JMohegan
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It made sense to me.In my everyday life I'm neither submissive or dominant, I do not display "typical" traits of either, I am not in a dominant position in my life, but I'm not in a submissive position either, and I don't feel like I am ever playing a role that is contrary to who "I am." I am submissive in personal relationships (be they with a lover, a family member, or a friend) and in sexual situations. That's what feels the most comfortable in those situations and that's what feels good in those situations.
But at the same time, I don't feel like the reason I enjoy being submissive is because I'm dominant in my everyday life, I'm not. Its just what feels best, and what turns me on, and it always has been, but when I'm not acting particularly submissive I don't feel like I'm playing a role, I don't feel weird or uncomfortable.
I wouldn't say that my "true nature" is completely submissive, but I wouldn't call myself a Dom or a switch either. I guess the reason for that is that in my mind, all D/s, and those "roles" (or states of being, or natures, or whatever) are completely in the context of personal and sexual relationships. I am not "a submissive" or "a dominant" or "a switch" or any other D/s label in my everyday life, but that doesn't make me any less submissive or any less kinky. D/s, to me, just doesn't translate into my everyday life. But that still doesn't mean that I'm "only in the bedroom" or that I couldn't be in a 24/7 D/s relationship, because that would be a relationship, and I see D/s completely in that context.
Does any of that make sense? I'm tired and I'm afraid I'm rambling. I'm not even sure who or what I'm responding to anymore
ETA: I also don't think that the majority of people are submissive. Not being "Dominant" doesn't automatically make you submissive.
I see each person as a complex social creature, with appetites for exerting control, ceding control, asserting independence, negotiation, and compromise that vary widely depending on context and company. A person's skill and capacity for these attributes vary widely as well.