You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Hi Richard

Omg I am so very sorry....i never ever meant to hurt your feelings.....i feel so bad now....please accept my apologies

Mary

I am the one who is sorry
I thought you knew me better

I was teasing you

Some women like daddy types

 

[MaryBears]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Hi Richard

Mary

I am the one who is sorry
I thought you knew me better

I was teasing you

Some women like daddy types

I just don't want to hurt anyones feelings......That is something that I hate to do.....and there is nothing wrong with daddy types......


See, I am a "daddy's girl".....so to me it is hard to picture me being with someone my dad's age sexually...but that is just a image in my mind....it may be different if meet in person....do you know what I mean

 

[Richard49]

At times I have so much pain over R
There are times I want to scream at here
and vent my anger

other times I just have memroies
that bring pain

I keep remembering EXLAX

this to shall pass

 

[MaryBears]

At times I have so much pain over R
There are times I want to scream at here
and vent my anger

other times I just have memroies
that bring pain

I keep remembering EXLAX

this to shall pass

well...i never would intentionally hurt someones feelings....i know what the pain feels like first had......i have been hurt so many times in my life.....So I try to respect others and treat them well

 

[Richard49]

I just heard from R
second time in week
both times in responds to somethign I sent out in mass

shaking head

God
please give me the wisdom.strength, courage and gidt
of decernment

 

[Richard49]

another recovery friend died

Received phone call today that another recovery friend died

Bill was someone I knew before I got into recovery
and watched him struggle with his addiction

His mother was a board member to the one of the local treatment centers for a # of years

He got hibititus from a blood transfusion
and was struggling with the interferon treatment

No he did not come to meetings
he was supportless for the most part

We are not sure how he died yet
but ..............

I am very sad and angry

Please pray for Bill...his family and for me

 

[Galene]

Sadness, yes....but please don't be angry, Richard

My thoughts and prayers are with you

 

[Richard49]

Sadness, yes....but please don't be angry, Richard

My thoughts and prayers are with you

angry at the disease of addition and mainstream medicine

Thank you ran

 

[kayte]

Re: another recovery friend died

Received phone call today that another recovery friend died

Bill was someone I knew before I got into recovery
and watched him struggle with his addiction

His mother was a board member to the one of the local treatment centers for a # of years

He got hibititus from a blood transfusion
and was struggling with the interferon treatment

No he did not come to meetings
he was supportless for the most part

We are not sure how he died yet
but ..............

I am very sad and angry

Please pray for Bill...his family and for me

Good morning {{{{Richard}}}}

Sorry to hear of your friend. You and he are in my prayers.

 

[Guest]

Re: another recovery friend died

 

[Sir Percival]

Im sorry Richard. My condolences

 

[Ebonyfire]

Condolences on your loss, Richard.

 

[catalina_francisco]

ooops...computer gliche

 

[catalina_francisco]

Sorry you have yet another sorrow to weigh you down Richard. Can relate to your dissatisfaction with addiction, and also mainstream medicine....has it's place but needs many more people in it to open their minds to new (actually long tried and true) concepts and therapies. Take care and know you are in our thoughts.

Francisco & Catalina

 

[Richard49]

kayte, Goldengoddess, Sir Percival, EB, Francisco & Catalina

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers

 

[MaryBears]

Re: another recovery friend died

Received phone call today that another recovery friend died

Bill was someone I knew before I got into recovery
and watched him struggle with his addiction

His mother was a board member to the one of the local treatment centers for a # of years

He got hibititus from a blood transfusion
and was struggling with the interferon treatment

No he did not come to meetings
he was supportless for the most part

We are not sure how he died yet
but ..............

I am very sad and angry

Please pray for Bill...his family and for me

Richard.....my thoughts and prayers are with you.....I hope that God gives you the strength to make it thru this....Take care

 

[redelicious]

(((((Richard)))))

 

[Howling_Ire]

I'm sorry to here about your friend...i myself have lost friends over the years to addiction. it's a hard thing to have happen... i always had the problem of wondering if thier wasn't something i could have done. you have my condolences.

i'm also sorry to here about your on going problems with R, and your fibulator, if you're ever in the dallas area i inisit on your haveing a bagle or something on me. (i make this offer seeing how a drink probably isn't approperate *smiles*)

best of luck to you, and i'm crossing my fingers that good things are going to come your way very soon.

