Depression. It's a silent killer.

This episode in my life has opened up a can of worms I didn’t even know I had stored in the back of my childhood trauma cupboard. Time to do some dark work and comfort my inner child. Good times😔

Be safe out there.
Love you.
 
This episode in my life has opened up a can of worms I didn’t even know I had stored in the back of my childhood trauma cupboard. Time to do some dark work and comfort my inner child. Good times😔

Be safe out there.
Love you.
Take care of yourself. I know it isn't always easy.
 
Well. There was a fire at a friends house last night. Totally engulfed.
Sometimes the universe shows you just how fortunate you are.
I went through that in 2014. I know the mental devastation that happens when you lose everything all at once.
Be safe out there.
Love you.
 
Mother’s Day this year was excruciating. All of us were feeling shitty for one reason or another. Fingers crossed it’s better today.


Be safe out there.
Love you.
 
After a long day of dealing with a drunk baby mama, my son’s not mine, there has finally been some resolution. She’s not here anymore and everyone feels the relief.
Be safe out there.
Love you.
 
Rule # 1 Don't be a dick.
It's sometimes hard to do but be kind to everyone. We never know what someone is going through in their lives. A smile an act of kindness could help someone know people care about them.
 
I’m back. Came out of the hills feeling much better. An infusion of laughter and love from/with friends and family was a healing balm for my mind and soul.

I hope you have the best day you can.
Be safe out there.
Love you.
 
So, I'm on a "new to me" medication that is technically an anti depressant but I'm on it for both that and fibromyalgia..
The issue is that it's messing with my libido really intense.
I'm finding that there's more of me to offer than just sexy talk,. And that's new to me to explore..
What's anyone else's experience with medications for depression/anxiety and libido??
 
So, I'm on a "new to me" medication that is technically an anti depressant but I'm on it for both that and fibromyalgia..
The issue is that it's messing with my libido really intense.
I'm finding that there's more of me to offer than just sexy talk,. And that's new to me to explore..
What's anyone else's experience with medications for depression/anxiety and libido??
DM me?
 
So, I'm on a "new to me" medication that is technically an anti depressant but I'm on it for both that and fibromyalgia..
The issue is that it's messing with my libido really intense.
I'm finding that there's more of me to offer than just sexy talk,. And that's new to me to explore..
What's anyone else's experience with medications for depression/anxiety and libido??
anti-depressants tanked my libido
 
my experience with antidepressants has never been good. I might have relief from the depression for a short time but then the ideation gets bad, worse than without it, so I get off it. That’s assuming it doesn’t cause me nasty stomach side effects first.

Be safe out there.
Love you.
 
my experience with antidepressants has never been good. I might have relief from the depression for a short time but then the ideation gets bad, worse than without it, so I get off it. That’s assuming it doesn’t cause me nasty stomach side effects first.
Hmmm, not super encouraging... :oops:

Still debating on if I want to pick up that new prescription or not. :unsure:
 
Hmmm, not super encouraging... :oops:

Still debating on if I want to pick up that new prescription or not. :unsure:
Don’t let my experience with antidepressants stop you from trying them. They work for many people. I’m just sensitive to them.
 
Antidepressants and anti-anxiety meds really need to be administered in a controlled setting for observing any "side effects." My last go with them had me suffering from seizures and heart issues. I'll take the overwhelming suicidal thoughts than have my body feel like that again. The incredible pain and disorientation, no mam. I won't even get into the serotonin syndrome. Yet they keep trying to force them on me. Only thing even remotely worked was ketamine therapy and hallucinogenic substances, but illegal! I can't be put on disability to stay home for any sort of relief. Nope. Which means I have to go to work, so no help for me. I'm in the middle of planning a "Rube Goldberg-ian" scheme for my next attempt. I may even do a live OF session. Girl's gotta have her fun.
 
Starting a trial period, which isn't specifically for the antidepressant properties. It's also a last resort.

This isn't something I actually want to end up using or needing, but it's one of the few solutions left to try.

I have fears about all of the possible side effects, and the feedback here on these classes of drugs has been anything but stellar.

Sadly, I'm super sensitive to a lot of things, so will probably have weight side effects compared to symptoms they're supposed to help. Either way, not starting for a few weeks it at all.
 
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Idk, I was on one antidepressant/ antianxiety med since 2010, and switched to the med you're referring to a month ago..
I've noticed I'm calmer... Not sure if it's helping the pain, but I'm not experiencing as many BPD episodes and anxiety, if that helps?
My appetite is lowered some, and I feel more in tuned with my self..
🤷🏻‍♀️
 
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