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Dear X,

What if we each create an alt and pick a specific day of the week to post as our alternative self? Do you think the posts would be significantly different?

-Z
 
Dear X,

What if we each create an alt and pick a specific day of the week to post as our alternative self? Do you think the posts would be significantly different?

-Z

Dear Yang,

Nope. 'Tis why I could never have an alt. My writing style is too distinctive, and even if I tried to hide it, I'd slip up eventually. We all go back to the same old habits, even when we're trying not to sometimes.

~Bunny
 
HM...I have a life raft handy if want to borrow it. I realize this is kinda late..but I didn't recognize you in your AV....you look great. Think it's the smile.

Thank you. i vividly remember the precise moment that pic was taken and the thoughts in my head... :heart:
 
Dear X:
You scare me in ways I don't understand. :eek:
You are timid, shy & cute. I have always liked you but thought you wouldn't like me because I am sooo opposite of you. You smile everytime you see me & I drown in your eyes when I look into them. You pull at my heart in ways I haven't felt in a very long time. You confuse me as well. I don't know how to ask you things with out scaring you off. I don't want to scare you but I need to know some things to understand how to develop with this relationship. I don't think you are pure 'nilla because you enjoy my nails in your back WAYYYYY too much (I am SURE I saw you smile when I sunk them in & looked dissappointed when I didn't draw blood..), You love to mark me in ways I like as well & some of the things that you have said lead me to think you have a kinky side... just not explored it yet... You meet almost all my "must have requirements" the only exception is you smoke... albiet sparingly but you still do... no drugs, drinks in moderation, fit, long hair, employed, no kids (& doesn't want any), clean (both self & home), can budget...
Last night I got scared & pushed... You refused to take the bait. :confused:
I am confused why you want me but glad you do...
I wish you would talk to me more,open up & tell me things about you.
I love your need for affection, I love the feel of your body, I love the way you kiss me, I love your scent & taste...
Why am I scared??? I am a grown woman!!!! :eek:
I want you so bad it hurts yet I don't want you close & get hurt...
We have spent the last 5 nights together.. we spent almost all weekend together, yesterday & today were work so I am thinking we would have been together as well. I won't say I love you, but I am definatly in lust with you...lol

You had me from hello...

Me
 
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Dear X,

Are you sure you remeber you have a daughter??? just asking.... ~sigh~

I heard you have lost your job.. :confused: I am sorry if thats really true, I know how excited you was about this job....

My sister spoke with someone who knows your new gf and she said your new gf dunno you expecting a baby with me? heh, geez why I am not even suprised. Well I should say she didn't know, before, cuz my sister told her about it and she will say to your new gf... My sister is mad at you for what you have done to me so she was more than happy to give your new gf know you will be a dad soon again, not much I can do about it.

Just stop fucking laying to everybody around you and pray your new gf won't kick your ass out cuz theres no chance I would ever take you back. I love you I can't deny, but live by your side is a battle. Battle I won't fight anymore.

I dunno anything about you now. You never call, never visit your daughter, never email me or let me know how you doing... ~sigh~

I just hope you are okay cuz no matter what happened between you and me, you'll be always in my heart and I will always watching over you, but you will never know about it...

me
 
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Dear X

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm.





this is not quite so literal as the lyrics state but the meaning is there
 
Dear X,

I warned you. I really did try to warn you. But you didn't listen to me and you went ahead and poked the bear anyway and now look what you've done. You woke it up.

Something told me you wouldn't listen.
The only helpful thing I can say now is:

BEAR! RUN!



Dear T,

you don't honestly think anyone bought that bullshit for even a minute, do you?

Sad thing is, now it's too late. No one cares anymore either way.
 
Dear X,

i know you read everything i post under my real name...part of me hopes you stumble across this and realize that it is me...part of me hopes i can get this out and it fades away into nothingness.

