Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[SirSparky]

A happy milestone today -- I am under 120 lb again. I mean, 119.8 is under 120...

I'm kinda shooting for 115, although I may not make it a definite goal. I'm not really unhappy with my weight now. On the other hand, I'm going to have to wait until I'm done nursing before I know what my body will be like post twin pregnancy.

My weight typically fluctuated between 104 and 107 when I got pregnant this time. Before my first pregnancy, I was usually around 100 to 104. The funny thing is, I was actually a bit thinner after I lost the weight from my first pregnancy, because I had more lean muscle mass. Same size clothes, but a bit looser fit at 107 post pregnancy than 104 pre pregnancy. And more angular with respect to my features, and thinner but more toned arms and legs.

This time, I'm guessing I'm about the same lean muscle mass now I was when I got pregnant. It's 12.8+ extract pounds of fat. Well, and a bit on account of milk production, but really that's not significant.

I have a bit more curve to my hips and bust. And since I tend to gain wait quicker in my upper torso than in my thighs and butt, I'm certainly a bit top heavier rather than my more hourglass pre twin pregnancy proportions. I would like to get back to the same bust and hip measurements, but that may not be my body anymore. We shall see.

Anyway, I may be hyper fixating. I need to let myself be happy at 119.8 and see where the rest of this journey takes me before knowing where I want to end up. Or so I keep telling myself.

Im sure you still looking amazing. Of course your body will change post pregnancy especially if still nursing. Once you finish nursing and your milk goes, your bust will probably change again. Thats not a bad thing. Women oist nursing have fantastic bodies.

Try not to fixate on getting to a certain weight. If you are happy with hour your body looks, it doesn't matter what weight you are.

Keep telling yourself to be happy with where you are now and as you say, aee where this journey takes you.

My pms are always open if you need to chat

 

[SirSparky]

I'm not hating the way I look. But I am having to be a bit more thoughtful about my clothes. My waist and tummy need a bit of disguising, in my opinion.

If yo still have that mommy pod on your tummy then I say go with it. I find momy bods are a real turn on

 

[lil_jenni]

I would like to get back to the same bust and hip measurements, but that may not be my body anymore. We shall see.

Shit, I could have worded that better. I do not want to get back to my bust and hip measurements from before the twin pregnancy. I would have to almost kill myself in the gym, I think. I want to balanced again, where my bust and hip measurements are the same as each other. You know, . Well, probably with not so pinched a waist, but...

 

[lil_jenni]

Im sure you still looking amazing. Of course your body will change post pregnancy especially if still nursing. Once you finish nursing and your milk goes, your bust will probably change again. Thats not a bad thing. Women oist nursing have fantastic bodies.

Try not to fixate on getting to a certain weight. If you are happy with hour your body looks, it doesn't matter what weight you are.

Keep telling yourself to be happy with where you are now and as you say, aee where this journey takes you.

My pms are always open if you need to chat

Thank you.

 

[13Fantasies]

I'm not disguising the bigger chest, however. That's a bonus.

Second!

 

[tryinsomethinnew]

A happy milestone today -- I am under 120 lb again. I mean, 119.8 is under 120...

I'm kinda shooting for 115, although I may not make it a definite goal. I'm not really unhappy with my weight now. On the other hand, I'm going to have to wait until I'm done nursing before I know what my body will be like post twin pregnancy.

My weight typically fluctuated between 104 and 107 when I got pregnant this time. Before my first pregnancy, I was usually around 100 to 104. The funny thing is, I was actually a bit thinner after I lost the weight from my first pregnancy, because I had more lean muscle mass. Same size clothes, but a bit looser fit at 107 post pregnancy than 104 pre pregnancy. And more angular with respect to my features, and thinner but more toned arms and legs.

This time, I'm guessing I'm about the same lean muscle mass now I was when I got pregnant. It's 12.8+ extract pounds of fat. Well, and a bit on account of milk production, but really that's not significant.

