Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[lil_jenni]

Misty finally told me about our mutual ex's wedding last Saturday. I'd been asking her how it went but wasn't really getting much of a response. But she stopped by last night, and we talked about it. Misty said it was boring and that she hadn't changed her opinion of our ex's new husband, that he's boring too. She said the only interesting part was that one of the groom's friends had tried to hook up with her and she enjoyed toying with home all reception.

I asked if I was brought up, and she said all our ex said was that she had wished I would come but understood why I didn't. I guess the whole thing was weighing on me more than I realized, because I felt quite a bit of relief when Misty told me that.

In other news, Twin B has not, at least in my hearing, said fuck again. Twin A may have said "mama," to me, meaning me, but I'm not sure. The Kiddo was easier. when he started using "mama" and "da", it was clear he meant us. With the twins,

 

[JerseyJade]

This is difficult for me. When I set my sights on something, I don't want it just to be fantasy. I mean, I can do that, but it's not what I want. But if it's all I can have...

I can definitely relate to this.

 

[JerseyJade]

I have a headache. I tried giving myself a climax, since sometimes that can cure a headache for me. Nope. Not today.

I can't do anything sexual when I have a headache. Especially if it's a fucken migraine.

 

[lil_jenni]

I can't do anything sexual when I have a headache. Especially if it's a fucken migraine.

I don't get migraines, but I've seen my mom suffer through them. And yeah, I can see why that would be a no go.

If my headache is in the front, not only am I usually okay with sex, but it can help. Yesterday, it was in front and just wouldn't go away.

 

[JerseyJade]

I don't get migraines, but I've seen my mom suffer through them. And yeah, I can see why that would be a no go.

If my headache is in the front, not only am I usually okay with sex, but it can help. Yesterday, it was in front and just wouldn't go away.

I get headaches when I smoke too much... you know what... and hard liquor. Oh yeah... and when my kids start getting on my nerves!

 

[lil_jenni]

and when my kids start getting on my nerves!

Hey! Me to!

 

[JerseyJade]

Hey! Me to!

Lmao!

 

[13Fantasies]

I think THAT kind of headache is universal for parents.

 

[lil_jenni]

I finished the first draft of the dark fantasy story on which I was working. Misty read it and told me it was too much on the rapey side of non-consent for her tastes. Hubby read and pretended to like it more than he did, probably for the same reason.

Oh well. It will go into my file of stories I probably will never post...

I am also working on a succubus story. It's dark but not very rapey... Kinda murdery, but not rapey.

 

[13Fantasies]

I finished the first draft of the dark fantasy story on which I was working. Misty read it and told me it was too much on the rapey side of non-consent for her tastes. Hubby read and pretended to like it more than he did, probably for the same reason.

Oh well. It will go into my file of stories I probably will never post...

I am also working on a succubus story. It's dark but not very rapey... Kinda murdery, but not rapey.

You go girl. Stories are for you anyway. Who needs them?

 

[JerseyJade]

I finished the first draft of the dark fantasy story on which I was working. Misty read it and told me it was too much on the rapey side of non-consent for her tastes. Hubby read and pretended to like it more than he did, probably for the same reason.

Oh well. It will go into my file of stories I probably will never post...

I am also working on a succubus story. It's dark but not very rapey... Kinda murdery, but not rapey.

I remember reading a story on here about a woman, a housewife, I think, who was forced to fuck and suck some dude and his friends in one of their apartments. At first she tried to resist, but after after that happened a few times, she started to like it. I can't remember how it ends because it kinda got boring after awhile and I stopped reading it, but what I do remember about it was that it was pretty fuckin hot.

 

[lil_jenni]

Hubby and the Kiddo are out doing father/son stuff, the twins are napping, and I'm feeling groovy.

I had a great day today. I helped Misty's roommate (we'll call her Beth) with an open house this morning. I liked it and it went well. I didn't get an offer on the house, but I got an offer from a guy when his wife was in a different part of the house... . I admit I was wearing a nice dress that emphasized my cleavage... why not use it before it goes away when I quit nursing...

And is it wrong it gave me a bit of a thrill that is still lingering? I mean, it was pretty fucking cringe, both because his wife was in the house and he was... not even close to interesting for me. But he probably was a few years younger, so there's that.

It kinda also helps ease the disappointment from earlier this week. As some of you suggested, I took Paula to lunch and we talked about all kinds of stuff. I even tried flirting a little... but as usual with women, it was awkward AF. Hell, I don't know if she knew I was flirting. Maybe Misty is right and I should be more direct. At least then I wouldn't be wondering.

