What Are You Thinking? Continued 6

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I know a lot of people are probably tired of it... but I am still crying over my brother's death.... he killed himself in the garage. His wife ended up finding him. He left his wife and 12 year old daughter behind. This is why I'm not too social lately or responding to pm's a lot of the time. Last night I smoked a cigarette when I quit and cried because I've been bottling things in. I'm hoping 2020 brings me a better year. For once I hope I meet someone who truly cares about me and about how I feel. This year has been hell for me, fucking hell. I'm so exhausted and tired from all of this. Finally gonna see a support group in my town. Hopefully my depression will get better in time... :(:(:(
 
I know a lot of people are probably tired of it... but I am still crying over my brother's death.... he killed himself in the garage. His wife ended up finding him. He left his wife and 12 year old daughter behind. This is why I'm not too social lately or responding to pm's a lot of the time. Last night I smoked a cigarette when I quit and cried because I've been bottling things in. I'm hoping 2020 brings me a better year. For once I hope I meet someone who truly cares about me and about how I feel. This year has been hell for me, fucking hell. I'm so exhausted and tired from all of this. Finally gonna see a support group in my town. Hopefully my depression will get better in time... :(:(:(

I'm terribly sorry to hear this. I realize, there are no words any of us can say to relieve what you feel. I truly hope you find local support, and the real life hugs we can't give you.

My doctor's new husband did similar recently; leaving her with their beautiful new infant...I'm a pretty loquacious person, but words failed me in her presence.
Hugs to you, dear.
 
Day 1 of 2020 is a cracker, beautiful sunshine. I finished off 2019 at the beach and thinking i will start '20 at the beach, my happy place
 
No one in my family is sharing my enthusiasm for the new year, apparently im annoying the absolute fuck out of everyone. And who said new years resolutions were a waste of time.
#WINNING2020 😜😁
 
No one in my family is sharing my enthusiasm for the new year, apparently im annoying the absolute fuck out of everyone. And who said new years resolutions were a waste of time.
#WINNING2020 😜😁

😂

You nut!
 
I have a pulmonary embolism, diagnosed on Christmas day. I'm okay now, being treated. And on heavy pain killers. I thought it was a heart attack, the pain was severe. Drop me to the floor severe.

I am sorry to hear that. PE is no joke. You are indeed lucky to be alive and that they caught it in time. Follow the doctor's orders to the letter. You absolutely cannot mess around with it. Feel better soon. :rose:
 
I have a pulmonary embolism, diagnosed on Christmas day. I'm okay now, being treated. And on heavy pain killers. I thought it was a heart attack, the pain was severe. Drop me to the floor severe.

I am glad it is being treated. I am glad you are well. That is scary. Take care of yourself.
 
I have a pulmonary embolism, diagnosed on Christmas day. I'm okay now, being treated. And on heavy pain killers. I thought it was a heart attack, the pain was severe. Drop me to the floor severe.

Oh no! I'm so glad you got good care and are doing well. Like BB said, follow the doctor's orders and get all well!
 
2019 was amazing other than the elusive goddess but good things come to those who are patient. May the new decade be as amazing as 18 and 19 peace y'all!
 
I have a pulmonary embolism, diagnosed on Christmas day. I'm okay now, being treated. And on heavy pain killers. I thought it was a heart attack, the pain was severe. Drop me to the floor severe.

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You need to live in a hamster ball.. or be wrapped in bubblewrap. I swear.. *big hugs* Echoing what others have said, I'm glad you're on the mend and thankful it was caught early.
 
I have a pulmonary embolism, diagnosed on Christmas day. I'm okay now, being treated. And on heavy pain killers. I thought it was a heart attack, the pain was severe. Drop me to the floor severe.

So sorry to hear that... a PE is very serious. And painful. I hope that the pain subsides as quickly as possible. :rose:
 
I have a pulmonary embolism, diagnosed on Christmas day. I'm okay now, being treated. And on heavy pain killers. I thought it was a heart attack, the pain was severe. Drop me to the floor severe.

Dang it, man...no one gave you permission to croak! Too many women here adore you, so permission is hence denied.

The number of popular people here on Lit that i have on ignore is a bit staggering, I think.

It may equal the number of people who have me on ignore.

No one has you on ignore love. Me on the other hand...🤷🏾*♀️

I have very few in that box, and they're from many years ago. I just tend to avoid engaging those who seem irrational or immune to logic anymore. I deal with asshats in vast plentitude on the daily as it is.
Get in my inbox with negativity? Yeah; blocked.
I don't even block Ravi's alts. They need kicking from time to time... In the name of sport.
 
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