He hugged her tighter. Chloe pressed into his skin. He surrounded her thoroughly. Ryan proclaimed his love, admitted that he never stopped. It pulled at Chloe's emotions. She had never stopped either. Her life was influenced by her love for Ryan. No one connected with her as he did and she had always known she would never marry or date again.
She smiled against him when he said he only masturbated to her writing. She briefly wondered if his fiance..former she corrected..knew that he did that.
They remained there, her on top. He slid out of her but they both seemed reluctant to break the spell.
"What do I see?" Ryan's question surprised her but admittedly it shouldn't have. He was and always had been the planner, the protector. She was the chaos. "I see us. I see us never being apart again." Chloe lifted her head and kissed him fully on the lips. "I don't know what I see beyond tonight but I want it all with you. I want a life with you. There are going to be things to deal with but we will tackle them together."
She smirked a little. "Do you really see us in a church? I always imagined a wedding outside, in a garden. Music..good food and dancing." It was Chloe who blushed now. "I know, more romantic than you are used to from me."
She laid back on his chest, face in his neck. "Do you want children? I always wanted to road trip with you...a van with a bed in the back and camping as we explore. You playing guitar around the fire." Her voice went soft. "I had so many dreams of our life after college so now we need to make some new ones. You have a job.."
and a life that I have upended but I wouldn't change any of it for this moment.. She thought the words but didn't speak them.
She smiled against him when he said he only masturbated to her writing. She briefly wondered if his fiance..former she corrected..knew that he did that.
They remained there, her on top. He slid out of her but they both seemed reluctant to break the spell.
"What do I see?" Ryan's question surprised her but admittedly it shouldn't have. He was and always had been the planner, the protector. She was the chaos. "I see us. I see us never being apart again." Chloe lifted her head and kissed him fully on the lips. "I don't know what I see beyond tonight but I want it all with you. I want a life with you. There are going to be things to deal with but we will tackle them together."
She smirked a little. "Do you really see us in a church? I always imagined a wedding outside, in a garden. Music..good food and dancing." It was Chloe who blushed now. "I know, more romantic than you are used to from me."
She laid back on his chest, face in his neck. "Do you want children? I always wanted to road trip with you...a van with a bed in the back and camping as we explore. You playing guitar around the fire." Her voice went soft. "I had so many dreams of our life after college so now we need to make some new ones. You have a job.."
and a life that I have upended but I wouldn't change any of it for this moment.. She thought the words but didn't speak them.