Bigboobbabe
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I am CIS female, married 36 years. We met in 9th grade. Dated our senior year. We were apart 6 months when I was in college. Together until 2020
I am 100% heterosexual. I have no bicurious or bisexual leanings.
My spouse, who has had a thing for female clothes since puberty, is transitioning MtoF.
I knew about the clothes before we married. As LGBTQ became mainstream, my acceptance did too. Everywhere except in the bedroom. Feminine hands and nails, bras and breastforms and nightie turned me off
Lack of PIV wouldn't work for me.
We now live separately, hormones have failed to provide all the changes desired and top surgery consult is scheduled.
I am lonely, feel abandoned, feel invisible and replaced as my spouse takes over role of matriarch in the family. I am ostracized by the in-laws and I am not sure what they alienated me for.
My family is unaware, at her request and I have honored it.
My daughter lives with her "Dad" and set the expectation it would always be Dad and daughter.
Am I alone?
Has anyone been through this and come out happier on the other side?
I am 100% heterosexual. I have no bicurious or bisexual leanings.
My spouse, who has had a thing for female clothes since puberty, is transitioning MtoF.
I knew about the clothes before we married. As LGBTQ became mainstream, my acceptance did too. Everywhere except in the bedroom. Feminine hands and nails, bras and breastforms and nightie turned me off
Lack of PIV wouldn't work for me.
We now live separately, hormones have failed to provide all the changes desired and top surgery consult is scheduled.
I am lonely, feel abandoned, feel invisible and replaced as my spouse takes over role of matriarch in the family. I am ostracized by the in-laws and I am not sure what they alienated me for.
My family is unaware, at her request and I have honored it.
My daughter lives with her "Dad" and set the expectation it would always be Dad and daughter.
Am I alone?
Has anyone been through this and come out happier on the other side?