Dear X:

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,
Sorry but you can not fuck up my Christmas any more then it already is this year. Mom is sick, the kids want gifts i cant afford, you wont give me money to buy them what they want, and i have to celebrate my first christmas ever without my father. You can't top that....you can't make it worse... so stop trying. And as long as i have a refill on my new friend xanax you can't get at me so STOP FUCKING TRYING!

I just wanna tell you I understand how you feel...........

I am sending lots of warm hugs your way KC!! {{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

 

[SubKekiLee]

Dear X
Thank you for taking the news as good as you did.. I promise you that youll never be on the back burner and Ill never ignore my priorities.... I love you for letting me be me and not judging me.. .I was serious when I told you if you need to find someone who can accept your "kinks" then please be my guest and understand it isnt you not being true to your wife cause you are being true and thats the reason I love you.. Thank you for accepting this,. THANK YOU


p.s. WOW you have no idea how good I feel..

 

[SubKekiLee]

Dear you know who you are,

THANK YOU.....you have been great friends.... and an inspiration to me, youve been there to listen, to comfort, to share in my joy. you two are a great friends of mine..... i love you.. Thank you for giving me the "push" I needed to be honest and it felt so good.. and his response was what you two both said to me..... I love you !! Thank you for being my good friends...

SKL

 

[Evil_Geoff]

Dear X,

I'm sorry you are hurting right now, from the thoughts and feelings playing in your heart and mind. I wish there was something I could do to help, some way to get you to release the inner pain. Maybe put you on the cross and flog you senseless, bend you over the spanking bench and wear out a paddle or three on your lovely behind until the tears flow and you have some catharsis. OR I could wrap you in pallet wrap from head to toe, so you could feel secure, warm, safe... I wish I could help you feel like you are watched over and cared for, for at least a little while...

You don't deserve what's happened... You really do deserve better. But I can't fix the world's problems, or yours. Hell, I can barely cope with my own. But I hope it helps to know your pain has touched me, your friendship and acceptance and flirting have all been noticed and appreciated. I just wish I was there so I could give you the pain/pleasure that you seem to be wanting so badly right now, to help you re-center and find yourself again.

That and I _really_ want to beat some ass right now... Hey, I'm mercenary enough to enjoy the hell outtuva a good cathartic scene!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

I'm sorry you are hurting right now, from the thoughts and feelings playing in your heart and mind. I wish there was something I could do to help, some way to get you to release the inner pain. Maybe put you on the cross and flog you senseless, bend you over the spanking bench and wear out a paddle or three on your lovely behind until the tears flow and you have some catharsis. OR I could wrap you in pallet wrap from head to toe, so you could feel secure, warm, safe... I wish I could help you feel like you are watched over and cared for, for at least a little while...

You don't deserve what's happened... You really do deserve better. But I can't fix the world's problems, or yours. Hell, I can barely cope with my own. But I hope it helps to know your pain has touched me, your friendship and acceptance and flirting have all been noticed and appreciated. I just wish I was there so I could give you the pain/pleasure that you seem to be wanting so badly right now, to help you re-center and find yourself again.

That and I _really_ want to beat some ass right now... Hey, I'm mercenary enough to enjoy the hell outtuva a good cathartic scene!

Caring sadistic Dom's rock!! ~drool~

I am jelaous now.

You're surely amazing Dom EG!!

I wish you Merry Christmas and lots of willing asses!!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear Santa,

did you see EG post?? No??? OMG then hurry read it. Go go go cuz thats what I want!!

Thank you

greedy me

 

[LittleJade]

Dear Honey-

I have marks from last night.

Nice ones. On my tushie.

You can do that again ANY time.

 

[BiBunny]

Dear EG,

Can you include me in the things you mentioned in your post? 'Cause that'd be really nice right now and exactly what I need.

~Bunny

 

[Stegral]

sorry it's a reply, not a dear X letter

*grins* so he just needed to think it through Stegral?!

So glad he came through for you!

Yes. I am putting away the kink for a while while we bond abit.
he wasn't happy with the marks, but wasn't wierded out either...
to me that means hope... & he bites ~~shivers in joy~~
I figure in the new year I will bring out my vampire mitten...
he likes fur, the mitten just adds a bit of prickly

Thanks for the comment Minx


*put in the wrong Dear X forum...*


Dear X: (inner critic again)
I AM happy with my recent relationship choice.
I AM refusing to listen to you berate him.
I AM enjoying our time together.
I WILL keep enjoying him as often as I can.
I believe he IS mine, he is here all the time.
I am willing to overlook those little peev's he has.
I am going to work on bringing the kink out in him.
I put it aside for a bit until HE is ready to start exploring.
I KNOW he didn't get disgusted at the marks from sat nights play party...
I think he can be perv'd (& I hope to)...
I AM enjoying the butterflies now & the other emotions he evokes.
I will work on his oral skills... that will be the icing...
I enjoy stoking his fire & feeling his heat...
So please just shut the fuck up & let me enjoy him.

thanks...
Steg.

