Dear X:

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

Thank You for understanding my pain and worries, and even though i said not to come out here; You did. To show me Your test results of 3 months ago, which proved my worries false.

Also, for understanding that while all those thoughts were raging thru me, i did have to go get the initial tests done, for my own peace of mind. i hope You realize and can understand why i feel it is best for me, my children, You, and Your children; that i complete all of the tests, when they are due.

And You were right when You said that he was lying out of jealousy. i confronted both of them today, and after a LOT of bitching on my part; he finally broke down and told me the truth.

i understand completely that the Trust has to be rebuilt, and am fine with that. Until then, You have the collar back with You; as requested.

My sincerest apologies, Sir. i beg Your forgiveness and hope that You can find it within You to understand and forgive me.

me

{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

Thank you for being there for me on days when I laugh and smile
Thank you for being there for me on days when I am blue and cry
Thank you for being there for me when I am chatty and playful
Thank you for being there for me when I am peevish and moody
Thank you for being there for me when I get down and feel lonely
Thank you for being there for me when I am a good girl and
Thank you for being there for me when I am a being bratty bitch
Thank you for hearing me,
Thank you for loving me,
Thank you for not leaving me
Thank you for keeping me
Thank you for spending your time with me
Thank you for being understanding
Thank you for the holy patience you have with me
Thank you for seeing the good in me
Thank you for thinking I am worth of your time
Thank you for picking me and not givinig up on me
Thank you for making me smile
Thank you for making me better person
Thank you for your caring words
Thank you for keeping me warm when I feel like I am freezing inside
Thank you that someone like you do bother with someone like "me"
Thank you for giving me a chance
Thank you for receiving me
Thank you for accpeting me
Thank you for staying intrested in me
Thank you for staying in good and bad
Thank you for not hurting me
Thank you for holding me
Thank you for helping me
Thank you for loving me the way I am
Thank you for calling me YOURS
Thank you you excist
Thank you for entering my life.

The day I get to know you was the luckiest day of my life, I love YOU.


me

 

[subkitty72]

So happy to see you are better, dear K.

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

There's so much I need to say to you. I just don't know how to say it.

~Bunny

 

[myinnerslut]

dear x,

can you tell im miserable, terrified, and cant focus on anything?

~mis

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

So happy to see you are better, dear K.

Thank you Kitty! ~smiles~

 

[glassheartfool]

Dear x,

I know you don't understand but hear me out a little! I know you can't love me and that's ok but you will alwys be with me because our spirits are connected. And even though I am leaving and you pretend you don't care, at that one moment our beating hearts will rush in tandem as my professed love fades from your ears.

 

[MasterPhoenix]

C'mon, MP - get off the fence and tell us how you really feel.

Believe it or not, I did hold back in that post....

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Oh retail Christmas.

I remember you well.

I was also a pussy hair from homicide.

*hands you a drink, toasts." It DOES end.

Cheers!

yes it does, I have been through four of them before, each their own slice of hell... This one has been the worst in many ways...

Pours another round...

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Dear MP,

I am sorry it sucks so bad right now. i too remember retail Xmas and thought of homicide often on those days. (Coincidentally for the same corp. you work for.)

Somehow, HM I have my doubts its a concidence. I think its their corporate MO chew you up and spit you out...

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Oh, MP, it does blow doesn't it?

I work in a mall photography studio. We've got corporate people fucking us over from behind, and customers fucking us over from the front. It almost makes me long for regular retail, where at least you're not investing your personal energy in people's personal lives just to have them piss on you when you're not looking.

I don't put any personal energy into the "guests" as the ghastly corporation that I work for calls the fucktards that spend way too much of their hard earned money on cheap crap from China. Some of them are demanding fucks that make me want to thrash them within inches of their lives with about anything that is nearby...

I can imagine your slice of the holiday hell.

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Dear store manager and your corporate masters,

SIX PEOPLE?????!!!!! Its the week before Christmas, are you that STUPID? Oh yeah, you don't give a fuck because you are home asleep while we bust our asses all through the night to get shit done to make you look good...

