Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[lil_jenni]

Howdy y'all. I've not been much of a Playgrounder over my years here, but I understand this may be the best place for this narcissistic, self-absorbed thread idea...

Okay, I've started feeling guilty about what seems more and more of a hijack of the Confessions thread in the Darkroom Lounge. It's become my go to place to talk about what's happening in my (sex)life. So, I decided to create a thread where people who want to read my narcissistic whining can and those who don't won't be forced to put me on ignore.

So, when something big happens that I want to share on Lit because Lit is where I go to share this type of thing, and there is not a thread on point, I'll post here instead of hijacking the Confessions thread. Or if I want to share something I've done in the past that I've been thinking about, I can do that here too. See, adventures past and present.

Oh, and I missed the whole "ask me anything" bit that went on here awhile back, so we can add that too. Ask me anything you want to know. It Lit rules allow, I will post a reply. Not promising auch reply will always be a direct answer, however...

 

[lil_jenni]

To get anyone who wants to know up to speed, my Hubby and I just expanded the parameters of our marriage to include me engaging in my polyamory with other men. A few years back, we had agreed I would limit it to women. But he's realized over time, through our conversations and his research into polyamory (which he undertook on his own), that the existing limitation is at best artificial and at most sexist and retrogressive (his words). So, new adventures await...

I should note that Hubby is not at all polyamorous. We've had three FFM threesomes because I wanted them, but he would default to not doing it if I didn't want to. He did really like the one we had over the weekend; he and our third, Misty, hit it off well. And I liked watching them. I have a bit of a thing about watching Hubby tuck another woman...

Hubby, on the other hand, is not interested in watching me or even hearing about what I do. It was that way when I first had a girlfriend too. So, this is not a Hot Wife deal. This is him understanding that my fulfillment is at odds with traditional monogamy. And yes, I am very lucky to have him!

 

[lil_jenni]

By the way, can you tell I'm in a manic mood today. Holy fuck. I'm still on a high from this past weekend, and I'm a mix of anticipation and anxiety about getting coffee with a man I've been fantasying about for... Well, some time... Anyway, sorry for all the posts. Like I said, it's a manic day...

 

[ShaneoD]

It's nice to see you've started a thread, based on your posts on other parts of lit I can see this being a fun one.

I was going to play around and say that your husband isn't going to know what hit him when he gets home, but that last post was hours ago, I'm guessing whatever he wore to work is crumpled in a corner right now.

 

[BIGDADDY90]

By the way, can you tell I'm in a manic mood today. Holy fuck. I'm still on a high from this past weekend, and I'm a mix of anticipation and anxiety about getting coffee with a man I've been fantasying about for... Well, some time... Anyway, sorry for all the posts. Like I said, it's a manic day...

Jenny,
I’ve been in those shoes, nervously went through with it and no regrets but always until it wasn’t. We’re still friends to this day

 

[IARainman]

I’ve noticed your posts in Darkroom lounge. Looking forward to this thread!

 

[lil_jenni]

It's nice to see you've started a thread, based on your posts on other parts of lit I can see this being a fun one.

I was going to play around and say that your husband isn't going to know what hit him when he gets home, but that last post was hours ago, I'm guessing whatever he wore to work is crumpled in a corner right now.

Oh, I had to lock myself in Hubby's home office and take care of myself. I put on a movie for the Kiddo. I don't like using the TV as a babysitter, but needs must...

But Hubby's not off the hook. He won't be home for a little bit (west coast here) and then there is family time. But tonight, he is mine!

And since I've been texting him all afternoon, he knows what to expect. Hell, guys here always tell me he's lucky because I have a high sex drive and like sex. Trust me, I would not be surprised if part of the reason he agreed to additional avenues for me to be polyamorous is the hope he will get a break. When I had a girlfriend, I think he was happy about it because she burned off some of my sexual energy...

 

[ShaneoD]

Oh, I had to lock myself in Hubby's home office and take care of myself. I put on a movie for the Kiddo. I don't like using the TV as a babysitter, but needs must...

But Hubby's not off the hook. He won't be home for a little bit (west coast here) and then there is family time. But tonight, he is mine!

And since I've been texting him all afternoon, he knows what to expect. Hell, guys here always tell me he's lucky because I have a high sex drive and like sex. Trust me, I would not be surprised if part of the reason he agreed to additional avenues for me to be polyamorous is the hope he will get a break. When I had a girlfriend, I think he was happy about it because she burned off some of my sexual energy...