The first time i called you X, i didn't say it because it was a title and i felt it was what i should do. i said it because i was falling in love with you and it was what you deserved...the most sacred thing i could call you...at least in my mind. i realize that i haven't behaved properly recently. i realize that i have disappointed you, and upset you, but did you have to take that word away from me? i know you said it is only temporary, but it's so fucking hard not to call you X, when that's what you are...from our first drunken (well, i was.) chat...to the first i love you...to now. It's so much more than a word to me...and it's not something i can ever explain with any degree of clarity.

So...since i can't say it to you for an undetermined length of time, i will say it here. i love You, Daddy...to the moon and back, and i am sorry for behaving so poorly.
:rose:
 
Dear Ice on the driveway,

At first I wasn't too irritated, in fact I was relieved you weren't wet when I fell. I was able to continue on my way without too much pain and no wet clothes. I have since changed my mind. My body lulled me into thinking that it wasn't that bad by producing only minimal scrapes and no bruising at all, now I'm at the point where I can barely shift gears while driving or carry my bag.

You suck.

Jez
 
Dear X

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm.





this is not quite so literal as the lyrics state but the meaning is there

big hugssssssss and hopes you cheer up soon:(
 
Dear x,

I wish I mattered

:(

even enough to be tucked in or cuddled. I really need a cuddle
 
Dear X:

You profess so strongly that we are friends; you tell me how close you feel to me, how much you trust me. If we are such wonderful friends, then why do you rarely check on me? Why must I always be the one to instigate contact between us?

I've come to realize that *we* are not friends. *I* am *your* friend, but *you* are not *my* friend. Understand what I'm saying??? :rolleyes:

My life the past couple of weeks has been a nightmare. Yes, I realize you haven't been aware of that .... but there in lies my point ..... have you tried to check in with me to see how things are? Ummm, that would be a big NO! :(

I have seen who my real friends are; I'm sorry you haven't been included on that list. I think I've done a damn fine job of being a friend when you needed someone; I'm disappointed you couldn't return the action.

I suppose you have enough friends to satisfy you now ...

~M
 
Dear X,

I can't wait to hear your voice today. *giggles* I've been watching the clock and planing when I'll call. You said around 4...I'm very punctual, so around doesn't work for me. *giggles* Usually I'd call right at 4, but I don't want to seem like I've been watching the clock...even tho I have...but 4:01 doesn't seem like a real cover either. *giggles*

Can't wait to hear your voice.

all giggly

wenchie
 
Dear God.

I’m sorry, but it’s time for another talk. Maybe you should sit down for this. First things first...thanks for the change in the weather, Monday night. The bulk of the ice we were suppose to get did go a little north of us, and I can safely say we all appreciate that. And the temperatures hovered slightly above freezing for the most part, or the rain we did get would have been a major ice storm, for sure.

Oh, and once again, I have to thank you for keeping my electricity on. I know there are some in town that lost theirs and are still without, even with the small amount of ice we got. And, I’m sorry for the people who live north of us in St. Joe, but we got our major storm in 2002. It's somebody else's turn, this year.

Well, it seems that Oklahoma always gets to participate and that's strange, seeing they are far south and west of us. They always have their share of tornadoes, too. Don't you like Oklahoma?

Oh...we did get some ice, I'm sure you know. But, it wasn't more than about a 1/4-inch or so in most places, give or take. Still, you know that tree in my back yard? Yes, the one that split down the middle in 2002 and fell on my house. Well, a limb weighted down with ice broke off and fell down on my car, yesterday. And, I must say, you have good aim.

That car is 14 years old, and it had several dents in it, when I bought it. I really wouldn't have minded another dent. But, you aimed for my back window instead. I thought that was cute. I came out to go to work last night, and I had no back window.

And like I said...your aim is pretty good. The limb that broke off and hit the window? I found where it hit the car. Another 1/2 inch to the right and it would have totally missed the window and grazed off of the side of the car. And such a skinny limb, too. It had to hit just right to totally shatter that window like that. Maybe the Royals could use you as a relief pitcher. Oh, that's right...we just signed somebody. Too bad. Maybe next year.

