No Nut 19

[SissySalina]

sissy would say the opposite, that would be a great accomplishment. The easy way out would be to have the orgasm and cum.
You are doing good now, hope you keep it up to obtain your goal.

 

[seela]

Day 39: Beer and No Nut aren't a great match.

Better stay in public for now.

Totally unrelated, I'm so hungry.

Also, why is it so hot to me that other people cum? Nobody answer that.

Beer.

 

[KamaKamaSutra]

Day 39: Beer and No Nut aren't a great match.

Better stay in public for now.

Totally unrelated, I'm so hungry.

Also, why is it so hot to me that other people cum? Nobody answer that.

Beer.

So it might be sadistic but you post brought me a good hearty laugh. I think I'll go play with something now........

 

[SissySalina]

It would appear that you are having a nice time cooking and eating during this adventure, that is good. It should help keep you on track as long as you maintain moderation. sissy always munches too much when in the kitchen.

 

[seela]

It would appear that you are having a nice time cooking and eating during this adventure, that is good. It should help keep you on track as long as you maintain moderation. sissy always munches too much when in the kitchen.

I don't think I'm cooking or eating any more than usual. I've been making my own bread more often than again, which has been nice, but it's not really something related to no nut. I used to bake my own bread all the time but fell out of the habit.

Day 41: I'm so tired. I had a really hot dream last night and as a result woke up in the middle of the night feeling kind of throbby and uncomfortable.

And when I couldn't fall back asleep immediately after, I eventually started to think about all kinds of things that I'm worried about and that stress me out at the moment. Nights are the worst time ever to start thinking about money, deadlines and May being too far away, yet not far enough away.

I wish I had laundry to fold.

 

[SissySalina]

Sorry, did not mean to make it sound like you were cooking more because of no nut 19. Just though from reading else where that you were enjoying cooking a little, which is a good thing.

 

[seela]

Day 43: The constantly horny state for sure makes me say things and spill the beans way too eagerly. It can be a little scary at times, and I truly wonder where I'll end up by December.

Musings of recent days. What is an orgasm really? Is it the bodily spasms and such, is it the mental release and a rush of pleasure, or is it a combination of both? For example, is a ruined orgasm an orgasm, because it's the body going through the motions but there is, to my experience at least, no real rush of pleasure?

 

[seela]

Day 45: Happy Valentine's Day!

And happy "4 weeks of wearing only matching underwear" day to me! Red today, to keep with the Valentine's theme. Even if V Day isn't really a thing here. Anyways, yay, 4 weeks.

I wonder what my next posting about it on Lit enforced project should be, because clearly this works for me. No beer? That sounds miserable.

 

[SissySalina]

Congratulations seela Have a piece of special chockalott today.

 

[KamaKamaSutra]

Day 45: Happy Valentine's Day!

And happy "4 weeks of wearing only matching underwear" day to me! Red today, to keep with the Valentine's theme. Even if V Day isn't really a thing here. Anyways, yay, 4 weeks.

I wonder what my next posting about it on Lit enforced project should be, because clearly this works for me. No beer? That sounds miserable.

I think you have the restriction thing maxed out for a year with no orgasms love. I really don't know where else you can go after that

 

[seela]

Day 56: All's good. 15% of the year done. I've mostly settled into this now, to the point that it's gotten kind of boring and most days it really isn't a challenge anymore. Probably need to mix things up a little somehow.

Things learned so far:

1) I'm capable of compartmentalizing to a scary degree.
2) This was not the best year to go no nut, but then again I'm not sure there ever is a perfect time to decide that.
3) I'm a sucker for I'm proud of you or some such, even if the reason is something as silly as no nut.
4) I want to give so much.
5) This thing leaves me humiliationally (totally a word) insatiable.

 

[SissySalina]

Day 56: All's good. 15% of the year done. I've mostly settled into this now, to the point that it's gotten kind of boring and most days it really isn't a challenge anymore. Probably need to mix things up a little somehow.

Things learned so far:

1) I'm capable of compartmentalizing to a scary degree.
2) This was not the best year to go no nut, but then again I'm not sure there ever is a perfect time to decide that.
3) I'm a sucker for I'm proud of you or some such, even if the reason is something as silly as no nut.
4) I want to give so much.
5) This thing leaves me humiliationally (totally a word) insatiable.