You have no idea how happy reading this made me, and a few others I imagine. He must be close to a walking erection from all of the texts and knowing what's coming. And memories of your girlfriend, my minds going wild here

 

[lil_jenni]

Trying to decide what to wear today. I originally thought I'd go simple with a dark tee and denim shorts with platform sandals. Then I thought less might be more and pulled out some short shorts and a tank. But since I am quite sure he likes my ass, I wondered if a mini would be better. I have one that complements my ass really well. I could go with a button-up short sleeve top and the platform sandals with the skirt. However, I then remembered the retro tub top I bought but have yet to wear out (I did model it for Hubby ). The tube top and short shorts would send a message.

 

[BIGDADDY90]

Trying to decide what to wear today. I originally thought I'd go simple with a dark tee and denim shorts with platform sandals. Then I thought less might be more and pulled out some short shorts and a tank. But since I am quite sure he likes my ass, I wondered if a mini would be better. I have one that complements my ass really well. I could go with a button-up short sleeve top and the platform sandals with the skirt. However, I then remembered the retro tub top I bought but have yet to wear out (I did model it for Hubby ). The tube top and short shorts would send a message.

Jenni,
That all sounds amazing, do you have a little black or dark blue kind sleeve but short dress and red panties ?

 

[lil_jenni]

I have a variety of black dresses, most of them short. And I have a multitude of panties in numerous colors. What shade of red did you have in mind? And I did think about a dress for coffee today, but a sundress was more what I had thought of. But I'm not much of a sundress fan. I'm a shorts and tees kind of girl when summer rolls around.

Back to the panties. I was going to go with black lace and matching bra, if I decide on wearing a bra. I have many choices, however. My Hubby thinks I have an underwear obsession. Does having enough bras and panties (not counting lingerie) to go probably a quarter of a year without having to wash any count as an obsession? If so, he may be right...

 

[BIGDADDY90]

I have a variety of black dresses, most of them short. And I have a multitude of panties in numerous colors. What shade of red did you have in mind? And I did think about a dress for coffee today, but a sundress was more what I had thought of. But I'm not much of a sundress fan. I'm a shorts and tees kind of girl when summer rolls around.

Back to the panties. I was going to go with black lace and matching bra, if I decide on wearing a bra. I have many choices, however. My Hubby thinks I have an underwear obsession. Does having enough bras and panties (not counting lingerie) to go probably a quarter of a year without having to wash any count as an obsession? If so, he may be right...

Long sleeve black dress with bright red panties and matching bra. Arrive at the coffee shop with no red showing and slowly reveal some and see what looks you get. A lingerie obsession is normal I’ve purchased 10s of thousands of dollars worth for past relationships

 

[lil_jenni]

After some confusion in a PM, I wanted to clarify that by 'mini' I meant a miniskirt not a minidress. I know some people use 'mini' by itself for a minidress, but I have always used it for a skirt.

 

[lil_jenni]

Long sleeve black dress with bright red panties and matching bra. Arrive at the coffee shop with no red showing and slowly reveal some and see what looks you get. A lingerie obsession is normal I’ve purchased 10s of thousands of dollars worth for past relationships

Good stuff adds up, doesn't it? I have some fitted bras that cost more than almost anything else I wear. On the other hand, I have a drawer full of Walmart t-shirt bras because that's what I wear to work. Those didn't cost so much...

 

[BIGDADDY90]

Good stuff adds up, doesn't it? I have some fitted bras that cost more than almost anything else I wear. On the other hand, I have a drawer full of Walmart t-shirt bras because that's what I wear to work. Those didn't cost so much...

Yes it does but it’s worth it I enjoy going shopping and awaiting outside the dressing room for the show. Evenings are good for a nice dressing room romp when it’s short staffed. I hear most of the ugly bras are the softest and best but it’s like heels vs house slippers I guess

 

[lil_jenni]

Yes it does but it’s worth it I enjoy going shopping and awaiting outside the dressing room for the show. Evenings are good for a nice dressing room romp when it’s short staffed. I hear most of the ugly bras are the softest and best but it’s like heels vs house slippers I guess

Hubby's gotten some dressing room shows, but he's a bit too reserved for fooling around in the dressing room. I did it with my ex-GF, however.

And yeah, those t-shirt bras won't win any beauty contests but they are comfy. And they are thick enough that I don't have to worry about my nipples while teaching or meeting with parents. That would not be the case with some of my lace bras.

 

[BIGDADDY90]

Hubby's gotten some dressing room shows, but he's a bit too reserved for fooling around in the dressing room. I did it with my ex-GF, however.

And yeah, those t-shirt bras won't win any beauty contests but they are comfy. And they are thick enough that I don't have to worry about my nipples while teaching or meeting with parents. That would not be the case with some of my lace bras.

Agreed it is risky, much easier for a woman to be in there with you. My ex and I were greeted by mall security last time but mind you she was a bit noisy.

