Do you ever feel like NOTHING is going right in your life?

[lilminx]

I swear- I'm on the brink of despair right now. If it's not one thing, it's another.

 

[nasty1]

Every damn day...er....every damn minutes...uh, no, that's not right. Every damn second. Their, that oughtta do it.

 

[intrigued]

Come on, let it spill, it will do you good.....

 

[Carl East]

I try to bury my bad fortune in the back of my mind, but every now and again it gets through to the surface and brings me down. You just have to cling onto the belief that things can only get better, I'm sure it will in time.



Carl

 

[MissTaken]

Yes, minx!

I have felt that way


and then I see you posting again.

Many hugs....

 

[lilminx]

Thanks guys. I feel like a total ass now. I really wish I hadn't posted this thread- that I could take it back. It's just been a rough two days, and the shit just keeps piling on. I guess I needed to vent a little, and just feel connected in some way.

Please don't take away the title of "Drama Queen" from anyone who deserves it and place it on me. That's one more thing I DON'T need- lol.

 

[MissTaken]

LOL You are no Drama Queen!

Not to worry, minxie.

So, how was Florida?

 

[seXieleXie]

that is a great bra minxie. now, are you going to tell us what is wrong or to be have to beat it out of you.

 

[amelia]

how about pretty, pretty princess?? can we crown you with that?

 

[intrigued]

Thanks guys. I feel like a total ass now. I really wish I hadn't posted this thread- that I could take it back. It's just been a rough two days, and the shit just keeps piling on. I guess I needed to vent a little, and just feel connected in some way.

Please don't take away the title of "Drama Queen" from anyone who deserves it and place it on me. That's one more thing I DON'T need- lol.

Everyone has a point in which they just break, even if only momentarily, and its quite natural to do so amongst those that you know care for you. You're cool....

 

[Silverluna]

We all go through it...

Moments of dispare and feelings of hopelessness....its common so the term Drama Queen is not correct....we just go about things different from other people...*hug* Don't reject these feelings but don't dwell on them.

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

I have those days all the time.
but my freinds almost always help me come out ontiop

 

[april-wine]

I have to admit 2002 has been one shite year......

The best part about it.......My nephew was born yesterday....

 

[lilminx]

So, how was Florida?

It was good, except for my flight home. It was pure hell, which is part of what's really stressing me.

Thanks, Lex- I posted more pics of the outfit a few weeks ago in a thread, but I deleted them.

I'm also STILL having problems with my old landlord, and I realized that I seriously fucked up. He's suing me (long story, but his claim is totally invalid), and there was an inquest held on June 7, of which I received no notice. A couple of weeks ago I got a cartified letter in the mail from him- it was a copy of the judgement, which was in his favor because I didn't show up (obviously, because I had no clue about it- the postcard with the inquest date never got to me).

I had to go to the courthouse and explain, and they rescheduled the court date. I had to mail a certified letter to my old landlord informing him of the court date. Well, I did, but wehn I got back lastnight I saw that it never got delivered. I went to the post office today, and apparently the address didn't exist. I just looked through all of my documentation now, and realize that what I had thought was a "6", was really a "10". I'm so fucked right now, because it looks like I deliberately did it. I don't have time to remail the letter. I just have to hope that the court will be sympathetic to my idiocy.

I just didn't need this after the hell my sister and I went through yesterday, trying to get back to NY.

On top of it all, the stress is still making me sick, and the stuff I'm supposed to be taking for it is affecting me minimally.

Thisis why I didn't go into detail when I started the stupid thread. It's boring, and confusing, and just fucking stupid. I want it to be over with, and I'm really mad at myself that I made such a dumb mistake.

 

[nasty1]

You're no Drama Queen. I 2nd what Amelia said.

 

[Debbie]

lilminx we all need to vent. You are having a rough time of it at the moment, I hope things get better real soon.
About the letter? Could you get it couriered to your old landlord in time?

 

[LordLucan74]

YES!!!

For the past few weeks I have been quite sick. I have, for the first time in my life, been close to despair. On this past Monday I had throat surgery. I am still recovering, though getting better!! Still, I get sick a lot and come close to despair. HOWEVER, I discovered Literotica and have met some fine people who help me keep my spirits up. Moreover, I have met here one of the finest people I have ever encountered in all my life who has inspired me and filled me with great joy. While all of my recent days have been cloudy and tempestuous, she has been a radiant and glowing light that has filled my soul with warmth and animated me and inspired me. With her friendship and support, I have a renewed resolution to carry on and get well. I love her very much and am very grateful for all she has done. Curiously, I have never actually met her. Yet, she has done all of this!!! I owe her much. And I am very grateful!! Sure, sometimes things do not seem right, but there is always hope....if you just open yourself completely and let the light shine in!!! I am so blessed indeed

 

[lilminx]

lilminx we all need to vent. You are having a rough time of it at the moment, I hope things get better real soon.
About the letter? Could you get it couriered to your old landlord in time?

Thanks Debbie, and everyone else who responded.

It's invalid now- it had to have been delivered by August 14th. The most I can hope for is that they will hear my side of the case (since they heard my landlord's at the inquest) and will either dismiss the case, or reschedule it.

 

[Devilish1]

Yep.
So far this year, ive lost my job, havent been able to get another one, i lost the man of my dream only to find out he was playing me for a fool, is on Meth, and was cheating on me.
Im not longer drawing my unemployment, my car is falling apart literally, my bank is account screaming HELP! My nerves are shot to hell and havent had sex in over 2 months...
Yeah my life is screwed up..... lol

 

[sufisaint]

Treading water myself right now with no shoreline in sight but...i hope this will be the breakthrough I need..