And finally, back to a funny note. Twin B definitely said 'fuck' a while back when I thought she might have. Now she will just sit playing saying it over and over. She's also using 'dada' to mean my Hubby, but she's yet to use 'mama' for me. But Twin A is now using 'mama' for me all the time, so there's that.

 

[ShaneoD]

Hubby and the Kiddo are out doing father/also stuff, the twins are napping, and I'm feeling groovy.

I had a great day today. I helped Misty's roommate (we'll call her Beth) with an open house this morning. I liked it and it went well. I didn't get an offer on the house, but I got an offer from a guy when his wife was in a different part of the house... . I admit I was wearing a nice dress that emphasized my cleavage... why not use it before it goes away when I quit nursing...

And is it wrong it gave me a bit of a thrill that is still lingering? I mean, it was pretty fucking cringe, both because his wife was in the house and he was... not even close to interesting for me. But he probably was a few years younger, so there's that.

It kinda also helps ease the disappointment from earlier this week. As some of you suggested, I took Paula to lunch and we talked about all kinds of stuff. I even tried flirting a little... but as usual with women, it was awkward AF. Hell, I don't know if she knew I was flirting. Maybe Misty is right and I should be more direct. At least then I wouldn't be wondering.

And finally, back to a funny note. Twin B definitely said 'fuck' a while back when I thought she might have. Now she will just sit playing saying it over and over. She's also using 'dada' to mean my Hubby, but she's yet to use 'mama' for me. But Twin A is now using 'mama' for me all the time, so there's that.

It's so good to see so many smiling emojis in your posts, glad you have some time to yourself.

I have to admit I chuckled when I read that you got an offer and not on the house, and I'm glad you're enjoying your cleavage.

As for Paula, who knows, she might be oblivious, or completely into guys, you can't win them all, and you have more wins than you give yourself credit for.

I'd call twin A a win too because apparently it's easier for babies to say Dada than mama.

Again it's so nice to see you so happy.

 

[Klaus_Smith]

Glad to hear your stories continue and today was positive. Can you send some positive my way please?

 

[lil_jenni]

It's so good to see so many smiling emojis in your posts, glad you have some time to yourself.

I have to admit I chuckled when I read that you got an offer and not on the house, and I'm glad you're enjoying your cleavage.

As for Paula, who knows, she might be oblivious, or completely into guys, you can't win them all, and you have more wins than you give yourself credit for.

I'd call twin A a win too because apparently it's easier for babies to say Dada than mama.

Again it's so nice to see you so happy.

Thanks.

 

[lil_jenni]

Glad to hear your stories continue and today was positive. Can you send some positive my way please?

Thanks! And how about a hug to help with some positivity?

 

[Klaus_Smith]

Thanks! And how about a hug to help with some positivity?

A double hug because well one is just a tease.

 

[Azuldrgon]

Thanks! And how about a hug to help with some positivity?

If you're okay with it, I'd like to send some your way.

 

[lil_jenni]

As for Paula, who knows, she might be oblivious, or completely into guys...

When I first met her, I did some internet sleuthing (stalking?) and saw pics of her kissing another woman. Those are long gone from her social media, but they used to be there. That's when the fantasy started for me...

 

[ShaneoD]

When I first met her, I did some internet sleuthing (stalking?) and saw pics of her kissing another woman. Those are long gone from her social media, but they used to be there. That's when the fantasy started for me...

Ah I see, who knows maybe it was something of a cocktease pic for a possible other career before she met her husband

 

[13Fantasies]

A. I bet you look killer in the dress. No wonder he only had eyes for you.

B. Just ask Paula out. Rip off the bandaid.

C. I think one of ours said Dada, one said Mama, and one said No. But Fuck is more interesting.

 

[lil_jenni]

I think one of ours said Dada, one said Mama, and one said No. But Fuck is more interesting.

Hubby insists she is not really saying 'fuck' as a word but is just phonetically imitating me. But yesterday I saw her get mad, yell fuck, and throw a stuffie at her sister. Well, fuck... Maybe that is still just imitating me...

Anyway, I've been seriously looking into becoming a Realtor. Beth and I really have hit it off, and she's encouraging me. And no, we did not hit it off in that way, pervs. She's evidently exclusively hetero, according to Misty. And more importantly, I think I need a female friend I haven't fucked or don't want to fuck.

I mean, my Hubby is my best friend, but he's still a guy, you know.

But back to being a realtor... I did enjoy helping Beth with the open house, and I went with her yesterday evening when she was showing one. It was kinda fun.

It's a big step, and my anxiety is already trying to tell me not to do it because new shit is scary. But that bitch can fuck off. I haven't been excited about the prospect of returning to teaching (despite the fact I've wanted to be a teacher since junior high), so maybe this is what I need. I will have to take some classes and a test, but I can do that.