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: another recovery friend died

Richard.....my thoughts and prayers are with you.....I hope that God gives you the strength to make it thru this....Take care

They tell me that God never gives us more then we can handle
I just wish he did not trust me so much

 

[Richard49]

(((((Richard)))))

A little tighter Red

 

[Richard49]

I'm sorry to here about your friend...i myself have lost friends over the years to addiction. it's a hard thing to have happen... i always had the problem of wondering if thier wasn't something i could have done. you have my condolences.

i'm also sorry to here about your on going problems with R, and your fibulator, if you're ever in the dallas area i inisit on your haveing a bagle or something on me. (i make this offer seeing how a drink probably isn't approperate *smiles*)

best of luck to you, and i'm crossing my fingers that good things are going to come your way very soon.

Thank you for stopping by
and for the offer of a bagle

It seems this last year I have lost someone at lest once a month

 

[Richard49]

VA has approved my oral surgery
The cardiologist has given them one month to get the work done

So today I drove to my local dentist
He is in the town that R lives in
This mornings trip was one I made many many times
I even had to go by the corner where she and I stopped
New Years Eve for that KISS

Big emotional stress

When I got home I went to the Sec of States office
to see about getting duplicate title on van

I can not find title
and credit union will refinance van
but only if I have title

Arcadia Bank..... a subsidery of City Bank
is present lean holder

Sec of States office said that they had to have ex wifes sig
or Arcadia had to agree to take her off title......
she is going through BK...so.......

Credit Union called Arcadia and explained they would refinance
Arcadia refused to remove her
and of course I can not get her to sign

so I have no title and no refinancing

long day
to long

 

[MaryBears]

Re: Re: Re: another recovery friend died

They tell me that God never gives us more then we can handle
I just wish he did not trust me so much

Good Afternoon (((((((((Richard)))))))))))))))),

Yes God never gives you more than you can stand and sometimes I myself questions why he gives me so much......But we just have to keep the faith.....And I am sure that you will do fine with what God gives you....

 

[Dumpling]

Hi

Hi Rich being more curious then anything else is what brought me here. I couldnt understand why some one would leave the Mailbox intentional full so as not to get any any hate Mail. Well I never get any and if I did I think I knew how I would handle it.
Now that I read your thread,I understand your predigament,but still dont see where hate Mail comes in to play.
Sorry to hear that your health is in such bad state,I wish you all the Best and a speedy recovery if that is posibble.
I have always said and still do that behind every Person lies a Story. Yes Rich ,do you know the Storys behind the Persons that wish you well,about the Persons that YOU try to critisize?
Your not always very Diplomatic with your Post replys. think about that my Friend . I myself have problems but I dont like to
talk about it and Iam sure so have many other here.
I can see that your are looking for strenght from your Friends here
so that you can go from day to day I wish you well,and if a Hug will make your Day a little brighter((((((R))))))) so be it.
But please consider others as well which Story you dont know.
Dumpling

 

[catalina_francisco]

Re: Hi

Hi Rich being more curious then anything else is what brought me here. I couldnt understand why some one would leave the Mailbox intentional full so as not to get any any hate Mail. Well I never get any and if I did I think I knew how I would handle it.
Now that I read your thread,I understand your predigament,but still dont see where hate Mail comes in to play.
Sorry to hear that your health is in such bad state,I wish you all the Best and a speedy recovery if that is posibble.
I have always said and still do that behind every Person lies a Story. Yes Rich ,do you know the Storys behind the Persons that wish you well,about the Persons that YOU try to critisize?
Your not always very Diplomatic with your Post replys. think about that my Friend . I myself have problems but I dont like to
talk about it and Iam sure so have many other here.
I can see that your are looking for strenght from your Friends here
so that you can go from day to day I wish you well,and if a Hug will make your Day a little brighter((((((R))))))) so be it.
But please consider others as well which Story you dont know.
Dumpling

I daresay Richard could do without this posting and I for one think it not only poor taste, but extremely bad manners to post it on Richard's own thread. I am always saying everyone has their story, but for the first time in a long time find myself uninterested in hearing it as I think the posting you have placed here has pretty much indicated what yours may be. Sorry if that offends you but think you should know a little about what you talk about, live and experience life a bit more, and think before hitting the submit button.

Catalina