MischiefMakerAlways
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Good for you in trying something new and having an open mind! I'm a proponent of the try everything twice paradigm; the first try could just go terribly wrong or have you too caught off guard. The second time there is a level of knowing what to expect that I believe gives a richer experience and a better place to make a determination from.Alright
Different lover. This one is fairly new. I think his nickname is going to be The Panther because he pulls some sex panther shit on me and turns me into a bit of a beast.
Anyways.
I've been falling into a bit of a cock obsession with The Panther. He's got a beautiful one. And he's a red head which unlocked something in me I also just cannot explain, but it's primal. When we first started talking sex I let him know blowjobs were not something I was comfortable with and we had a great chat about it (and a cry on my end) and it all felt great and safe. That was before we had sex... All that went out the window.
The timeline of all this is actually intermingled because it was having the absolute safety to slowly explore oral with The Panther is what led to me being in that space when I saw The Librarian last. This wasn't the first time I'd given The Panther head. This was an extension of exploring my limitations.
Again. His cock is so beautiful...
And he was just there, naked. I'd had three delicious orgasms and lying naked on his bed with the cool breeze from the window dancing across my skin. I was in a very good mood, relaxed, ready to explore. He began touching himself and I watched in adoration and lust. He asked if I wanted to try a move my sister raves about; lying on your back with your head hanging off the mattress so that your throat opens up for a good dicking. I was so down. My curiosity was high and I knew I was in good hands. I got into position and took his cock in my mouth. He got a few good thrusts in before I tapped out. I will try again, but not for a while yet.
Baby steps ...
I relate to the psychological safety component - the doors and windows that this opens have me in constant surprise!
I was just asking similar question to my little treasure last night, and since you mentioned it, let me ask you. What makes a particular cock more visually appealing?