You like irony, don't you, God. And, I can see your sense of humor is about like mine...dry. My life has been full of irony and dry humor for the last few years. That window was just another little taste. Oh, I'm getting it fixed tomorrow. $250.00 installed. Yes, I think it's got gold flecks embedded in it or something.

Of course, I can't install it myself, and they know that. No, it wasn't insured. I only carry liability on a 14-year-old car. I would have had full coverage, if somehow you could have let me know this was going to happen. But, money is really tight, and there's more going out this time of year than is coming in.

Christmas is coming soon, and I owe my sister big bucks (Take my word for it, God. Don’t ever borrow money from an older sister. She’ll never let you forget it). Real Estate taxes almost doubled from last year. I'm glad they allow us to pay half now and the other half in May. How this dump can cost me so much I'll never know. And don't forget homeowner's insurance, tags and property taxes on the car and yes, now the back window.

Can I ask you one last favor? Don't let it rain or snow or anything like that until I get the window replaced? Is that too much to ask?

Thanks.
 
Dear God.

I’m sorry, but it’s time for another talk. Maybe you should sit down for this. First things first...thanks for the change in the weather, Monday night. The bulk of the ice we were suppose to get did go a little north of us, and I can safely say we all appreciate that. And the temperatures hovered slightly above freezing for the most part, or the rain we did get would have been a major ice storm, for sure.

Oh, and once again, I have to thank you for keeping my electricity on. I know there are some in town that lost theirs and are still without, even with the small amount of ice we got. And, I’m sorry for the people who live north of us in St. Joe, but we got our major storm in 2002. It's somebody else's turn, this year.

Well, it seems that Oklahoma always gets to participate and that's strange, seeing they are far south and west of us. They always have their share of tornadoes, too. Don't you like Oklahoma?

Oh...we did get some ice, I'm sure you know. But, it wasn't more than about a 1/4-inch or so in most places, give or take. Still, you know that tree in my back yard? Yes, the one that split down the middle in 2002 and fell on my house. Well, a limb weighted down with ice broke off and fell down on my car, yesterday. And, I must say, you have good aim.

That car is 14 years old, and it had several dents in it, when I bought it. I really wouldn't have minded another dent. But, you aimed for my back window instead. I thought that was cute. I came out to go to work last night, and I had no back window.

And like I said...your aim is pretty good. The limb that broke off and hit the window? I found where it hit the car. Another 1/2 inch to the right and it would have totally missed the window and grazed off of the side of the car. And such a skinny limb, too. It had to hit just right to totally shatter that window like that. Maybe the Royals could use you as a relief pitcher. Oh, that's right...we just signed somebody. Too bad. Maybe next year.

You like irony, don't you, God. And, I can see your sense of humor is about like mine...dry. My life has been full of irony and dry humor for the last few years. That window was just another little taste. Oh, I'm getting it fixed tomorrow. $250.00 installed. Yes, I think it's got gold flecks embedded in it or something.

Of course, I can't install it myself, and they know that. No, it wasn't insured. I only carry liability on a 14-year-old car. I would have had full coverage, if somehow you could have let me know this was going to happen. But, money is really tight, and there's more going out this time of year than is coming in.

Christmas is coming soon, and I owe my sister big bucks (Take my word for it, God. Don’t ever borrow money from an older sister. She’ll never let you forget it). Real Estate taxes almost doubled from last year. I'm glad they allow us to pay half now and the other half in May. How this dump can cost me so much I'll never know. And don't forget homeowner's insurance, tags and property taxes on the car and yes, now the back window.

Can I ask you one last favor? Don't let it rain or snow or anything like that until I get the window replaced? Is that too much to ask?

Thanks.


Oh DVS, sorry to hear things are as they are...I hope a Christmas angel waves its magic wand over you soon.:rose:

Catalina:catroar:
 
Dear X,

I am glad you still have your job and I am glad you are SO HAPPY now as you say, uhm .... so ... you're about to marry her... I dunno what to say............

Wish I knew how to forget someone as fast as you.... that would be nice and quite handy. ~sigh~

What can I say? well, good luck in your marriage.... I hope you have finaly found what you was looking for in women.

love
me :kiss:
 
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