 

[myinnerslut]

Dear A,

i love you.

you are amazing

tonight was fabulous (even though i was beet red from embarresment at that resturant)

have i mentioned i love you?

its so good to be with you again

*yourpuppy*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

Your new gf is so caring good little girl I love it! ~puke~

How the fuck can you let her say I wanna say you are daddy of our unborn just to have an revenge with you?!? Are you normal? Are you REALLY so fucked up to think I would do that?? Fuking hell YOU ARE the daddy of our unborn!! You dont have a clue how I wish you wasnt!!! but sadly you are... ~sigh~

Her saying I would have much more cash if I lie and say you are not is so nasty. Dont you two already have all you wanted? Do you still have to hurt me over and over again?? You did it, I give up and I swear I have enough, so please be so nice and leave me alone. Live your life as I am trying to live mine.

Wish me a Merry Christmas was uhm I dunno how to say it, but from you it sounded really funny after what you have done to me, nvm. Well ehh thank you! You couldnt make my Christmas better... pfffffffffffffft






Dear X,

Sweetie, if you dont like the fact your man will have to pay child support for our second child you just should have not mess with a taken men in first place you little bitch!! Fuck you, I dont care if you like the fact I am having a kid with him or not. Stop fukin care of whats not your prob, this is just between me and him. You are nothing than unwanted intruder for me and I will treat you like that. Enjoy!

I am no danger for you cuz I dont wanna have nuthing with this man anymore, with time you will find out why.

As for me wanting the word to know hes dad of our child is simple. I want it cuz he is its dad, no matter if you like it or not, he is. You could offer me an million and I would still tell you to kiss my ass and said he is its dad, got it? Its not any revenge as you call it tho. ~chuckles~ He is father of our child, thats no fucked up revenge as you say-thats the reality. Deal with it and better get used to it cuz its something that wont change no matter how bad you wish.

PS: Oh and good luck with keeping him by your side!! He left much nicer women than you and me, its just what he does. Use and throw away. He likes you now, but he will get bored of you too no worry. I am crying now - you will cry soon I know that for sure. Actualy I feel sorry for you. You better pray he wont make you pregnant first cuz once he get bored of you he will leave you no matter what and he wont care if you expect his child or not, so do yaself a favor and start thinking of yourself instead of me.

me

 

[minx1]

Dear mum,

I wish....you know

all my love and more,

me x

 

[catalina_francisco]

Dear X...It has been over for 7 years!! Get used to it and remember you cheated on him, you left him, you thought slave meant sitting on your butt and doing nothing all day every day except surfing the net for other men while he was at work...sheesh, you didn't even cook or clean the house, nor give him the sex he wanted most of the time. Put your energy to better use and move on instead of popping up every few months in email, likely hoping I have left and he would be open to sending for you as you suggested before. I ain't going nowhere, and he will never be interested in you again even if you were the last woman on earth. LOL, apparently even if he was temporarily insane enough to be, his friends and family would step in this time as they have told him they always thought you were a more than bad choice and not healthy for him, and he has wished they had been more honest at the time and saved him a lot of stress. Get a life...oh, and no, I am not about to help you get him back in your life, nor back your idea he pay for you to come visit us and stay awhile until you can get a job and place of your own...you think I'm nuts?


Catalina

 

[unfoundiamond]

Dear x

I know you are lying to me...

I can feel it and I wish you'd just be honest.

You don't hide your thoughts well, and in person I could tell you must have been lying about something.

I cannot force you to come clean, and will not even ask anymore...

I am tired of trying to pull you from your shell,

I have all the reason to be scared and look... I am forthcomming and open with you...

Why did you Lie to me?

Sincerely...

Diamond

 

[unfoundiamond]

Dear x

Dear x,

I hate you for abusing me.

I will get away from you, I am good enough and someone else will love me.

I am not a cunt, (whore, bitch, slut or worthless like you say) and I don't care what you say anymore. You are pathetic to attack my character in the attemp to break my spirit.

