You can now call me the bionic single Dom

thank You

Thank You Sir.
i keep *trying* to give it to God...
but then i take it back....

Hope today *Sunday* You have a better day.
and find something to lift Your spirts..
 
wanderingbrat said:
Thank You Sir.
i keep *trying* to give it to God...
but then i take it back....

Hope today *Sunday* You have a better day.
and find something to lift Your spirts..


I have been working a "fatty liver"
The chinness(sp) say that the liver
is the seat of negitive emotions

Perhaps part/all of negative emotions
the saadness I am feeling
is from the liver cleanse

My prayers are with you and your mom
 
update on wanderingbrat's mother
she has cancer in many organs
they think they have her kidneys working

wanderingbrat left at 2:30 Am
to go be with her

update my friends Chris and Penny
(they own the farm that was CSA till this year
Chris was head butted by a goat)
Penny will give birth to there 6th child tonight
his name will be Silas

Chris speech is improving
still has major head achs
and is trying to get off a narcotic the Drs put him on

They did not do the CSA thing this year
nor even a garden
just the chickens/eggs and other meat products
like lamb/goat etc.

I am still feel lots of sadness
aloness
lonliness
no sence of belonging
no place of safety

I will be making the rounds to the VA hospitals
the week of August 7th
 
Richard I am so sorry you feel unhappy and am hoping perhaps something random will cross your path and bring you Joy and or respite in your week :rose:
 
FurryFury said:
Everyone needs a place to feel safe.

*hugs*

Fury :rose:

well one place I do not feel safe is on these boards
I have been struggling with weather to have all of me deleted
from here including this thread

because of kc
I did not delete it when lady_kat passed
but continued to think about it ... welp...
me thinks I made a mistake
 
What is it with people?
I can understand soemone taking a shoot at me if I have taken a shoot at them
but people like AA who I just ignor taking shoot at me
that I do not understand

to me he and and his ilk are cowards
they would never speak to me f2f the way they do
in cyber

and what do they gain?
nothing
unless attacking me gives them some reward
it certainly do not show any integrity

they want to own the boards
let them go for it
they are far from the home I found here years ago

oh well

more thinking about deleting

What rewards do I get for being here or leaving part of me here?
 
wanderingbrat said:
*smiles* peeking in.. blows a kiss.


I am pleased you are back
you have my compassion for you mom
and the rollercoaster ride you are on
 
"What rewards do I get for being here or leaving part of me here?"


As frustrating as it feels most of the time, please do understand that you do touch people (whether it be one thread or many). We are always going to clash with personalities regardless nor do we want to compete with them for top dog/submissive/whatever your title is. Life is about clashing - clearly look around you and try to argue that one. The bottom line is that sometimes you touch people and hit a nerve - THAT is what keeps ya going. THAT is what keeps you going - teachers are here to pass on knowledge and not everyone is ready for that (hence the bullshit that comes along).


Hang in there Richard and please don't disappear - some of us old farts (that would be me ;) ) appreciate the other point of view.


~kierae :rose:
 
If only

If I could disappear I would probably do all of the cliché things one would expect.

Pay a visit the girls locker room, walk out of a bank with piles of money, and move to the front of the line at Space Mountain.
 
saw_man1 said:
If I could disappear I would probably do all of the cliché things one would expect.

Pay a visit the girls locker room, walk out of a bank with piles of money, and move to the front of the line at Space Mountain.

I think your speaking to being invisable

Did you see a more current movie about a guy
who became invisbale and made love to an ex girl friend?
 
Kierae said:
"What rewards do I get for being here or leaving part of me here?"


As frustrating as it feels most of the time, please do understand that you do touch people (whether it be one thread or many). We are always going to clash with personalities regardless nor do we want to compete with them for top dog/submissive/whatever your title is. Life is about clashing - clearly look around you and try to argue that one. The bottom line is that sometimes you touch people and hit a nerve - THAT is what keeps ya going. THAT is what keeps you going - teachers are here to pass on knowledge and not everyone is ready for that (hence the bullshit that comes along).


Hang in there Richard and please don't disappear - some of us old farts (that would be me ;) ) appreciate the other point of view.


~kierae :rose:


Thank you
I have almost a month of people online and in RT taking shots at me
I hope it has passed
who knows

Thank you for
1) being an old fart
new ones stink :D

2) letting me know I touch you in a postive way
 
Last night I got to spend almost two hours setting up meds and herbs for 5 days
damn
it was not a pleasant experence

wanderbrat is on emotional roller coaster over her mothers journey
 
Thought I would share that wanderingbrat's profile will be changing
she is now my property

yes this is real time
real life
but we meet online

not here
but on another site
 
wanderingbrat said:
* grining and smiling*
blows a kiss to Master


thank you little one :)

Did I tell you I have a flogger made from 13 roses
thorns and all? :D
 
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