V neck t shirts are sexy

 

[lil_jenni]

At the coffee shop early. Got a latte and muffin. Picking at the muffin...

Since I have no idea how this will go, I decided to dress casual, at least on the outside. Light pink v-neck T (as suggested above), dark gray shorts, and wedge sandals. My hair is back in a pony tail and my makeup is light. I have in turquoise stud earrings... All very casual.

Underneath the casual, I'm wearing a black lace demibra and matching bikini cut panties. I almost went with a sheer black set, but the lace set is prettier. It's also one of my most expensive sets. So, not at all casual underneath...

 

[Fingerfuxs]

hello , would you mind if I lurk in your thread , with occasionally dropping a word or too ? I’m a fan of your threads , have been for a minute.

 

[lil_jenni]

hello , would you mind if I lurk in your thread , with occasionally dropping a word or too ? I’m a fan of your threads , have been for a minute.

You are very welcome!

 

[BIGDADDY90]

At the coffee shop early. Got a latte and muffin. Picking at the muffin...

Since I have no idea how this will go, I decided to dress casual, at least on the outside. Light pink v-neck T (as suggested above), dark gray shorts, and wedge sandals. My hair is back in a pony tail and my makeup is light. I have in turquoise stud earrings... All very casual.

Underneath the casual, I'm wearing a black lace demibra and matching bikini cut panties. I almost went with a sheer black set, but the lace set is prettier. It's also one of my most expensive sets. So, not at all casual underneath...

The visual is great I had a lungo this morning with a butter crossing at Starbucks. I’m at the office wearing an all black suit jacket is hanging on the wall hook and my pants are tight revealing my growing outline.

You should situate your self to reveal your panty line between your grey shorts and pink top and lick your fingers between bites of your muffin do you have your hair in a clip or resting on your shoulders ?

 

[BIGDADDY90]

I missed the pony tail imagining your pink top and bikini line panties, you should let your hair down and do the famous left to right head shake. Want to play a game ? describe the burrista you are most attracted to and where your mind wanders to when you imagine them in just their apron. Male or female

 

[lil_jenni]

So, I'm sitting here trying to figure out what I am feeling. It started well with smiles and small talk. I gave 'Keith' a couple of chances to look down my shirt and see my bra and what little cleavage I have. He took those chances. So, I took a chance, and when he said he'd miss me at his new school, I laughed and said he'd just miss staring at my ass. He went silent, so I picked up my phone and texted him, since I thought he might not want to respond in public. We then proceeded to have two different conversations -- the public, casual one and a more intense texting one.

Keith admitted he likes my ass and is attracted to me. I told him about my arrangement with Hubby, and that I'd be up for oral and hand stuff with him. He gave me a look of what seemed to be profound regret. So, I pushed it and texted him anal was a maybe. His expression became more bleak.

After putting down his phone, he took my hand and told me he'd just started dating someone new. Then he said the thing that has left me angry and jealous as well as disappointed.

He said, "You know her. She did her student teaching with us last year..." And I knew. I knew what name he was going to say. And I knew she had told me, when she and I first got together, that he was an ass. And when I posted the story with the character based on him, she told me she didn't get it because he is an ass and kind of creepy because of the way he'd look at my ass when he thought I wouldn't notice. And now she's dating him! He's almost eight years older than me, and I'm ten years older than her. But when she ended our relationship, it was because she wanted an exclusive relationship with a woman closer to her own age. Now she's dating a man whose almost eighteen years older than her. What the fuck?

I'd think she was doing this because Hubby and I hooked up with her ex. But that only happened this weekend, so she was already dating Keith. In fact, she must have started almost immediately after she broke up with Misty (her ex). Plus, although she knows I was attracted to and had fantasies about Keith, she would have no way of knowing I was going to act on those. It has to be just a big, messy coincidence. But I'm pissed. I was so ready for this...

And you know what really gets me? he told me she contacted him and asked him out, and had she not done so, he was planning to not date anyone for awhile. Then he said.the worst thing possible, worse even than if he had told me he didn't think of me that way. He.said he would have been thrilled about any chance to be with me if it had just happened a couple of weeks before.

Is this Karma for me hooking up with her ex???? I'm not a real believer in metaphysical stuff, but this feels like fucking Karma.

 

[lil_jenni]

Or maybe it's Karma for wanting more than Hubby, who is the best, most loving man I know. It could be both, right?

Fuck, I don't believe in that shit. It's just a horrible, horrible coincidence. It has to be. The universe can't be against me this much...

 

[13Fantasies]

That sucks, hun

Not to be a buzzkill, but there is a potential of never-ending bad luck too. Nothing has to be equal.

In your case, I'm sure it turns around because you are feisty and a go-getter. But you are likely to have to put in more effort than initially hoped.