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Harastal
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- Sep 3, 2005
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What a bunch of amazing women! You're all so smart and insightful!
Such a pleasure to read women who are talking TO each other and not picking ON each other.
Thank you for posting here and moving such a great discussion along.
And that was my own hijack. ;-)
Lovely conversation. It's funny for me to think back through every progression to get to where I am. There's the "I'm boring as hell" phase, the "I'm entirely lame and I'm only doing this because I am not otherwise interesting" phase where I longed for a heroin addiction or something to make me dramatic and worthy of being rescued. There were a few times I completely ignored everyone around me and behaved as if I were the only person there, because it was the way I could do everything that needed to be done and not strangle them...(again, the resentment phase was a long one.)
I had to figure out how to stop tearing myself down. I still slip sometimes, but I'm getting better. Okay, I'm still lame. But I figure I'd rather be lame in a clean house, after getting some exercise done and eating a good healthy meal than the other sort. Being lame in a dirty home, jobless, unhealthy and no way out.
These are my inspirational thoughts? "Fine. Be lame responsibly."