Glad you are enjoying yourself.
Be careful of #5, that could lead you to something else.

 

[seela]

Glad you are enjoying yourself.
Be careful of #5, that could lead you to something else.

There's no orgasm down that rabbit hole but, boy, don't I know #5 can lead to something else.

 

[Matt12191982]

...or Seela's personal human experiment thread that also welcomes general discussion about orgasm denial.

That's the title I wanted to give this thread, but it's a tad long, so I'll have to make do with No Nut 19. And alliterations are always appreciated.


I mentioned elsewhere that I was curious and wanted to try orgasm denial for a bit longer stretch of time. Funny thing, ask and you shall receive. So here we are. No Nut 19, a year of zero orgasms.

The longest denial period I've had until now is a month, so I have some idea of what's ahead of me, but at the same time I very much have absolutely no idea of what's ahead of me.

Some general guidelines are in the works, like getting the chance to earn some perks, so maybe I'll post about that here later when it's all a bit clearer, maybe I won't. Who knows, it's nebulous (high five if you know where that line is from). It really depends on how comfortable I feel letting people in on my fucked up head and personal goings-on.

Let's see how this goes and if I ever actually end up writing here. But I made that New Year's resolution to post more, so here's me trying.

Day 1: All's good on the panty front, but I know that won't last long. I know from past experiments that the first 10-12 days after an orgasm are the most uncomfortable ones for me. After that I kind of get into the groove I guess and it gets a little easier, until it one day stops being easy again. It must get easier at some point after it gets difficult again, right? I really hope it does. I'll find out.

So does anybody want to join me in my plight?

Well, I just found this out, and its way past the new year, and read a few pages of stories and would share mine so that I might be able to convince you to try, because it can be awesome. I've done about 4-5 experiments similar, but not that long.... The first time I engaged in orgasm denial, it was something I noticed a bit after the fact. I was en route from the US to Australia, but I took a detour in Hawaii for the weather, to avoid an 8-hour layover, and to save a lot of money. And because it was something new. And I usually stay in hostels and sleep in unisex dorms, so there was never any chance, and I was more into walking around, meeting people, etc... But when I did notice that I'd gone a week or so, I wanted to test myself. I'm like that in life - I like being streaky, and many times its after the fact. I've tried to be a more routine person in the last couple of years to help improve my insomnia.

The first few days are the toughest, but after that it got much easier. Physiologically, it almost seemed like the blood was flowing through my veins easier. I also noticed never having dry mouth, despite smoking a copious amount of Hawaiian ganja. And in general, I was constantly in a state of salivation.

Right after I hit the 3-week mark, I was sitting and writing in my journal in the main area where there are tables, chairs, TV in an outdoor setting. I saw a woman about my age in her bra and underwear! She was doing her laundry, and she looked like she was Eastern European (and she was, I found out later), and so I thought this was no big thing, but it was for me! And the thing is, I was already "into" her; whenever I passed her, I felt something mysterious, and I hadn't heard a word, despite many of us all sitting together many times.

So my urges were through the roof! Right now, I'm imagining the entire scenario. Her boobs were about to pop out, and her underwear was of little cloth, revealing a lot of skin. But I thought "I've gone this far, I must keep going"..

Then the same night, she was sitting and using her laptop, so I sat across from her in this 10-seat bench, and wanted to greet her, because I had to hear her voice, and I did want to hear her accent (Estonian). And I heard her voice, and I think that might have been the last trigger, because the next day, I had to orgasm. It was amazingly intense, and orgasmic from the start.

A few years later, I tried this again, and think I made it to about 24 days, and I noticed after about 2 weeks, I'd get these little "mini-orgasms" out of the blue about 10-15 times a day. It's hard to describe it, especially because I don't know the names of all the intricate little parts of the body down there, but it felt like an orgasm, and I could feel the juices move, and then stop. I wasn't touching myself, I remember the first time feeling it, I was just sitting in front of the TV. There was some pressure from my anus which didn't feel comfortable, and then I was thinking if any damage could be done, since I had talked to a young woman starting medical school who said it was bad for a man to go a day without masturbation because of the prostate.

