You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Re: Anticipation

My heart sinks a little hearing that, but I understand...

PM's and emails were a concession I made...

Can't we still flirt from time to time? Skin to skin would never happen, but arent visuals OK?

I was very worried about how you would feel.

Of course we can always flirt

Come be part of my journal here

 

[Richard49]

It's good to be missed. i've been thinking about You, and worrying, trying to figure out some way to help. It hasn't been working. *laughs*

No, no baby yet. We keep running me in to the hospital and they keep sending me back. Two weeks of nonstop contractions (mild ones) and they refuse to give me anything to help them along. You would think they know i don't mind the pain or something.

Your thoughts and posts help

It helps tone down the loneliness

This is your third baby right?
They usually just come after the first one.

Yes you were missed
so what was your little holiday?

 

[entitled]

Your thoughts and posts help

It helps tone down the loneliness

This is your third baby right?
They usually just come after the first one.

Yes you were missed
so what was your little holiday?

Well, remind me to keep coming back. It's not good to have You all lonely.

Yes, this is the third one. They just like staying put. Has to do with some hormonal thingy that most people don't have to worry about.

Let's see... Ostara was about a month ago, and Beltane's the first of May. Of course, the full moon celebration was just a couple of nights ago.

*lots of hugs* Remember that You're always being thought of, ok? Even if there aren't any posts up here. Promise.

 

[Richard49]

Well, remind me to keep coming back. It's not good to have You all lonely.

Yes, this is the third one. They just like staying put. Has to do with some hormonal thingy that most people don't have to worry about.

Let's see... Ostara was about a month ago, and Beltane's the first of May. Of course, the full moon celebration was just a couple of nights ago.

*lots of hugs* Remember that You're always being thought of, ok? Even if there aren't any posts up here. Promise.

So you are pagan?

thank you for the hugs

 

[entitled]

So you are pagan?

thank you for the hugs

Yes. Proudly so.

Anytime. You need them more than i do, and i have plenty extra to give.

 

[Richard49]

I do not know what this says about me but

I realized tonight that what I am going through emotinally
with the ending of the relationship with R is

like

it was

my first submissive and relationship

 

[lady-kat]

I do not know what this says about me but

I realized tonight that what I am going through emotinally
with the ending of the relationship with R is

like

it was

my first submissive and relationship

perhaps, Richard, it says no more/no less then that you are human and feel the hurt of her loss...
Why a "higher power" chose to make humanity/us capable of feeling such hurt, is beyond my blonde head this morning....would perhaps have been kinder if ability to "care" had been removed from the mix....


sending {{hugs}} and prayer your way. hoping today is a better day for you.

 

[Richard49]

perhaps, Richard, it says no more/no less then that you are human and feel the hurt of her loss...
Why a "higher power" chose to make humanity/us capable of feeling such hurt, is beyond my blonde head this morning....would perhaps have been kinder if ability to "care" had been removed from the mix....


sending {{hugs}} and prayer your way. hoping today is a better day for you.

I do not think God wants us to feel pain. We bring it on ourselves. It also gives us a chance to "see ourselves as we are" and take responsiblity for it.

It is overcast here and another day in the hoiliday.

 

[lady-kat]

I do not think God wants us to feel pain. We bring it on ourselves. It also gives us a chance to "see ourselves as we are" and take responsiblity for it.

It is overcast here and another day in the hoiliday.

Maybe God might not intend it, but he gave us capacity for feeling pain... sometimes wish he could have designed/planned it better.....

as for bringing it on 'ourselves'.... perhaps.... but we can only be responsible for our own actions.... not another's decisions/actions....

cold and grey here also... and holidays can suck.... would be nice if we could cancel them sometimes....

 

[kayte]

Good morning. {{{{Richard}}}} Hello lady-kat.

God did do things we will just never understand. I do wonder why some things were done as they were.

For example, why was the 'playground' located with the 'sewers'?

 

[Richard49]

Maybe God might not intend it, but he gave us capacity for feeling pain... sometimes wish he could have designed/planned it better.....

as for bringing it on 'ourselves'.... perhaps.... but we can only be responsible for our own actions.... not another's decisions/actions....

cold and grey here also... and holidays can suck.... would be nice if we could cancel them sometimes....

What we need to remember is that we are NOT responsible for others actions only are own ..... and we can not change somethings .. people .... places ..... only ourselves

cancel hoilidays ... yup

 

[Richard49]

Good morning. {{{{Richard}}}} Hello lady-kat.

God did do things we will just never understand. I do wonder why some things were done as they were.

For example, why was the 'playground' located with the 'sewers'?

playground? sewer ?

 

[lady-kat]

Good morning. {{{{Richard}}}} Hello lady-kat.