 

[13Fantasies]

Hubby insists she is not really saying 'fuck' as a word but is just phonetically imitating me. But yesterday I saw her get mad, yell fuck, and throw a stuffie at her sister. Well, fuck... Maybe that is still just imitating me...

Anyway, I've been seriously looking into becoming a Realtor. Beth and I really have hit it off, and she's encouraging me. And no, we did not hit it off in that way, pervs. She's evidently exclusively hetero, according to Misty. And more importantly, I think I need a female friend I haven't fucked or don't want to fuck.

I mean, my Hubby is my best friend, but he's still a guy, you know.

But back to being a realtor... I did enjoy helping Beth with the open house, and I went with her yesterday evening when she was showing one. It was kinda fun.

It's a big step, and my anxiety is already trying to tell me not to do it because new shit is scary. But that bitch can fuck off. I haven't been excited about the prospect of returning to teaching (despite the fact I've wanted to be a teacher since junior high), so maybe this is what I need. I will have to take some classes and a test, but I can do that.

Good luck on becoming a realtor. Maybe have a side hustle for all of the husbands/dads hitting on you.

Kids amaze me. My wife has a potty mouth too. Our oldest said HELL or DAMN as one of his first few words. I thought it was just imitation too. But then he used it correctly in context and I was like

He's a potty mouth like his mother.

 

[lil_jenni]

Belated happy Independence Day!

I had something interesting happen over the weekend. Someone I knew from college contacted me unexpectedly. We had several classes together, but she wasn't a friend, not really. Does anyone use 'frenemy' anymore? Because that's what she was.

A Long time ago, probably more than a decade ago in a thread about college sex that seems to be gone, since I could not find it yesterday, I posted about a threesome I had with her and her boyfriend. We'd had a bet, I can't remember about what, probably college sports , and I'd won. Now, this may seem strange, but what I won was blowing her boyfriend while she was forced to watch. I probably recalled the details better in that long ago post, which is why I tried to find it, but as I recall she bragged all the time about how good she was sucking cock, and I wanted to get her boyfriend to admit I was better, I think. That's all seems a bit vague to me these days.

What I do recall well is that during the BJ, with me down on all fours like he requested, I got quite a surprise. I was busy making sure he knew who was the best cocksucker around when I felt a tongue a place I didn't expect it, namely in my pussy, and very shortly thereafter on my clit. Now as some of you may know, I was in denial about being bi back then, even though I'd already been with two women -- my cousin and a woman at college who went down on me but I only fingered her. So, I was on the verge of telling her to stop, but her boyfriend grabbed my head and fed me his cock again, and then I just let myself go for it. He came not soon after, and then I came. They both wanted me to go down on her while he fucked me, but while I had a good buzz on, I wasn't drunk enough to agree, so I left.

When I told the story back in the old thread, I don't recall if I shared what happened some weeks later, although it think I did. Her boyfriend broke up with her and tried to get together with me. He told me I gave better head and was more his type. Also, he wanted desperately to get in my pussy, because he'd heard I was super tight (he was a good length but not very thick, so that may be why that appealed to him so much ). I was not really interested, but I blew him anyway, this time really giving it my best as there was no distraction. Then I told him to get lost. He never got my pussy, despite begging me for weeks. Then he was back with her, and he was telling everyone she gave better head. But I knew better, and so did he. And I think she did too.

Anyway, that was all the end of my second year, and we only had one class together after that and we ignored each other. Then senior year I met he would be Hubby and left that kind of chaos behind... at least for a time.

So, I get a text from her yesterday. One of my old roommates (who she was always friendly with) gave her my number. She has been going through AA and making amends, so she contacted me to say she was sorry for tricking me into a threesome, something her boyfriend really wanted with me. At this point in my life, having had my own struggles with sobriety, I told her it was all fine and that I did not have any grudge or hard feelings. We then texted a bit. She's also a mother of three, but did it with the regular number of pregnancies. She's divorced (not that college boyfriend), and recently decided she wants to exclusively be with women as she's tired of men.

At that point, I had a suspicion I knew there was more than making amends to the contact. Sure enough, she suggested getting together. It seems my ex roomie told her I was in an open marriage when it came to other women. I made an excuse that I had to go and have ghosted her since, which I am not proud of.

We did exchange pics, before I knew where things were headed, mainly because she said she wanted to see me with red hair when I told her I had dyed it. Or that was what I thought. Anyway, she was always a pretty girl, and she's now a very nice looking woman. Dark haired (like I like) with grayish green eyes, dimples, and a nice smile that is so much better than the perpetual pout she used to put on. And while some of the details of that long ago encounter are fuzzy, I do remember that she knows how to lick pussy.