I think I'm on Day 5, so I might just keep going. This time, I'll try to "monitor" myself more and try to notice any tendencies, or any change of behavior, thoughts, etc etc.

 

[seela]

*snip for brevity*

A few years later, I tried this again, and think I made it to about 24 days, and I noticed after about 2 weeks, I'd get these little "mini-orgasms" out of the blue about 10-15 times a day. It's hard to describe it, especially because I don't know the names of all the intricate little parts of the body down there, but it felt like an orgasm, and I could feel the juices move, and then stop. I wasn't touching myself, I remember the first time feeling it, I was just sitting in front of the TV. There was some pressure from my anus which didn't feel comfortable, and then I was thinking if any damage could be done, since I had talked to a young woman starting medical school who said it was bad for a man to go a day without masturbation because of the prostate.

I think I'm on Day 5, so I might just keep going. This time, I'll try to "monitor" myself more and try to notice any tendencies, or any change of behavior, thoughts, etc etc.

Thanks for joining, Matt.

I think I'm familiar with the "mini-orgasm" concept, but it's not a frequent experience.

A few weeks ago when I was waiting for a tram (I mean, of course this story too involves trams somehow) I read a text and that pretty much did me in right there and then. There were two or three really weak spasms and then it was over. I was left with absolutely soaked panties, good thing I was on my way home.

It didn't really feel like an orgasm at all, or even a ruined orgasm. It was just a few spontaneous spasms and wetness nigh on biblical scale. It left me very confused about how my mind and body work.

'Twas a good, unexpected one-liner!

 

[seela]

Day 60: It's March. That's two months down now.

Thought of the day: sometimes theory is better than practice. :/

 

[twister947]

Day 60: It's March. That's two months down now.

Thought of the day: sometimes theory is better than practice. :/

*nods*
We become enchanted with ideas, not so much acts. Fantasy v: reality.

 

[seela]

*nods*
We become enchanted with ideas, not so much acts. Fantasy v: reality.

The thought wasn't brought forth by no nut, but it fits here, too. That's why I posted it here. Might as well be an isolated blurth, though.

I knew from the get-go that no nut wouldn't be all that fun most of the time, so there haven't been any big surprises and no fantasy expectations have been crushed by the harsh reality of this. I've been less whiny than I or probably anybody else expected, so that's been fun to notice. I can be an adult and not an annoying, whiny baby. Yay!

But yes, that fantasy v. reality can be a real bitch sometimes.

 

[Matt12191982]

Day 9 -- I saw a feature film that really turned me on... Twice within a few hours.. Oh well.

Keep up the good work!

 

[Threadbare42]

*nods*
We become enchanted with ideas, not so much acts. Fantasy v: reality.

Never known a truer word spoken, sometimes our desire for the unattainable is exactly that. Once it becomes a reality, it's no longer a fantasy, just plain old boring reality.

 

[SissySalina]

The imagination is what keeps folks going, letting the reality in is like hitting a ditch with the Stuabaker.

 

[seela]

Day 66: The dreams get more and more interesting. Last night I had a dream about someone I really shouldn't have, and that person was also one of the first I met this morning. I blushed something awful while also trying to maintain a conversation. Awkward!

Recently my life's been insane and I'm so tired and overall worn out that it's not even funny anymore. I've noticed that pretty much every chance I get I zone out immediately and in those moments I get instantly turned on and head to Drippyville.

It's like micro napping, only with arousal. Huh? I'm not making any sense anymore.

Good Lord.

Also, still sticking with the matching underwear thing and drinking less beer than last year. What a year!

 

[twister947]

Drippyville?

Good Lord, indeed. All I'm trying to do is drink my coffee. You're killing me, here.

 

[SissySalina]

Its not that you are not making sense anymore it is just different sense.
It will seem to get worse, like everything triggers a reaction, but it is just because it is so much on your mind. After 6 months it will be different, you will get use to it and your mind will wonder elsewhere.

 

[13Fantasies]

Seela,

I'm impressed with your determination.

I have done this before too when younger. The first few months are the hardest. After a lot of restraint, it gets easier. By December, I was rarely thinking about sex or masturbating. It took a while to care again when I did find a partner.

Pros and cons, but I'm still impressed.