cascadiabound
MrTs barmaid
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I've never participated in a CNC scenario, but it does feature occasionally in fantasy or verbal role play/or when he tells me that he's going to subject me to a CNC scene as a way of getting me all amped up. I know it does something to me because when we fall down that rabbit hole together I get obscenely aroused and the sex is absolutely banging.
I think I'd want to feel physically forced. Blackmail situations aren't really my jam. But manhandle me, tie me up, disorient me to where I am and who else is present, gag and/or blindfold me as a part of it and make me feel the helplessness of the scene, maybe throw in free use elements, sprinkle in fear (cut my clothes off with a knife, connect pain to my arousal), multiple men, exposure or risk of exposure, etc and it all seems to wrap me up in giving it all over after squirming and straining and objecting and more.
I think I fantasize about these kinds of elements at times to take the teeth out of memories and past history. If it's all with consent inside of a framework even if it feels very terrifying in the moment, it can help me reclaim myself and also revel in the deep tender aftercare immediately after which refrain every moment in a new and better way
I think I'd want to feel physically forced. Blackmail situations aren't really my jam. But manhandle me, tie me up, disorient me to where I am and who else is present, gag and/or blindfold me as a part of it and make me feel the helplessness of the scene, maybe throw in free use elements, sprinkle in fear (cut my clothes off with a knife, connect pain to my arousal), multiple men, exposure or risk of exposure, etc and it all seems to wrap me up in giving it all over after squirming and straining and objecting and more.
I think I fantasize about these kinds of elements at times to take the teeth out of memories and past history. If it's all with consent inside of a framework even if it feels very terrifying in the moment, it can help me reclaim myself and also revel in the deep tender aftercare immediately after which refrain every moment in a new and better way