I have a bit more curve to my hips and bust. And since I tend to gain wait quicker in my upper torso than in my thighs and butt, I'm certainly a bit top heavier rather than my more hourglass pre twin pregnancy proportions. I would like to get back to the same bust and hip measurements, but that may not be my body anymore. We shall see.

Anyway, I may be hyper fixating. I need to let myself be happy at 119.8 and see where the rest of this journey takes me before knowing where I want to end up. Or so I keep telling myself.

I am sure that you are sexy at 120.

 

[smtst5]

I am sure that you are sexy at 120.

*119.8

 

[lil_jenni]

*119.8

Yeppers.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

A happy milestone today -- I am under 120 lb again. I mean, 119.8 is under 120...

I'm kinda shooting for 115, although I may not make it a definite goal. I'm not really unhappy with my weight now. On the other hand, I'm going to have to wait until I'm done nursing before I know what my body will be like post twin pregnancy.

My weight typically fluctuated between 104 and 107 when I got pregnant this time. Before my first pregnancy, I was usually around 100 to 104. The funny thing is, I was actually a bit thinner after I lost the weight from my first pregnancy, because I had more lean muscle mass. Same size clothes, but a bit looser fit at 107 post pregnancy than 104 pre pregnancy. And more angular with respect to my features, and thinner but more toned arms and legs.

This time, I'm guessing I'm about the same lean muscle mass now I was when I got pregnant. It's 12.8+ extract pounds of fat. Well, and a bit on account of milk production, but really that's not significant.

I have a bit more curve to my hips and bust. And since I tend to gain wait quicker in my upper torso than in my thighs and butt, I'm certainly a bit top heavier rather than my more hourglass pre twin pregnancy proportions. I would like to get back to the same bust and hip measurements, but that may not be my body anymore. We shall see.

Anyway, I may be hyper fixating. I need to let myself be happy at 119.8 and see where the rest of this journey takes me before knowing where I want to end up. Or so I keep telling myself.

With the right curves anyone is sexy

 

[lil_jenni]

Twin A is cranky as fuck this morning, and nothing I do is working to get her back to sleep. She wants her father, but I'm not getting him up just because she's a Daddy's girl.

Twin B is up too because her sister woke her up, but she's happily playing on her own. She looks up whenever her sister gets herself worked up again, and I suspect she would love to tell her to shut the fuck up if she knew how to say that. But I'm being good and not saying it on her behalf.

 

[smtst5]

Twin A is cranky as fuck this morning, and nothing I do is working to get her back to sleep. She wants her father, but I'm not getting him up just because she's a Daddy's girl.

Twin B is up too because her sister woke her up, but she's happily playing on her own. She looks up whenever her sister gets herself worked up again, and I suspect she would love to tell her to shut the fuck up if she knew how to say that. But I'm being good and not saying it on her behalf.

Her look says it all.

 

[13Fantasies]

Twin A is cranky as fuck this morning, and nothing I do is working to get her back to sleep. She wants her father, but I'm not getting him up just because she's a Daddy's girl.

Twin B is up too because her sister woke her up, but she's happily playing on her own. She looks up whenever her sister gets herself worked up again, and I suspect she would love to tell her to shut the fuck up if she knew how to say that. But I'm being good and not saying it on her behalf.

Twin A sounds a little like her mother. Always wanting Daddy.

You need me closer. Cranky kids are my speciality

 

[SirSparky]

Twin A is cranky as fuck this morning, and nothing I do is working to get her back to sleep. She wants her father, but I'm not getting him up just because she's a Daddy's girl.

Twin B is up too because her sister woke her up, but she's happily playing on her own. She looks up whenever her sister gets herself worked up again, and I suspect she would love to tell her to shut the fuck up if she knew how to say that. But I'm being good and not saying it on her behalf.

Oh the joys of young children lol. Luckily mine were 3 years apart

 

[lil_jenni]

I did end up being able to get a bit more sleep this morning. Hubby got up when I didn't come back to bed, and Twin A calmed down and went to sleep within 15 minutes after he came in.

