My deal

daequan84

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So here is my situation. I am a well educated 22 y/o white man with a girlfriend of 2 years. I have always considered myself straight. Though when i was younger (in high school) I once traded blowjobs with a buddy in my neighborhood. I always dismissed this as just a horny young kid looking to get off. Nowadays I find myself extremely attracted to women (my gf especially). However, any time I find myself checking out porn or masturbating, I will occassionally end up checking out gay stories on Lit, bisexual porn, Tranny videos, that kind of thing. I dont think I am gay because I do indeed love women, but I do feel this curiosity about what it would be like to fuck suck, get fucked by a man. I am a good looking guy according to many people so I guess the reason I am writing this is out of general curiosityas to what people may think of my situation. I have not told a soul about how I 'get off' and my high school buddy have never broached the subject of our youthful encounter. Any insight or opinion as to how I could proceed in my life would be greatly appreciated. Is this normal? Do other straight/curious guys go through these same thoughts? Have a good one.
 
It's not uncommon to be sexually attracted to both genders but only romantically attracted to one. Possibly your taste in porn is focusing on male stuff because you have the female side of things available to you in reality in the form of your girlfriend. Its not like we can tell you what's going on in your head and hormones based on a one-paragraph post. But my personal advice would be to not worry about what's normal for other people, instead be patient and understanding with yourself and observe how different stimuli affect your emotions.
 
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