I don't have holiday blues.

[Sillyman]

I have life blues. I've been nuts recently, possibly because of work, or just possibly because of the lunar cycle, or maybe just things are just finally starting to catch up with me.

Christmas doesn't seem real this year. I mean, it's there in the holiday shoppers everywhere I go and the relentless throngs of people everywhere, but the holiday doesn't seem real. I'm watching the same shows, and seeing the same people and doing the same things. I'll have the day off from work, but I get most days off work. I'm not stressed over providing for a holiday. It will come and it will pass, and whether it's joyful or sucky it's just time. I'm stressed over my life and my futre, and of watching everything slip away from me since I'm too nuts to function right in society most days, or at least too nuts to function making fucking hamburgers all day.

 

[Shadowann2]

((((((hugs)))))

My personal theory is: Some people have one of those days, I have one of those lives!

PM me if you want to talk....

 

[Sillyman]

Thank you. I'll keep that in mind. I don't unburden easily though.

 

[Shadowann2]

Ok, but I am a good listener if you ever need one.

 

[Sillyman]

Ok, but I am a good listener if you ever need one.

I'm a good listener too, and unfortunately when two good listeners get together there tends to be a lot of dead air. But thank you again.

 

[Shadowann2]

 

[Sillyman]

 

[JaymesBlond007]

Break the cycle.

And no, it's not just a Stained CD. Monotony is the quickest way to depression. Everyone need something to look foward to.

Take a step outside the circle. Open the door that says, "Private!", even if you know you might get in a little trouble.

There's this one philosophy that's stuck in my head now, and it goes somthin' like this....


Fuck it.

 

[Sillyman]

Re: Break the cycle.

Fuck it.

In what sense?

 

[JaymesBlond007]

Originally posted by sillyman
In what sense?

I wasn't sure how many "senses" you could translate that.

Tell me. Do you think you're incapable of progress? As a person, have you come to the realization that you've given all that you have to give? Do you not get mad, passionate, bent, or driven anymore?

Fuck it.

I won't go in to he analogy, but there's an old Buddihst proverb that translates into, "Do the next right thing, and all else will reveal itself."

So, I guess you only have one descision to make. I'm sure you'll make the right one.

 

[Cheyenne]

I'm stressed over my life and my futre, and of watching everything slip away from me since I'm too nuts to function right in society most days, or at least too nuts to function making fucking hamburgers all day.

Are you still in school? Does your school have a health clinic? If you think you are too nuts to function in society, please go ask someone for help. There is no shame is admitting you need help, but there is danger in not admitting it. Not to mention a lot of wasted time feeling bad.

Merry Christmas, Sillyman. I hope you feel some of the joy of the holiday.