So here is my situation. I am a well educated 22 y/o white man with a girlfriend of 2 years. I have always considered myself straight. Though when i was younger (in high school) I once traded blowjobs with a buddy in my neighborhood. I always dismissed this as just a horny young kid looking to get off. Nowadays I find myself extremely attracted to women (my gf especially). However, any time I find myself checking out porn or masturbating, I will occassionally end up checking out gay stories on Lit, bisexual porn, Tranny videos, that kind of thing. I dont think I am gay because I do indeed love women, but I do feel this curiosity about what it would be like to fuck suck, get fucked by a man. I am a good looking guy according to many people so I guess the reason I am writing this is out of general curiosityas to what people may think of my situation. I have not told a soul about how I 'get off' and my high school buddy have never broached the subject of our youthful encounter. Any insight or opinion as to how I could proceed in my life would be greatly appreciated. Is this normal? Do other straight/curious guys go through these same thoughts? Have a good one.