You can now call me the bionic single Dom

July is and has been for some time
an interesting month for me

1) 38 years ago on the 4th of July I came home from VN
(I think it is 38 years ... I came home in 1969)

2) around this same time every year is the National Cherry Festival here
some years they have the Blue Angles
this is one of those years
them flying over make feel like I am in Siagon again
nerves are raw

3) July 27th I will have been without any mind or mood altering substances
for 9 years ... without cigs for 4 years...
(I think it has been four years)

I have problems with time

I got the calculator out
It was 37 years ago

oh well
I was given 5 years to live in 1997
and I am still here
 
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another suckie 4th of July
Why did I return and others with better relationships did not?
 
Because we all have our place in this universe which has its own grand plan and time schedule - clearly it wasn't your time and you had(and still have) plenty to tend to in this world. I know sometimes its hard to count one's blessings when life seems to be dealing you a raw deal or is just downright crappy of late, but some days all you can do is breathe and keep moving forward.

Sorry but I just came off my mountain after spending several days up there with my "family" tending to gardens and spreading ashes of loved ones. I had alot of reflecting time to ponder life and death. One of the folks there just went thru major surgery for a horrid cancer this last year. So now we are all dealing with the waiting game, knowing that statistically she has maybe 5 years. We spent time around the campfire discussing where she wanted her ashes spread and what she wanted planted in "her" gardens (she and I have similar love for gardens as you and Lady Kat had I believe :) ).

So hang in there Richard, try to remember some of the good times with the troubled times of the 4th. :kiss:

~kierae
 
Cherry Festival is going on
I think I posted this before

Anyway
I went down to the open space tonight
had Gibby's Fries
and a couiple of corn Dogs
and walked
and walked
and walked
 
I stand corrected

Many here never got how i really stand on online relationships

lady-kat and I never meet
yet I was/am closer to her than most RT relationships

I recently meet someone that was into a D/s relationship
for a number of years and it was real ....

Just as there are make believers/wannabees in real life
so to are they hee ...just more of them ... but that does not make
all online folks make believers/wannbees

online just requires more .... what's the word... cowshine(sp)

to my friends here
Thank you
 
wanderingbrat said:
yes Sir got the sweet rolls.
coffee brewing.
how do You like Your coffee?


How do i like my coffee?
depends
soemtimes just black
sometimes with steamed cream/milk
sometimes with espreso added and steamed dairy

Stired with a submissives nipple
 
Hey everyone
wonderbrat's mother is reported to be dying
and wonderbrat is traveling to her
 
kc
if those are your tits/nipples in your av
they are are lovely and calling me

:rose: :kiss:
 
Richard49 said:
Hey everyone
wonderbrat's mother is reported to be dying
and wonderbrat is traveling to her

Poor Wonderbrat, what a sad time for her.

:heart:

Losing a parent is so hard.

Fury :rose:
 
Thursday July 27th
I will have went without any mood or mind altering substances for 9 years
and without Cigs for 4 years ...

Praise God for NA

I had my annual Diabetic exam yesterday
Monday July 24th
It has gotten worse and is causing more damage

The week of Aug 7th I will be going to appointments
at the Saginaw VA hospital and the Ann Arbor VA hospital
on the 9th I will be having a right heart cath..it is an invasive test
they go in through the juggler ... but they say
(ever wonder who "they" are?)
that I will be released from the hospital within a couple of hours

Emotionally I am doing OK
Spiritually doing OK

Both of these seem to go to gather. Yes?

Richard M. Ask
Certified Herb Specialist
The Natural Apothecary
http://www.thenaturalapothecary.com
rma@charter.net
 
Thank You fury for your kind thoughts..
and Sir ..thank you for Your shoulder during this time.
mom is still not doing so good.....guess its all in Gods hands..
 
wanderingbrat said:
Thank You fury for your kind thoughts..
and Sir ..thank you for Your shoulder during this time.
mom is still not doing so good.....guess its all in Gods hands..

*HUGS*

I'm so sorry to hear that.

I'll be sending positive thoughts your way.

Fury :rose:
 
wanderingbrat said:
Congrats Sir. 9 yrs of being clean is a very long time . Hoping
You get many hugs today..!


Thank you

I did not leave the house

Today, Saturday, I finally went to a meeting
and things happened that I allowed to rob
me of my serinity and joy

I hope your trip to see your mom
will be profitable for you .... I know it is diffcult for you
and your sister .... give it to God
 
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