No Nut 19

[KamaKamaSutra]

This is such an interesting thread for me, and offers me an insight into understanding something and someone with a completely different mindset from my own. Thank you, seela.

I'm wondering, do you ever, or have you ever, experienced a sleep orgasm?

I used to have them quite frequently in my 20's. They are less often now, probably because I ensure that I have enough waking orgasms to satiate me. However, in your current situation, I know that I would, before long, have a sex dream that would result in a spontaneous orgasm in my sleep.

Is this a possibility for you? If it did, would you consider it a failure or a happy accident, like a freebie?

A sleep orgasm?! Is that like a wet dream or something more defined?

Seela, you are a stronger person than I. The longest I have ever managed was three weeks and the near constant sexual thoughts were driving me insane. I guess that is what you are calling your drippy stage. I remember begin aroused almost constantly and the euphoric feelings were nice, but I scared a few people with my willingness to talk about sexual things during that itme

 

[Aphro]

A sleep orgasm?! Is that like a wet dream or something more defined?

Yes, precisely. A female wet dream, as it were. A climax brought on with no physical touching, just from having an erotic dream.

Surely I am not that unusual in experiencing this?

 

[KamaKamaSutra]

Yes, precisely. A female wet dream, as it were. A climax brought on with no physical touching, just from having an erotic dream.

Surely I am not that unusual in experiencing this?

I would think not, but as I posses a Y chromosome that is just an opinion

Hmm, you know that could be a good topic to request in PLP's thread.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

^^^ totally a thing!!!

 

[KamaKamaSutra]

^^^ totally a thing!!!

I swear you are summon-able. I'm just going to start slapping PLP in my normal conversations to see if you pop up

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

I swear you are summon-able. I'm just going to start slapping PLP in my normal conversations to see if you pop up

Lol it was just good timing! Much like sleep orgasms

 

[seela]

This is such an interesting thread for me, and offers me an insight into understanding something and someone with a completely different mindset from my own. Thank you, seela.

I'm wondering, do you ever, or have you ever, experienced a sleep orgasm?

I used to have them quite frequently in my 20's. They are less often now, probably because I ensure that I have enough waking orgasms to satiate me. However, in your current situation, I know that I would, before long, have a sex dream that would result in a spontaneous orgasm in my sleep.

Is this a possibility for you? If it did, would you consider it a failure or a happy accident, like a freebie?

I'm glad you like the thread! I mostly feel like this is the world's most narcissistic thing to do and this offers nothing to anybody else, which is way uncomfortable to me. But it's good to try new things I guess. Anyways, nice to hear that you've found it interesting.

I have had sleep orgasms, yes, but it's been a while. Usually they've happened when I've had orgasms pretty regularly but maybe not quite as often as I would have preferred. I don't get much out of them if they happen. If anything, they just make me want more orgasms, because they're so ruiny and disappointing. Ruinier than ruined orgasms, really. I feel the same about all orgasms that happen with no physical stimulus, not just sleep orgasms.

I think it was the first or second stretch when I tried this denial thing that I had a sleep orgasm, and it happened right before the "release date". It felt like a huge failure and it knocked all the want for orgasm out of me. Not because I was feeling sated or whatever physically after that sleep orgasm, because they don't work like that for me. I just felt like I had failed. It was stupid on many levels. I was told to force an orgasm out of my body, and then it was back to another period of denial.

I guess if that happened now I wouldn't look at it as failing at No Nut, but I'd probably feel a little like that anyways. Even if I know that's not the case. The only way for me to truly fuck up No Nut is to have an orgasm wide awake when I can realistically do things to stop it from happening.

I wouldn't like that to happen, though, and I wouldn't look at it as a freebie, even if they have in past been treated as freebies. Although it would amp up the torture level significantly at least for a day or so, so it wouldn't be all for nothing if a sleepgasmic tragedy were to occur!

 

[seela]

Day 30: All's good in the Drippyville! I'm having a lot of fun dreams, and that alone makes this whole exercise worth it.