I dedicate this to you:
[Boots]
Now when I go to bed it's almost time to wake up
Tryin' not to go to jail, tryin' not to cake up
And even when I serve soda it would be cold as f**k
Chillin' in my sock, servin' ice for ten bucks
And you'd be in the house, all warm and shit
And ya ass got the sweater with the fire lit
And whatever ya want you ain't gotta lift a finger
If ya wanna a glass of water hit the maid on the ringer
Got a job for you under this hot ass sun
Tellin' me to hurry up and get some more shit done
I be so tired when I spit all my word slur together
Got so many calluses my hands are like leather
Watchin' MTV in yo big ass chair
Tryin' out slang words while you combin' ya hair
Ya productivity is wack bring that box here fo-sheezy
Go get some coffee punch out before ya leave
Got cho' feet up on the desk noddin' off to sleep
While I lift, push, pull, dig, sweat, and sweep
I could work hard all my life and in the end still suffer
Cause the world is controlled by you lazy motherf**kers

[Chorus]
Lazy motherf**ker, lazy mother-f**ker
You's a lazy motherf**ker, lazy mother-f**ker

[Boots]
Now you don't wash ya ass, you got a personal bather
If you roll out of bed it's like you doin' a favor
You was born into paper and that behavior
For a midnight snack, you have the bedroom catered
You ain't never learned to drive or tie ya shoe
I got my ear to the street and my eye on you
You got a secretary to write down your thoughts
On how to make us work hard and fatten up your vaults
TV say if ya poor, you must be slow and shiftless
But you pay em' to say that so we don't want it different
Got a cook and a girl to bring the tray for you
You're hearin' this cause somebody pushed play for you
My head is poundin' now and my hands are shakin'
To keep my eyelids open takes concentration
I don't get no rest it's just a stay alive hustle
Making you stay rich without you moving a muscle
You think of people as your tool
So when your dick salute
You have a butler get the phone and call a prostitute
And say your sex drive's stronger than the engine of a trucker
But she'll have to be on top cause you a lazy motherf**ker

[Chorus]

[Boots]
A hundred person house there just to sanitize
You know you don't give a f**k but they all despise you
Millions over millions makin' shit for you to sell
But police on alert just in case we rebel
But it's gon' happen captain, hope ya know that's why I'm rappin'
Want the toasters start tappin' hands and gases start clappin'
Cause this whole system's waitin' for you to kick it in Paris
Or roll through Hong Kong in a rich all carriage
So when you spend a dollat that's ten seconds of my time
And when ya spend a billion that's my life and that's a crime
Cause to me life is hard like a track that I'm reppin' on
Callin' for the freedom of the backs that you steppin' on
Later for the pull up ya boot strap fastened
Hard work got me to the chiropractor
But we can work hard to take back the bread and butter
Cause all these multi-millionaires is lazy motherf**kers

[Chorus repeated to end]

Thanks to Boots Riley for the words of wisdom.

 

[minx1]

Dear X:

I am glad you finally answered your phone.
I am glad the misunderstanding is done.
I am glad it is straightened out.
I apologize for showing you the marks I got on sat night & freaking you out.
*it really had to be done, thankfully you were drinking & a bit more open minded...
I am glad & sorry you do not want anyone else touching me.
*glad because it shows that possesiveness I crave...
*sorry because until you go kinky I have to put the BDSM stuff away...
I know you have it in you... alot of the hints you "drop" are giving me hope.
I am very glad you are insatiable so far, most guys can't keep up to me
I love the cuddle time we have, your body feels so good against mine
I am glad you FINALLY answered my question about the PYL thing...
I am glad I am now your G/F... not a fuck toy or FWB...
you are all I ever wanted in a partner... the kink will be a bonus
I know the adjustments you have made so far, thank you
Love is a VERY strong word that I do not use lightly...
It will come, be patient, I am just cautious because of the others.
I want to be with you & grow. I think we can do alot for each other...

lustfully yours...
Steg

p.s..... I WILL find a rabbit for your truck

(I got the inner critical voice to be quiet for a while !!! )

*grins* so he just needed to think it through Stegral?!

So glad he came through for you!

