Say What You Need to Say II

AtramentousRex

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There was a thread once where people could say the things they were holding back. Where it did not need to be pretty, or fun or sexy all the time.

Sometimes the real problems and feelings bleed through despite the stigma against letting it happen. Because even though everyone comes here to flirt and laugh and get off, we are all human and sometimes we just need to be real.

In honor of that thread and the ongoing need for there to be something genuine and heartfelt in this peculiar place, I decided to start another.

Say it, Lit. Even if it hurts to say it, or makes you unpopular.

 
This one???

Cause I have a lot to say today.....

First of all, I love you. No not @AtramentousRex

Like You... And You.... And even YOU! points way in the back, towards the shadows....

But honestly....
Who wants to love me?
Love my attitude, my flirting, my heart, souls and more....
I want a love that lasts and is genuinely good....

And I'm not talking like .... Ooh shmupsy kiss kissy ... Duck lips selfie... I love you....

I'm talking about like, you're the Mac to my cheese....
You're the milk to my shake....
You wanna roll your eyes and duck away slowly, but instead you laugh and shake your head, I love you.....

I need that, it puts lotion on its skin, I love lamp, you wouldn't know love of it. It you in the arm pit, I like poached eggs kinda love....

And if you can give me any of that.... Half of it.... A quarter even.... .then let's talk, flirt, and maybe even talk dirty.... Eventually.... Sometimes..... Soon......

Peace out... Lit Town.
 
Boy....
You better have an orgasm in your pocket for me if all we're gonna do is communicate about availability
 
Sometimes, the sexiest thing a person can do, is to be open to talking. That's it, just make the effort to be available for communication.
I'm gonna say... The friendship I have with 🤠 is of pure communication, since it's online.. But we have a form of trust that when I'm on a rampage of emotions and need to just release my words ? He is patient, he is very accepting to my highs, my lows...
It's what drew me to him from the beginning.
I vetted him as a person I was intrigued in knowing about... And when he answered all my inquiries with no hostility.. I was hooked!!
 
I am not okay. I typed that and had to blink at the stubborn stupidity it takes to need to form that thought. How the fuck could I be?

A lot of ppeople have been treating my recent experiences very casually, so I fell into the same habit. But I just lived through some shit that most people need therapy for.

So of course I am not okay. Physically, psychologically. Even spiritually, Im struggling. Today was a very hard day. I felt like I was slipping out into the darkness, like drifting into space, further and further away from people.

I still feel it at the edges, even with the help of the THC. If I hadn't vaped, I
 
It's does t matter what people think of you, or what they say about you. It doesn't matter if no one wants you. You have to find a way to keep picking yourself back up off the floor.

Live, even if to spite the who wish you would die.
 
Sometimes all you can do is embrace the crazy, stand up and scream into the darkness that you will NEVER GIVE UP!

I refuse to give in. So stay with me dear reader. I'm talking to you, the one who is too scared to say the words, too shy to live out loud. Dance with me in the chaos at the end of the world and FIGHT!

 
This is gonna sound so corny( but you said to just say it-so I will)
Reading through these comments actually brought tears to my eyes-I don't know why but they just did.
Maybe some of them hit home ..I dunno 🤷‍♀️
 
This is gonna sound so corny( but you said to just say it-so I will)
Reading through these comments actually brought tears to my eyes-I don't know why but they just did.
Maybe some of them hit home ..I dunno 🤷‍♀️
Thank you. This thread should be for anyone who has something real to say, from the heart.
I would offer you a big hug of that's okay?
 
Sometimes the music just says it better than I can. Maybe I'll write a story about it.
 
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So, this is the perfect song for my crush..

Word for word...

I tell him as often as I can, that he's amazing!

But, my heart really can't convey it 100%


@Lonestar79
💙🤠
 
It would be easier if I didn’t care about others more than myself being a widower who is more concerned about the grown kids then myself I will never get better but at least they will be happy
 
It would be easier if I didn’t care about others more than myself being a widower who is more concerned about the grown kids then myself I will never get better but at least they will be happy
You need to take care of  you, too. So they will have you around much longer.

I'm sorry about your recent loss.
 
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