Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...
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lil_jenni
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Well, it's been a long few weeks. I was sick all last week (not Covid, but not sure what it was either). Last Monday (eclipse day) was okay, but by Monday night I was miserable. We tried sex anyway since last Monday was the end of the my two weeks of no sex, but it was not good. At least I did not have those troublesome intrusive thoughts when we tried... 
We had sex last Thursday, and it was okay as I was feeling a bit better. So, Hubby and I left the Kiddo with Hubby's cousin and spent the weekend in a cabin in the mountains. That was good. I did have occasional intrusive thoughts about wanting/needing/deserving to be hurt during sex, but was able to work though them. It's all still a little off for us (well, for me), but it's getting better.
Oh, and I have now been officially diagnosed as bi-polar. It was something talked about before but as a manifestation of my other mental health issues rather than a diagnosis. But evidently both my therapists and the psychiatrist feel it's become disruptive enough to need treatment as a primary problem. It may be pregnancy related too, which is my hope...
We had sex last Thursday, and it was okay as I was feeling a bit better. So, Hubby and I left the Kiddo with Hubby's cousin and spent the weekend in a cabin in the mountains. That was good. I did have occasional intrusive thoughts about wanting/needing/deserving to be hurt during sex, but was able to work though them. It's all still a little off for us (well, for me), but it's getting better.
Oh, and I have now been officially diagnosed as bi-polar. It was something talked about before but as a manifestation of my other mental health issues rather than a diagnosis. But evidently both my therapists and the psychiatrist feel it's become disruptive enough to need treatment as a primary problem. It may be pregnancy related too, which is my hope...
lil_jenni
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That's what the psychiatrist is recommending. He doesn't want to mess too much with my meds while I'm pregnant. And he wants to see how things are afterwards. But he wants to watch my mental health very closely after I give birth.
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When is your baby due?
lil_jenni
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Babies. Twin girls. And August 5 is my tentative C-section date.When is your baby due?
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Aww!
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I'm glad they have a diagnosis and a plan. Wish you all the best. -Hugs-
