Life changing experience

Great news about picking up a job. t sucks for now, but it's part of building up non-street cred. One job leads to another. I make the mistake of staying far past the expiration. Keep an eye put for the next rung up the ladder, whatever that might be.

And for goodness sakes, man, Bag it up, my man. My plan for avoiding a bad marriage has been not to sleep with girls that there is any likelihood I might marry. This plan has worked well so far but it does have it's hazards. I will say that I have at least liked them all. It means taking a pass every now and again on an opportunity, if I just can;t sincerely find something I genuinely like about a girl.

Lat time I was in the big city I went home with a girl too quick. The funny thing is I was also talking to this other girl, my schtick at times is very direct game. At my age, talking to a younger girl, if I don't make my intentions really clear, they are likely to assume I am just a friendly old man making conversation. So what I do sometimes is talk to them about the process of picking up a girl, as if I'm talking about some hypothetical girl instead of the one I am actually talking to.

Like, I'll explain kino, while demonstrating on their forearm. So I'm working my schtick and this girl that I knew I had met somewhere before, like at a different club suddenly remembers me as 'that guy' she was talking to one time about game. Funny near-miss that she didn't just find it lame, which it can be.

So as I was getting ready to leave, having already given the new girl my room number, she says, "Oh, you aren't leaving are you?' I shoulda maybe picked the other one since the girl I was with was kind of like, hand-shy. My white knight complex likes that but it isn't a same night kind of thing.
 
I know query its just that the woman around here ain't shit. And the ones that are I feel like they are to good for me cause I ain't shit. (Relationship wise) I know I got to tighten up cause my life is important now I got to be the one to change the struggle for my kids. I got to start giving a fuck about the little things so that I could appreciate the big things. I just gotta grow as a person but more so as a man. I'm not trying my hardest but I'm trying but honestly the shit is hard
 
i read somewhere that most gangsta rappers don't live like gangsta rappers.
its part of their stage persona.

just for shits n giggles, what does living "like gangsta rap" mean?

some have gotten killed just like some of their songs.
 
that kinda begs the question, would they have gotten killed if they *hadn't* gotten into that industry?

Perhaps, perhaps not. They certainly draw a hell of a lot more attention to themselves by getting into that industry.
 
i read somewhere that most gangsta rappers don't live like gangsta rappers.
its part of their stage persona.

just for shits n giggles, what does living "like gangsta rap" mean?

More than most ain't really bout that life. But the life they rap about I live. The hood, the trap, the set, bitches and living fucked up
 
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