awarescorpian
Virgin
- Joined
- Feb 5, 2012
- Posts
- 7
Everyone knew early except for me.
Was I in denial about being bi-curious?
I think that is a question that only you can answer. There are different levels of denial, plus not having the stimulus to spark those feelings and thoughts. The messages that there is something wrong with us are everywhere. Getting past those is more work for some.
For me, I've always felt I wasn't like the other girls around me. It was presexual for me and my Mom put it off as a tomboy phase that I didn't, to her dissappointment, grow out of.
Looking back on my life, the signs are obvious. But then denial was kicking in during my preteen years due to those damn messages. How my denial worked was if I didn't ask the question then I didn't have to see the answer.
I probably have 'uh-oh', 'ah-ah' and all kinds of other moments, but it was a process.
Well, to be honest, still is.
Those damn messages!
Last edited: