BiBunny
Moon Queen & Wanderer
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- Dec 7, 2005
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Dear B.,
Sometimes I wish I could just talk to you. I mean, I know we talk all the time, but it seems like the things that really matter are the things we shy away from the most. I always feel like I'm stuck in a Catch-22 with you--damned if I don't and damned if I do.
Sometimes, I just need you close to me, but I don't know how to tell you. The last time I tried to approach you with some concerns, you just shut me out completely. You don't leave a girl a lot of maneuvering room, y'know? So it always seems like everything ends up being 1,000 times harder than it should be.
I also wish I didn't have to spend time constantly justifying my relationship with you to others. Yes, you're a jackass, but I love you, anyway.
And I do I love you. I need you in my life. There's not a whole lot I wouldn't do for you, even if you do drive me totally insane sometimes. I just wish it could be easier. My granny always told me that nothing worth having came easily, but I'm pretty sure this is not what she had in mind.
Love,
Randi
Sometimes I wish I could just talk to you. I mean, I know we talk all the time, but it seems like the things that really matter are the things we shy away from the most. I always feel like I'm stuck in a Catch-22 with you--damned if I don't and damned if I do.
Sometimes, I just need you close to me, but I don't know how to tell you. The last time I tried to approach you with some concerns, you just shut me out completely. You don't leave a girl a lot of maneuvering room, y'know? So it always seems like everything ends up being 1,000 times harder than it should be.
I also wish I didn't have to spend time constantly justifying my relationship with you to others. Yes, you're a jackass, but I love you, anyway.
And I do I love you. I need you in my life. There's not a whole lot I wouldn't do for you, even if you do drive me totally insane sometimes. I just wish it could be easier. My granny always told me that nothing worth having came easily, but I'm pretty sure this is not what she had in mind.
Love,
Randi
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A friend and I went hiking today to a local state park and I got some great pics of the waterfall and other sites there. I am reminded of your power in the news and am thankful for days like today.