And it's only three-ish weeks until my birthday, yay. I can totally do this.

 

[SissySalina]

Glad to hear you are doing so well. You will make this, sissy knows it.

 

[seela]

One month down, 11 more to go!

 

[Miles Long]

One month down, 11 more to go!

That's impressive! Have you forgotten what an orgasm feels like?

 

[Nightfall72]

One month down, 11 more to go!

You realize that if you make it a year and then orgasm, you will most likely pass out or at least drool a lot. LOL!

 

[SissySalina]

One month down, 11 more to go!

Congratulations, go get them all.

 

[seela]

That's impressive! Have you forgotten what an orgasm feels like?

I think it'll take more than a month to forget what it feels like, but I've definitely reached a point where I wonder why I would want to have an orgasm, because the constant arousal and what it does to my head is so good. A little scary, but good. Having an orgasm might take it away and why would I want that, right?

I say that now, and then tomorrow or the day after I probably question the point of this exercise. In general I'm happy doing this, but I get weird thoughts at random about if this whole thing is just idiotic and no one would really know if I cheated.

It's a mental rollercoaster even on the best of weeks.

You realize that if you make it a year and then orgasm, you will most likely pass out or at least drool a lot. LOL!

I actually think the first orgasm I eventually have will be not super awesome. I think by then I will have gotten so used to edging that it might actually be difficult to let myself go over and as a result there might be some very mixed emotions going on.

But that's still ways away!

 

[Nightfall72]

I think it'll take more than a month to forget what it feels like, but I've definitely reached a point where I wonder why I would want to have an orgasm, because the constant arousal and what it does to my head is so good. A little scary, but good. Having an orgasm might take it away and why would I want that, right?

I say that now, and then tomorrow or the day after I probably question the point of this exercise. In general I'm happy doing this, but I get weird thoughts at random about if this whole thing is just idiotic and no one would really know if I cheated.

It's a mental rollercoaster even on the best of weeks.



I actually think the first orgasm I eventually have will be not super awesome. I think by then I will have gotten so used to edging that it might actually be difficult to let myself go over and as a result there might be some very mixed emotions going on.

But that's still ways away!

I forgot about the edging. I've done long term celibate.

 

[seela]

I forgot about the edging. I've done long term celibate.

I'd lose interest in this if it weren't for the edging.

Actually I've realized I'll probably lose interest in this even with the edging if it's always the same routine to me. I need to mix it up somehow at some point.

 

[seela]

Congratulations, go get them all.

Didn't mean to skip you, you just posted while I was posting.

Thanks!

This will be my personal Pokémon Go. Gotta catch 'em all!

 

[cookiecat]

Years ago, I stumbled on a website called the submissive wife project. At the time, I just discovered terms like "head of household", "TPE", "domestic discipline." I was attracted and confused by submission, service, what it meant to be a feminist and a submissive.

Anyways - this site was different than a lot of other sites - you had to apply to get in to it. For women only. No pictures. It was an interactive site where mentors were available to guide newbies through different subjects.

One of the subjects that intrigued me was the idea of constant arousal. I'd always been focused on sexual arousal and was disappointed when once I orgasmed, I was done with sex, done with feeling erotic and subby and dreamy.

This is from the site (by the way, the site is now closed and has morphed in to something else)

Many of us spent years valiantly trying to control everything around us in an effort to make the life that we had been taught to covet a good life, a life filled with beautiful things, exciting careers, and buoyed by growing power. And many of us also wanted a family, a spouse, children. But no matter how much we attained, we were haunted by the nagging feeling that something was missing. This led us to redouble our efforts, to try even harder, to want more and more. This of course led to frustration and exhaustion. Slowly, we came to discover that what we really wanted was to live a life of aroused but patient attention, surrendering control and learning to take pleasure in the wonder of the world around us, and especially in the infinite possibilities of each moment.

The highlighted part resonated; the idea I could slow down, surrender to the moment, sit with it a while, be focused on arousal of all my senses was really appealing.