 

[Homburg]

Dear X,

You. Fucking. Suck.

I would spit at you, but I have more respect for my own sputum than to do that.

-R.



(X is not on Lit. I'm venting.)

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear X,
Sorry but you can not fuck up my Christmas any more then it already is this year. Mom is sick, the kids want gifts i cant afford, you wont give me money to buy them what they want, and i have to celebrate my first christmas ever without my father. You can't top that....you can't make it worse... so stop trying. And as long as i have a refill on my new friend xanax you can't get at me so STOP FUCKING TRYING!

 

[Hisbabydoll26]

Dear X,

Sometimes when you don't know what to do or where to turn...an angel is sent to help guide you, teach you, and show you that nothing else matters....it will be okay.

http://www.lunamedia.org/hope.lunamedia.org/images/father%20and%20baby%20hands1.jpg

 

[Erin_]

Dear X:

I hope you get your priorities straight. There is more at stake than you see.

Dear X:

I really tried to help you. I hope that you can see that, but I honestly don't think you can. I'm afraid that things will continue on as they have been for you, because I don't see you coming to the realization that the only person who can change things for you is you.

I just hope you realize that telling you was hard. I didn't do it to be mean, or to try to seem superior. It was an honest effort to get you to open your eyes.


Dear X:

Don't think I didn't notice your condescending bs. I noticed. Your days of getting a rise out of me are long past. That was really fun actually, to see you trying to push my buttons and having it not work.

Fuck off dude, seriously.

Dear X:

I miss you.

 

[wanting_bunny]

Dear X,
I hate you for not caring.And choosing all those people over me. I hate you for what happened and for taking his side. How could you ever think thats what I wanted when all I wanted was to be a normal little kid. I hate you for choosing his side everyday when you leave in the middle of a conversation or flake on our plans its you choosing him. You think I dont know what you think. What your friends say. Guess what you do have a screwed up kid. And you know what I love it I am screwed up and love every flaw and imperfection(how dare you make me feel ashamed of them when I was younger). I LOVE WHO I AM, and all you get is him haha I guess pay backs a bitch. You can take all you high society, conservative shit and shove it.

Love,
ME

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

Well, I guess it's all out now. I posted a blog on MySpace about you, in spite of my friends telling me not to. It's been up all day, and I'm sure the town gossips have already gotten back to you about it.

But you know what? I don't care. It needed to be said, and if I embarrassed you, I don't give a fuck. Embarrassment's nothing compared to what you put me through.

~R

P.S. If anyone's really that interested in my life , PM me for the MySpace link if you don't already have it.

 

[myinnerslut]

Dear X,

I'm mad at you.

thats hard for me to say. its a tough conclusion to reach.

but im angry. im angry at how your dealing with this. im mad at what you chose to do.

*mis*

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Dear Me,



-Me

 

[nh23]

Dear Bi_Kitty,
I love you!
Nicole

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dear X~

I wish I knew how to tell you just how badly you are hurting me. I work, I come home, I try my hardest to let you know that I understand, I care, I love...YOU. What good does it do? I can't be honest with you about how you make me feel. Every time I try, you act like I am imagining things. This is why we didn't work out. I can NOT be myself with you, I never could.

When I lose it, become unhinged, want to throttle you, I back off. Not because I don't think you don't need punched in the mouth...no I back off because I don't want to prove you right. I can not wait until I finally move out. I am scared if I continue to share a house with you, one of us is going to die...or we will never speak to one another again.

You are not the only person going through shit. You are not the only one hurting, you are not the only one that feels lost and alone. I am sick of biting my tongue to protect your feelings, I am sick of trying to be what you need. I just want to be what I need for once. I just hope after your visit home, that you don't come back here to cause more confusion and anger for me. I don't think my heart could take it.

Me

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Dear Bi_Kitty,
I love you!
Nicole

Dear N.
Thanks! I needed that!

Kitty

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Dear B.

If you go through with "it," you will be making the worst mistake of your life. Well, actually letting her go was the 1st mistake. Just my opinion, take it or leave (and I know you, you'll leave it). You need to open you eyes before it is too late.

Kitty