Self humiliation

[jaybee994]

In between my marriages ( on my 3rd). As a sub I found ways to humiliate my self in front of females. Making it look accidental. I would for example go into clothes shops and try on some jeans. Whilst wearing full female undies. I would choose a shop that had curtains across the door of the changing room. I then left a big gap in the curtain and using the inside mirror when I saw females close by I would stand in the gap to be seen. Saturday was a good day as women would often shop in small groups so if 1 saw you she would tell the others. Got caught so many times hehehe. It is just 1of loads of ideas I came up with. I wonder if others have tried similar ideas to get laughed at and self humiliation?

 

[sterculius]

I don't know if this qualifies or not, but I do enjoy placing myself in humiliating and degrading situations.
I'm a Cocksucker and my most exciting experience was the time I gave blowjobs to a group of six men, one after another. What I really loved was the slutty way it made me feel to be down on my knees, letting each of these men fuck my mouth and use my throat as a cock sleeve, knowing everyone was watching me and witnessing my degradation. A few of the men even took pictures of me using their cell phones and I turned toward them to let them get the best views of my face.
When I was younger, I was my best friend Larry's personal cocksucker. We would both dream up new and unusual ways to subjugate and degrade me. Degradation has always been a big turn on for me, but it's getting worse.
I'm married and I have recently begun divulging to my wife, details of incidents and experiences involving me sucking the cocks of random men. She was shocked by the depravity of some of these incidents, but says that she still loves me.
It aroused me to see the astonishment on her face as I told her about some of the more extreme events. My wife is unaware that I'm still a cocksucker and that I routinely meet with men to let them fuck my throat. I don't know how she will react should she ever learn the truth about me.