Initiate_me
Strange stories
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- Jul 7, 2014
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I spent the next few hours busy and tried to feel better and did, a little. I told myself I couldn't deal with this right now, that I owed Joe nothing at all, that we were too different. I repeated these mantras throughout the day and they sunk into me and rested with me and I mostly believed them.
I had calls from my father but, with some willpower, ignored them. Unheard of for me- I imagined how angry he would be, never used to me failing to answer, and it scared me a bit and made me happier. I felt more in control as the hours ticked by. I knew what I felt and I knew where it hurt., That could be the first step. I could do this.
I had decided there would be no re-run of the failed grand opening of the gallery. But with partners and artists and distinguished supporters re-assured, I was confident the dream would move forward. Deb texted to say how happy she felt after hearing that we were moving forward and it felt good to give someone some decent news for once and I wondered if we could be better friends. If I could trust her more. It might be nice.
I had calls from my father but, with some willpower, ignored them. Unheard of for me- I imagined how angry he would be, never used to me failing to answer, and it scared me a bit and made me happier. I felt more in control as the hours ticked by. I knew what I felt and I knew where it hurt., That could be the first step. I could do this.
I had decided there would be no re-run of the failed grand opening of the gallery. But with partners and artists and distinguished supporters re-assured, I was confident the dream would move forward. Deb texted to say how happy she felt after hearing that we were moving forward and it felt good to give someone some decent news for once and I wondered if we could be better friends. If I could trust her more. It might be nice.