In other news, I've let Misty talk me into taking belly dancing classes with her. She's doing it to add to her repitoir for work. I guess a dancer at the club integrates some belly dancing into her routines, and Misty tells me it is very popular with the clients.

I'm doing it because I think it might be fun to belly dance for Hubby.

 

[Klaus_Smith]

I did end up being able to get a bit more sleep this morning. Hubby got up when I didn't come back to bed, and Twin A calmed down and went to sleep within 15 minutes after he came in.

In other news, I've let Misty talk me into taking belly dancing classes with her. She's doing it to add to her repitoir for work. I guess a dancer at the club integrates some belly dancing into her routines, and Misty tells me it is very popular with the clients.

I'm doing it because I think it might be fun to belly dance for Hubby.

Lucky hubby

 

[SirSparky]

I did end up being able to get a bit more sleep this morning. Hubby got up when I didn't come back to bed, and Twin A calmed down and went to sleep within 15 minutes after he came in.

In other news, I've let Misty talk me into taking belly dancing classes with her. She's doing it to add to her repitoir for work. I guess a dancer at the club integrates some belly dancing into her routines, and Misty tells me it is very popular with the clients.

I'm doing it because I think it might be fun to belly dance for Hubby.

Typical Daddy's girl then . At least she settled.

My gf has a friend who is into burlesque dancing. Trying to get hf to sign uo too but she is too self conscious

 

[Paul_Chance]

As a random guy on the internet I approve of belly dancing lessons.

 

[13Fantasies]

Twin A is going to be a handful.

 

[lil_jenni]

So, here's some "fun" I've been having. For about the past week, my orgasms have been pretty painful. Not as bad as after my C-section when I tried to come () back too soon, and it's a different pain too. But it's still painful and unsettling.

Anyway, my OB-Gyn got me in today, and she said it's likely a pelvic floor strain from learning belly dancing. I guess the pelvic floor is heavily involved in belly dancing. I mean, I know I've been getting more and more sore in my abdomen after each lesson. I've only had three lessons so far, but I'm sore places I've never been this sore in before. Some of it is because of the two C-sections, and my doctor said that should get better. But she suspects because my abdominal muscles are not where they need to be, it's stressing out the other muscles involved. She's encouraging me to keep it up, however, because once I get my abs in better shape (and I kinda thought the were since last year, but guess not), it should take the strain off.other muscles. And I guess belly dancing is really good for the pelvic floor if one is not over straining it.

In other news, in a development that didn't surprise me at all, Misty is officially single again. I'm still not altogether keen to rekindle the FWB part of our relationship, but she has invited me to be in a foursome with her and her two male stripper friends who come to town every so often. The guys are bi and a couple, and being with bi guys is a remaining fantasy of mine.

This was supposed to happen a couple of years ago but fell through. Part of me would like to do it now, especially if a spit roasting is in the mix, because it's been a long fucking time since I last did that. But another part of me doesn't want to have sex with any other guy or guys than Hubby. I did it once, and that was a special case.

It probably won't happen anyway. Misty is unreliable when she's first out of a relationship. Hell, she's often unreliable period, but it's worse when she's celebrating a return to freedom.

 

[dkak001]

I'll have to pass the recommendation for belly dancing classes along...

Might be worth getting an appointment with a good pelvic floor PT, if you have one available. Probably require a referral from your Dr, but they understand what is going on down there and can really guide exercises OR relaxation techniques. Both can be important. While strengthen those muscles is good, things that cause too much strain is also bad. Might be able to find some good online techniques, but a guided set of exercises would be better.

In general, I think if you continue to get more and more sore, a break or slowing down might be worth while.

I Hope Misty is doing ok after the breakup, I know we all handle things differently. But that sort of thing is never fun

 

[13Fantasies]

Good luck on the belly dancing classes. Sorry it has caused other pain. -Hugs-

Maybe just meet the guys and lock Misty out.