😉
To say I feel lucky to be a fly on the wall right now might not do it Justice
 
We got a but more than 30 minutes uninterrupted time. She even let the bride go to voicemail. I thought I made it through the interview portion, because we talked about kids (she also has three), men (she's divorced), cars (her dad taught her to work on them like mine did), and shit like that. It was nice. More than nice. Then she hits me with that she's not sure she wants FWB or anything casual, and she knows that's all I can be. I didn't really have a response other than good friends are nice to have.

We did end it with a lingering hug that, to my surprise, turned into a lingering kiss. I'm not complaining, but it didn't fit her position that she wasn't necessarily interested in casual. 🤷‍♀️

She is staying overnight tonight after the wedding and reception and heading back tomorrow. She told me where's she staying, but she hadn't checked in yet so no room number. I don't think I will get a room number this trip, but we'll see what the future holds. That kiss was... incredible. 😍
 
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Are you serious??? Go for it girl! The more men the better! Make me jealous. :D
I was trying to be a good wife and mother... and only try to hook up with women. 😉

But I've got a pass now, and I'm fucking going to use it. It's been a long fucking time since I've been spit roasted. I wonder what the odds are that I can find a couple of guys willing to oblige me?

Oh, and I told Hubby he had a pass. But he always has a pass. Hell, I'd be horny as fuck if he started telling me about fucking another woman. But alas, he just doesn't seem interested. He'll probably just use my absence as a chance to rest up. 🤣🤣🤣
 
I was trying to be a good wife and mother... and only try to hook up with women. 😉

But I've got a pass now, and I'm fucking going to use it. It's been a long fucking time since I've been spit roasted. I wonder what the odds are that I can find a couple of guys willing to oblige me?

Oh, and I told Hubby he had a pass. But he always has a pass. Hell, I'd be horny as fuck if he started telling me about fucking another woman. But alas, he just doesn't seem interested. He'll probably just use my absence as a chance to rest up. 🤣🤣🤣
Im sure you'll wear him out before the trip anyway. 🤣

Hopefully the photographer changes her mind, especially if she kisses like that. ;)
 
It's a lazy Sunday. Hubby and the kiddo are out doing Father/son things, the girls are napping, as is the dog, and I have a happy cat purring on my lap. This should be enough, right? I shouldn't be chasing after an unobtainable Brazilian goddess (with whom I have no chance); an old college frenemy; a mercurial, chaos loving stripper (yeah, I'm keeping my distance, sexually speaking, from Misty, but it's always a presence even when we're not fucking); and a relationship seeking, hot photographer whose made it clear she doesn't want casual but who keeps calling to tell me she doesn't want casual. Why the fuck is my life with my hubby and kids not enough for me? Why invite in all... This. Not to mention fantasizing about hooking up with random men, women, and/or couples on a cruise. Fuck. Something is wrong with me.

I know some people are poly, are just made that way. And I know I'm one of them. I know it doesn't diminish my love for my Hubby, who is always the most important love.

Hell, last night he even told me he knows that this isn't something I've chosen, that it is who I am, and that he always knew that being back in my life (after I cheated and broke his heart once, before we were married — and he didn't say that, but I know what I did) meant loving me as I was not an idealized version of me, because he couldn't not love me. Fuck. Why can't I do what is best for him, sacrifice for him the way he has done me? Why do I need more? i don't want to be this way anymore.

Fuck. I didn't come on here to write all that. But... I needed to say it, I guess, which is why I wrote it. Fuck. 😢

Sorry. Don't mean to be a downer. Just my fucked up head needing an outlet. 😞
 
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