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As a masochist, what do you get out of hard extreme SM?

She has me put it on the table for a good hard no nonsense cock spanking, and I am not allowed to beg. Very humiliating. My pro Mistress will say let's go in the other room, as she grabs my cock from behind pulling it up hard between my legs. She twists it and digs her fingernails in, pulling up so that I am bowed over and she walks me, bent over, as in a humble position, into the other room where the needles and other sharp painful implements are. And I want her to do this, I love it when she shows me no mercy and punishes me, making me do the most filthy things.
 
Dearelliot said:
She has me put it on the table for a good hard no nonsense cock spanking, and I am not allowed to beg. Very humiliating. My pro Mistress will say let's go in the other room, as she grabs my cock from behind pulling it up hard between my legs. She twists it and digs her fingernails in, pulling up so that I am bowed over and she walks me, bent over, as in a humble position, into the other room where the needles and other sharp painful implements are. And I want her to do this, I love it when she shows me no mercy and punishes me, making me do the most filthy things.
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Replace Mistress with Master and it's all me! I absolutely adore my stuff suddenly being grabbed from behind, pulled back with force, abused, pinched, squeezed, beaten, used to force me to move around... In fact, this is how I initially started my masturbation career many, many, many years ago – apart from a "forcibly move myself around" bit, obviously. ;)

As to the original question: What I get out of it mostly nowadays, is serving and pleasing my Master. He can do anything he wants to and with me. As long as he has fun doing it (or sometimes exactly not doing it), I'm in for it and it makes me happy.
 
SJE 13 Jan 2025


This is a complex question and hopefully, I can properly articulate my feelings about this topic...
First, I'll admit that I've been a "lifelong masochist" even though it was unrealized and unnamed until recently, when I met and gave myself to my Lovely Wife...


There's a freedom that's hard to explain, in TOTALLY letting go, relinquishing all control and FULLY giving myself to another.
The level of trust is immeasurable, complete, and beautiful... as I've previously mentioned in other posts, I call it "Freedom Through Captivity" and it's the most blissful place I've ever been.


I consider it (the pain) as a pleasurable part of "training"... something I've been doing since childhood, as I said, unrealized and unnamed, such as picking up red-hot coals from the fire, then putting them back into the fire, cast iron fire cooking, without potholders, 40+ hours of straight watchkeeping offshore... working in dangerous, life and death situations constantly...
"Eating pain" is a form of training, which gives me the confidence that I can PROTECT my Domme Wife and family in the harshest conditions.


That said, of the utmost importance, the GREATEST thing I get from HARD SM, is seeing, feeling, knowing the beautiful RAW POWER, the "transformation" the unfettered freedom of my Domme, to go deep inside of herself, freeing and unleashing ALL OF HER precious energy upon me!! My purest form of pleasure, is receiving this, witnessing Her turn loose of Any and ALL inhibitions... seeing Her bask in Her COMPLETE OWNERSHIP of me... I SOOOO TREASURE being Her slave, Her sub... I HAVE hit the lifelong, winning "Powerball Ticket" in being OWNED by Her!!!


FTR, subspace is REAL... as I've reached unequaled "highs" from the pain that She so graciously gives to me... Who wants to come down from a high like that!? Certainly not me!
I also have no "safeword" as that would imply some level of a lack of trust in Her... if She ever insisted that I have one, it will simply be "MOAR!" as She's "intuitive" and PERFECT, beyond my wildest dreams!
 
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I watched two spanking videos last week. Great to watch and they made me so horny.

While I was spanked like that it was a little too painful, but the control and being treated like a naughty, filthy little girl arouses me.
 
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