You won't break me MotherF*er... I have had worse torture than this, and I won't be broken.

I will get my plan finished soon, and I will have a happy home and family.

I will find someone to love me,

I already have.

So... HA you asshole.

 

[sexycaz22]

Dear X,

I am looking forward to our play date!

Expect an email from me tonight!



Caz x

 

[coy_one]

Dear Dad,
I really think it's twisted that you invited my son, ex husband, his new girlfriend and her son to your house for Christmas holidays, just because you wanted to see your grandson. You could have just asked my brother to bring my son to see you instead of them.

I know we don't talk, because of what you did to me last year, and my retaliation. But seriously, you talk of forgiveness and people acting like grownups and you can't even say you're sorry. You and I both know that you were in the wrong that day. And yet, you keep on going in the wrong direction.

Every time I think it can't get weirder, it does. Thankfully I will not be receiving another generic gift from you this year. It always bothered me that I spent so much time getting you something that I figured you'd like and you'd just buy me whatever was on "special" that week. Made me feel like you didn't even know me at all.

Your daughter.

 

[jadefirefly]

Dear X ... err, Ex;

You know, I totally appreciate that you finalized the papers without me. But even a blind retard could see that the last issue was the courts fault, and not mine, so don't be giving me shit about delaying it when I TRIED to reach you about it.

Secondly, here's a clue -- the more you insult me, the more you flail about in emails telling me how great your new woman is and how great your new life is and how great your new house is and how great your new job is and how horrible and awful and whoreish and fat I am, the more I realize that you are still not over me. And that's sad. It's been over for five years. In fact, it really shouldn't even be that hard for you to get over it, because all I was to you was a quick and easy way to get the family you always wanted without having to wait or work for it.

And then suddenly you found out that you did have to work for it, and that emotionally and mentally abusing your wife wasn't going to actually make it work, and somehow this fact has kept you angry and still verbally abusive after all this time? Gods, how do you treat your new wife? Do you hold her freedoms hostage for sex, too? Is that why she "fucks you better" than I did? I wonder.

I'm not the scared, helpless, cornered little girl you found before. I've grown up. I'm sorry you haven't. If it's going to make you feel better about yourself to keep sending nasty emails, even after you told me I didn't need to contact you any more (oh! unless I was paying you back for things I don't owe you for), then you can go right ahead and send them. I will continue to tell you that all I want for you is that you find happiness.

You keep insisting that you have, but it comes wedged between spastic flailing insults, desperately trying to get a rise out of me, and that's not happiness.

You know... it must suck to be you. I don't miss you, and I wouldn't cry if you fell off the face of the earth. You're a sad, pathetic excuse for a human being, and it'd be interesting to be a fly on the wall when you start treating her the way you treated me. It's great to be rid of you, and my only regret is that I loved this general area of the country so much that I willingly moved closer to you. Hopefully you'll never figure that out.

Piss off.

 

[EmpressFi]

Dear X,

Every word out of your mouth is a lie.

Yet you seem to have everyone convinced you're innocent and helpless.

Eventually, they'll all see what type of whore you really are.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Jadefirefly I don't know if you want to do this, but most e-mail programs have an option of you setting up a filter or rule, so that all e-mails coming from a certain e-mail addy, can be deleted, without you seeing them

 

[coy_one]

Jadefirefly I don't know if you want to do this, but most e-mail programs have an option of you setting up a filter or rule, so that all e-mails coming from a certain e-mail addy, can be deleted, without you seeing them

I have done this with my exhusband. I wait every few days and then check the folder when I'm "ready". It's better than dealing with the unwanted when it just pops up unprepared.

 

[jadefirefly]

Jadefirefly I don't know if you want to do this, but most e-mail programs have an option of you setting up a filter or rule, so that all e-mails coming from a certain e-mail addy, can be deleted, without you seeing them

Oh, I may. We'll see what happens. I politely informed him today that he may have noticed by now that no matter how many insults he slings, I'm not going to be affected, because I was more than secure enough in myself right now that I wasn't about to get my poor widdle feelings hurt if he calls me a name. Odds are, he won't be able to resist THAT temptation.

We shall see, we shall.

 

[minx1]

Dear x

i don't understand

 

[doveofserenity]

Dear Ex Sir;

Goodbye.

me

 

[unfoundiamond]

Dear X

Thanks for not believing in me, or me.

I don't need you approval, or attention.

I appreciated what was good, and will remember you for the good memories...
It is my nature.

I am sorry this ever happened, but wouldn't change a thing.

Sincerely

Diamond