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BeautifulBlueSky218
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I know a lot of people are probably tired of it... but I am still crying over my brother's death.... he killed himself in the garage. His wife ended up finding him. He left his wife and 12 year old daughter behind. This is why I'm not too social lately or responding to pm's a lot of the time. Last night I smoked a cigarette when I quit and cried because I've been bottling things in. I'm hoping 2020 brings me a better year. For once I hope I meet someone who truly cares about me and about how I feel. This year has been hell for me, fucking hell. I'm so exhausted and tired from all of this. Finally gonna see a support group in my town. Hopefully my depression will get better in time... 



