Fuck

I'm 70 fuckin' years old.
I may have just found my birth mother who placed me for adoption at birth.
(fuck) :eek:

I have been trading information by email with a possible 1/2 brother I never knew about.
(fuck) :eek:

I just found out he has a sister - she might be my 1/2 sister.
(fuck) :eek:

If the info I have about my birth mother matches the info (date/place of her birth etc.) there have about their 89 year old mother that will sort out how to ask her about it...
(fuck):confused::confused:


:heart::heart:


Sorry to the followers of my pics thread :eek:
I've been too fuckin' busy to surf for high-class porn :rolleyes:

:rose:
 
I'm 70 fuckin' years old.
I may have just found my birth mother who placed me for adoption at birth.
(fuck) :eek:

I have been trading information by email with a possible 1/2 brother I never knew about.
(fuck) :eek:

I just found out he has a sister - she might be my 1/2 sister.
(fuck) :eek:

If the info I have about my birth mother matches the info (date/place of her birth etc.) there have about their 89 year old mother that will sort out how to ask her about it...
(fuck):confused::confused:


:heart::heart:


Sorry to the followers of my pics thread :eek:
I've been too fuckin' busy to surf for high-class porn :rolleyes:

:rose:

It's fearsome frightening and at the same time gut wrenching thrilling. Take a deep breath, take a step, think about it, then take another. The best of luck on your journey.
 
Sorry to the followers of my pics thread :eek:
I've been too fuckin' busy to surf for high-class porn :rolleyes:

:rose:

It's ok. We enjoy the low-class stuff, too. :D

As to the rest of your revelation, remember to make the decision to move forward with all this information for you. No one else has to live with the feelings in your heart besides you. Protect you.:heart:
 
Dreading the 4 hour boat ride tomorrow to scatter my 54yo boss's ashes over his favorite dive spot. Sad to say goodbye to my boss and my friend but having to do so while subjected to the wailing and posturing of a coup!e of overly dramatic mourners is just wrong.

I'm so much a landlubber that just maybe I'll just be heaving over the side so I won't have to give a fuck.
 
Dreading the 4 hour boat ride tomorrow to scatter my 54yo boss's ashes over his favorite dive spot. Sad to say goodbye to my boss and my friend but having to do so while subjected to the wailing and posturing of a coup!e of overly dramatic mourners is just wrong.

I'm so much a landlubber that just maybe I'll just be heaving over the side so I won't have to give a fuck.

holy fuck that sounds awful in a lot of different ways.
thinking of you girl. :rose:
 
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. The best of luck on your journey.

That's fucking interesting!

No one else has to live with the feelings in your heart besides you. Protect you.:heart:

Thanks for the comments.

Got conformation last night that the woman is my birth mother. Her son, my new-to-me brother and I are in communication. There is a whole bunch of stuff yet to unfold.

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

Slow and easy we all are going to take this. Today I will tell my two sons the news...

But...

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.
 
Thanks for the comments.

Got conformation last night that the woman is my birth mother. Her son, my new-to-me brother and I are in communication. There is a whole bunch of stuff yet to unfold.

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

Slow and easy we all are going to take this. Today I will tell my two sons the news...

But...

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

wow is right Shank. What a fucking rollar coaster. Hang on to your hat.
Thinking of you.

my best friend (age 60) met all of her half siblings last year. Still has not met her birth mother. (it may not happen, though she hopes it will) It has been a wild ride for her, but it has made her so happy to have all of this family that she never knew. She was raised an only child in her adopted home and now she has 6 half siblings and lots of other kin folk.
 
Thanks for the comments.

Got conformation last night that the woman is my birth mother. Her son, my new-to-me brother and I are in communication. There is a whole bunch of stuff yet to unfold.

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

Slow and easy we all are going to take this. Today I will tell my two sons the news...

But...

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

So much love to you, Shanky!!!
Please keep us posted.
 
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Thanks for the comments.

Got conformation last night that the woman is my birth mother. Her son, my new-to-me brother and I are in communication. There is a whole bunch of stuff yet to unfold.

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

Slow and easy we all are going to take this. Today I will tell my two sons the news...

But...

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.


This feels exciting. I hope it unfolds in a lovely way.

:heart:
 
Thanks for the comments.

Got conformation last night that the woman is my birth mother. Her son, my new-to-me brother and I are in communication. There is a whole bunch of stuff yet to unfold.

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

Slow and easy we all are going to take this. Today I will tell my two sons the news...

But...

Wow.
Holy Fucking Wow.

❤❤❤...
 
Fuck holiday disasters

Inconsequential they may be in the bigger scheme of things

Fuck but I made one of my favorite breakfasts for Christmas eve and my MIL found it inedible.

And NOW most of the lights on my tree have just blinked out. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck


And I must bite my tongue and not swear out loud. FUCK
 
Fuck holiday disasters

Inconsequential they may be in the bigger scheme of things

Fuck but I made one of my favorite breakfasts for Christmas eve and my MIL found it inedible.

And NOW most of the lights on my tree have just blinked out. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck


And I must bite my tongue and not swear out loud. FUCK

Fuck it, more egg nog
 
Fuck holiday disasters

Inconsequential they may be in the bigger scheme of things

Fuck but I made one of my favorite breakfasts for Christmas eve and my MIL found it inedible.

And NOW most of the lights on my tree have just blinked out. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck


And I must bite my tongue and not swear out loud. FUCK



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Quietly slides you a glass
 
Shank, what the fuck happened with your birth family?
I’m been fucking thinking about you. :heart:
 
Shank, what the fuck happened with your birth family?
I’m been fucking thinking about you. :heart:

Thanks - later today I'll start a thread about connecting with birth-families (or something) and toss out a bit of my story.

I'm a bit over-fucking-whelmed.... :eek:
 
My pharmacy just called. The TriMix I purchase to self-inject to get an erection has gone from $45 to $65 for a 45 day supply.

I can remember when I could get a fuckin' hard-on for free.

I even can remember far enough back to when I got so god-damed many rock hard hard-ons I couldn't fuckin' use them all!!!


*sigh* :eek:

FUCK.... :(
 
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