At the time, the site took me through a series of exercises, which included orgasm denial and how that affected my awareness of the rest of my body, my surroundings, how to take that energy and surrender to it, turn it in to arousal of more than just my pussy.

Didn't mean to hijack, seela. Your description of how constant arousal feels that good brought back this memory of forming my thoughts on submission and service.

Month one down!!

 

[seela]

No need to apologize for the hijack cookie, that really wasn't even a hijack. Very interesting stuff, very relatable.

For me the subby, dreamy, eager to please, eager to push my boundaries, craving humiliation and pain, constantly aroused state is not so much about seize the day and smell the roses, that kind of things don't really resonate with me, so that's not the point of this whole thing. But it is definitely about disengaging my brain and just *being*.

Years ago a friend of mine talked about how her brain shuts down when she dances and for that brief moment she just exists as a body, a piece of flesh. That was the reason she danced. I didn't get it at all, and I couldn't even begin to understand why that would be desirable. I get it now, both why it's desirable and how it feels. The nearly constant throb in my pussy very much keeps me aware of my body and my mind somehow always circling back to thoughts of fucked up, infinitely sexy things keeps me from getting too sucked up in some thoughts I really shouldn't spend as much time thinking as I do. And it keeps me pliable and willing. Also kinda needy, I'm working to keep that at bay.

This No Nut project has turned out so navel gazy. Who knew?

I crave humiliation, God knows I do. During this No Nut thing even more than usual and I do stupid shit as a result. But in a way this thread tops it all. This is makes me feel so vulnerable. Maybe my weird brain will learn to find sexual satisfaction in navelgazy vulnerability as well.

Unrelated, but not entirely: I've often wondered how my life would have turned out if I grew up or at least lived somewhere where being a housewife wasn't as frowned upon as it is here.

 

[seela]

Day 35: This is the longest I've gone without.

My dreams are insane. No matter how they start off, they end up being sex dreams. I really should apologize to Treebeard for having sex in the other room instead of coming out to talk with him.

 

[SissySalina]

Hope this is a good sign, maybe you will get enough relief in your dreams so you can make it through the day.

 

[KamaKamaSutra]

Day 35: This is the longest I've gone without.

My dreams are insane. No matter how they start off, they end up being sex dreams. I really should apologize to Treebeard for having sex in the other room instead of coming out to talk with him.

Wait? Treebeard? Like the Trent?

 

[seela]

Hope this is a good sign, maybe you will get enough relief in your dreams so you can make it through the day.

Maybe!

Wait? Treebeard? Like the Trent?

Yes! My dreams have gotten even weirder than usual. I mean, I've always had a lot of dreams, but usually they've either been funny and weird or sex dreams. Recently it's been a combo almost every night.

 

[KamaKamaSutra]

Maybe!



Yes! My dreams have gotten even weirder than usual. I mean, I've always had a lot of dreams, but usually they've either been funny and weird or sex dreams. Recently it's been a combo almost every night.

Well I guess he would preferred you in the other room instead of his branches? But he seems pretty chill, he might not mind as long as you didn't make too much noise.

But, I can understand the dream thing, I've been on a bit of a dry spell, no sex at least, and my dreams are starting to get that weird filter on them.

 

[seela]

Day 37: Things have been rather liquid from the waist down for me recently, and it's not just because of the slush that's now covering every single square inch of the streets.

I wore ridiculous underwear under very proper clothes to a meeting at the ministry of education today. Seemed like a fun idea in the morning. I've been doing very un-me-like things lately, and at least a part of the blame goes to No Nut. Not that I actually blame anything for my actions. Aaaaaanyways.

It's been kinda difficult these past few days. I'd really like to have an orgasm and I've been edging a stupid amount. I even obliquely summoned the magical sentence of "no, you can't have an orgasm, get a grip, woman", which is good, because it helps me to hear it sometimes.

I also realized that every time I really want to cum and get so close and then don't do it, it feels like a tiny, little accomplishment. How sad must my life be if that feels like an accomplishment???