So, today, as I lie in bed in that afterglow of Hubby fucking me this morning, I'm thinking about it. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to get together. Who knows. I mean, right now Misty and I aren't FWBs, and Paula is just a dream, so...

Any moment, I know one or both of the twins will let me know they're awake, if the Kiddo doesn't beat them to it, and I'll be in the thick of being mommy. But... I can't stop thinking about my old frenemy and whether that's something I might want to pursue. I'd better do it soon if I'm going to, since I've ghosted her a couple of days.

 

[13Fantasies]

Belated happy Independence Day!

I had something interesting happen over the weekend. Someone I knew from college contacted me unexpectedly. We had several classes together, but she wasn't a friend, not really. Does anyone use 'frenemy' anymore? Because that's what she was.

A Long time ago, probably more than a decade ago in a thread about college sex that seems to be gone, since I could not find it yesterday, I posted about a threesome I had with her and her boyfriend. We'd had a bet, I can't remember about what, probably college sports , and I'd won. Now, this may seem strange, but what I won was blowing her boyfriend while she was forced to watch. I probably recalled the details better in that long ago post, which is why I tried to find it, but as I recall she bragged all the time about how good she was sucking cock, and I wanted to get her boyfriend to admit I was better, I think. That's all seems a bit vague to me these days.

What I do recall well is that during the BJ, with me down on all fours like he requested, I got quite a surprise. I was busy making sure he knew who was the best cocksucker around when I felt a tongue a place I didn't expect it, namely in my pussy, and very shortly thereafter on my clit. Now as some of you may know, I was in denial about being bi back then, even though I'd already been with two women -- my cousin and a woman at college who went down on me but I only fingered her. So, I was on the verge of telling her to stop, but her boyfriend grabbed my head and fed me his cock again, and then I just let myself go for it. He came not soon after, and then I came. They both wanted me to go down on her while he fucked me, but while I had a good buzz on, I wasn't drunk enough to agree, so I left.

When I told the story back in the old thread, I don't recall if I shared what happened some weeks later, although it think I did. Her boyfriend broke up with her and tried to get together with me. He told me I gave better head and was more his type. Also, he wanted desperately to get in my pussy, because he'd heard I was super tight (he was a good length but not very thick, so that may be why that appealed to him so much ). I was not really interested, but I blew him anyway, this time really giving it my best as there was no distraction. Then I told him to get lost. He never got my pussy, despite begging me for weeks. Then he was back with her, and he was telling everyone she gave better head. But I knew better, and so did he. And I think she did too.

Anyway, that was all the end of my second year, and we only had one class together after that and we ignored each other. Then senior year I met he would be Hubby and left that kind of chaos behind... at least for a time.

So, I get a text from her yesterday. One of my old roommates (who she was always friendly with) gave her my number. She has been going through AA and making amends, so she contacted me to say she was sorry for tricking me into a threesome, something her boyfriend really wanted with me. At this point in my life, having had my own struggles with sobriety, I told her it was all fine and that I did not have any grudge or hard feelings. We then texted a bit. She's also a mother of three, but did it with the regular number of pregnancies. She's divorced (not that college boyfriend), and recently decided she wants to exclusively be with women as she's tired of men.

At that point, I had a suspicion I knew there was more than making amends to the contact. Sure enough, she suggested getting together. It seems my ex roomie told her I was in an open marriage when it came to other women. I made an excuse that I had to go and have ghosted her since, which I am not proud of.

We did exchange pics, before I knew where things were headed, mainly because she said she wanted to see me with red hair when I told her I had dyed it. Or that was what I thought. Anyway, she was always a pretty girl, and she's now a very nice looking woman. Dark haired (like I like) with grayish green eyes, dimples, and a nice smile that is so much better than the perpetual pout she used to put on. And while some of the details of that long ago encounter are fuzzy, I do remember that she knows how to lick pussy.

So, today, as I lie in bed in that afterglow of Hubby fucking me this morning, I'm thinking about it. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to get together. Who knows. I mean, right now Misty and I aren't FWBs, and Paula is just a dream, so...

Any moment, I know one or both of the twins will let me know they're awake, if the Kiddo doesn't beat them to it, and I'll be in the thick of being mommy. But... I can't stop thinking about my old frenemy and whether that's something I might want to pursue. I'd better do it soon if I'm going to, since I've ghosted her a couple of days.

Good things come to those who wait. Who needs Paula when you have another cutie waiting and wanting to please you?

Its nice she reached out, but a shame about the duplicity. She could have been honest.

Maybe reach out and tell her so. See what she says.

Let things develop how you like since you hold the cards.


Although to be fair, I can't blame her or her boyfriend for wanting you.