God did do things we will just never understand. I do wonder why some things were done as they were.

For example, why was the 'playground' located with the 'sewers'?

Hi back attcha Kayte..*waiving*

.... i had forgotten that.... yes, playground always seemed to have a sewer cover somewhere near....


as for God, yes, some things i have given up on understanding.... is what it is i guess.....

 

[Image]

Good afternoon Richard... thought I'd poke my head in for a bit. I just came back from a walk in the woods... The wildflowers are all in different stages of bloom and it's a beautiful spring day here...

Ok, so I'll tell you. I'm in the Smokey Mountains, 5 miles from the Appalachian Trail...

And Merry Meet, entitled... )0(

 

[entitled]

Merry meet, Image!

And g'morning (or is that afternoon?) to everybody else.

i see things a little differently on that hurting thing. i believe that the higher powers have a purpose in our feeling pain and loss. If every day were sunny, we wouldn't know how nice the weather was. If we were never to hurt, we wouldn't know what bliss we live in.

Try to think of this as a time to heal, so You will know how wonderful life will be when something better comes along. Then be confident that it will. Even if that little something better is an exceptional ham and cheese on rye - it's something a little better than normal, and should be accepted as such.

Just my couple of cents worth.

 

[D's mariposa]

Good morning Richard et al....

Technically speaking it's afternoon, but I workd til 3 am, so it's morning for me..

Just checking in, hoping you're feeling a bit better Richard. I know, Michigan can be grey and yucky in the spring. SO I'll try to send some sunshine and a few hugs your way.

 

[Richard49]

Good afternoon Richard... thought I'd poke my head in for a bit. I just came back from a walk in the woods... The wildflowers are all in different stages of bloom and it's a beautiful spring day here...

Ok, so I'll tell you. I'm in the Smokey Mountains, 5 miles from the Appalachian Trail...

And Merry Meet, entitled... )0(

I grew up first in the country
and then when we moved to town ... there were still woods around us .........

I iwsh I could walk further but if woods were closer
me thinks I would walk in them ..........

I have crocroes blooming in yard
I think I will have garden dug up and gras put in
I can no longer take care of it in a timely way
and can not see other solutions

 

[Richard49]

Just my couple of cents worth.

looked like $1.298 to me.

 

[Richard49]

Good morning Richard et al....

Technically speaking it's afternoon, but I workd til 3 am, so it's morning for me..

Just checking in, hoping you're feeling a bit better Richard. I know, Michigan can be grey and yucky in the spring. SO I'll try to send some sunshine and a few hugs your way.

Thank you and everyone for hugs sent

I went into very bad depression last night

Physically I am not doing well today
(I have had worse days)

What kind of work do you do?

 

[entitled]

looked like $1.298 to me.

i'm hurt! Wounded even! Not even worth a whole gallon of gas!

 

[lady-kat]

I grew up first in the country
and then when we moved to town ... there were still woods around us .........

I iwsh I could walk further but if woods were closer
me thinks I would walk in them ..........

I have crocroes blooming in yard
I think I will have garden dug up and gras put in
I can no longer take care of it in a timely way
and can not see other solutions

ah Richard...
i have crocus, tulips, lilac bush/tree, clementis vine, japneese peony, bleeding heart bush, wild lilac, and even a rose bush in my garden...... all planted by my father and mother 40+ years ago... and left to me who came after.....

i simply enjoy the "what is"...... and let nature take care of the rest... besides, i have enough grass to mow already.....


for your enjoyment, Richard, some woods near me....
Autum in NY

 

[kayte]

Good morning {{{{{{Richard}}}}}}}}}


I know you don't like holidays I will wish you a Happy Easter my friend.

I will be off to sing at the Easter Mass in a few. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[Richard49]

i'm hurt! Wounded even! Not even worth a whole gallon of gas!

gggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I thought I was increasing the value you gave yourself to more than infinity

 

[Richard49]

ah Richard...
i have crocus, tulips, lilac bush/tree, clementis vine, japneese peony, bleeding heart bush, wild lilac, and even a rose bush in my garden...... all planted by my father and mother 40+ years ago... and left to me who came after.....

i simply enjoy the "what is"...... and let nature take care of the rest... besides, i have enough grass to mow already.....


for your enjoyment, Richard, some woods near me....
Autum in NY

It pleases me that you were left such a legacy

Legacies are not something we get or leave often any more.

 

[Richard49]

Good morning {{{{{{Richard}}}}}}}}}


I know you don't like holidays I will wish you a Happy Easter my friend.

I will be off to sing at the Easter Mass in a few. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Thank you for your hugs, thoughts and prayers

May you have success in your singing

On this side of the pond it is raining. I represents the sadness of my heart