Finally did it...maybe?

[DragonCat91]

It's been 3 ish weeks since I started taking wellbutrin to counteract the orgasm preventing side effects of luvox, after talking to my doctor. Today, when thrusting into myself with my homemade dildo and aiming it upward, I felt something. Started feeling good, like "keep going", and then my toes curled on their own, but after that, the good feeling subsided. Kept going for awhile, but felt nothing. When I pulled it out it was covered in orange goo, probably a combo of blood and vaginal lubrication. Maybe I scraped myself in there? Or tore my hymen? Idk if it was already torn or not. I know it's not my period. Already had it this month.

Do the experts here think I finally came? It wasn't explosive or earth shattering, and I get that it doesn't always have to be. I also read that clitoral orgasms tend to be more obvious, so I'm investing in an electric toothbrush to help with that.

I go back to the doctor in October, so I just wanted to know if I was on the right track here.

 

[DragonCat91]

I thickened it though. And when I made it I measured out 6 inches. So I think it might be dick sized? Never seen one in person, just on screen. I can provide another pic if needed. Don't worry, I cleaned it off.

Good to know that I should be careful because there's not many nerve endings, I didn't know that. So then, if I did injure myself, how would I tell? I probably did scrape. But I shouldn't be worried unless I get constant bleeding afterward, right?

I might get an actual dildo sometime in the future if this will be too dangerous. It's just duct tape over aluminum foil over a plastic tube thing. Nothing too roughly textured.

EDIT - Yeah, the hymen is definitely gone. I just checked and there's no extra skin at the bottom, just a long slit. I used to be able to feel a bit of skin that I could put my finger under. Not anymore. There was some blood on the toilet paper when I peed shortly afterward. Surprising that just breaking a little piece of skin can make that good sized glob. So I'm convinced that's where the blood came from. If I get blood next time, I'll worry, but as of now, I think there's no internal scrape.