You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

I have not had a real chance to see if I can use a flogger harder and faster since the bionics ..... may my lack of that activity is contrubiting to my depression

So much of life I will never understand and yet I am suppose to live life on lifes terms

 

[Richard49]

Things will be fine. In many ways it is a good thing. He does believe I need my privacy too. He is very uncomfortable with the type of relationship I am in.

His is a 'vanilla one' and in fact she is divorced as her ex had wanted to get into a D/s type of arrangement and she would have nothing to do with it. He has since found what he is looking for. But, she and my soon to be ex don't care for that type of thing at all and think of it as 'terrible'.

Bet they have lots to talk about now!!!!

All the women that have been SOs have been submissives even if they did not know it when we first taged up

 

[Goddess Helena]

Warm gentle hugs to you, Richard.

You are a kind and lovely man.


Helena

 

[Richard49]

Warm gentle hugs to you, Richard.

You are a kind and lovely man.


Helena

Thank you my lady

 

[Richard49]

I will be without a computer for the next few days

I hope to be back soon

 

[Richard49]

I am back online and here

This is a the first VD that as an adult I have been alone
Not fun

 

[kayte]

I am back online and here

This is a the first VD that as an adult I have been alone
Not fun

Richard ~ I am glad you are back. Sorry you are alone. Sending you strong positive thoughts.

 

[Richard49]

Richard ~ I am glad you are back. Sorry you are alone. Sending you strong positive thoughts.

thank you kayte

 

[Richard49]

So where are my freinds?

ok
so I have none

 

[Goddess Helena]

Somehow that doesn't sound right, Richard.


Helena

 

[Richard49]

Somehow that doesn't sound right, Richard.


Helena

Was the pitch of my tone to high ?

 

[kayte]

Was the pitch of my tone to high ?

Hi Richard. Giving you a gentle hug and a kiss on the cheek. I think the pitch and tone of your voice is just fine.

 

[Richard49]

Today I have dentist appointment
I will be seeing my Ex SO there

I miss her greatly and do not understand
1) why she seems to be avoid communication
2) why she does not see that her son and I are/were building a relationship ...

oh well .... just confused and a little depressed
Keep me in you prayers or whatever you do

 

[Cirrus]

I don't pray, but I'll keep you in my thoughts.

This is going to sound cornball as hell, but it's what I really believe...everything, even the bad things in our lives, happen for some reason or another. Ever hear the Garth Brooks song Unanswered Prayers?

Good thoughts to you, and everything will work out, even though it doesn't seem like it now.

 

[Richard49]

I don't pray, but I'll keep you in my thoughts.

This is going to sound cornball as hell, but it's what I really believe...everything, even the bad things in our lives, happen for some reason or another. Ever hear the Garth Brooks song Unanswered Prayers?

Good thoughts to you, and everything will work out, even though it doesn't seem like it now.

Thank you

A resent pray I have learned has helped
"God ... I do not want this but if it is your will that I have it .... give me the courage to accept it."

 

[Richard49]

Yes I am using this thread to post to those that care what is going on with me and my life ....

I just got two phone calls ...
1) from Ex So .. she was filling out the new patent form for the denist for me ... go figure
2) from the motel I stayed at the last time I was at Ann Arbor VA ... saying VA would not pay even though VA had given me a voucher ... the bill motel sent was in Ex SOs name .... gggrrrrrrr

BTW Ex Sos name is Rachel and her son is Stephen

 

[kayte]

Yes I am using this thread to post to those that care what is going on with me and my life ....

I just got two phone calls ...
1) from Ex So .. she was filling out the new patent form for the denist for me ... go figure
2) from the motal I stayed at the last time I was at Ann Arbor VA ... saying VA would not pay even though VA had given me a voucher ... tthe bill motel sent was in Ex SOs name .... gggrrrrrrr

BTW Ex Sos name is Rachel and her son is Stephen

Grrrrrrr !!!!!! to the VA and the motel.

 

[Richard49]

Grrrrrrr !!!!!! to the VA and the motel.

dealing with VA is a nightmare that no one should ever have to deal with ......

 

[kayte]

dealing with VA is a nightmare that no one should ever have to deal with ......

You are right. So sorry you have to deal with them in addition to everything else.

 

[pet petra]

My thoughts are with you

Wow Richard,

I'm sorry to hear about your heart condition. I hope it will improve soon and you're feeling well in no time.

I have always enjoyed reading your posts. I find them insightful, smart and gentle.

I am sending you thoughts and prayers of good health and recovery..

Take care..Petra

 

[pet petra]

As an optician, I have dealt with the VA on numerous occasions and I have encountered nothing but incompetence and complacency on their part. Why is it that all of their paperwork mysteriously dissappears and/or gets lost?? My father is a veteran, and I feel that the VA should give our hard working soldiers and retired the best of care possible.

My thoughts are with you.. The VA is a nightmare.. take care and raise hell with those VA idiots!

Good luck! Petra

 

[Richard49]

Re: My thoughts are with you

Wow Richard,

I'm sorry to hear about your heart condition. I hope it will improve soon and you're feeling well in no time.

I have always enjoyed reading your posts. I find them insightful, smart and gentle.

I am sending you thoughts and prayers of good health and recovery..

Take care..Petra

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers

My heart will NEVER get better. VA has strongly suggestrd that I get on the heart transplant list. I have my reservations

However none of these stops me from using a flogger with skill or other "physical/sexual" enjoyments

I have been arounf lit for about a year ... and God knows I have posted .. almost 3000 of them .... I hope I do not bore you or anyone

 

[Richard49]

As an optician, I have dealt with the VA on numerous occasions and I have encountered nothing but incompetence and complacency on their part. Why is it that all of their paperwork mysteriously dissappears and/or gets lost?? My father is a veteran, and I feel that the VA should give our hard working soldiers and retired the best of care possible.

My thoughts are with you.. The VA is a nightmare.. take care and raise hell with those VA idiots!

Good luck! Petra

You are to kind to the VA

Because of role as an activist and politican I get better care then most .... is not that scarey?

 

[Richard49]

Yes I am using this thread to post to those that care what is going on with me and my life ....

I just got two phone calls ...
1) from Ex So .. she was filling out the new patent form for the denist for me ... go figure


BTW Ex Sos name is Rachel and her son is Stephen

Rachel was at denitist office
Denitist told me the infection
( Not cavites)
was so bad that all my teerth should be pulled and dentures

We sall see what VA says
They have to pay for it

I can not picture going without at lest dentures
Toothless Dom

Rachel and I sort of talked about some things
like the day care center closing in two weeks that Stephen goes to and what she has been doing about that etc.

Then she said she was going home to exersis and I could come over if I wanted ... I passed .....

So strange

 

[Richard49]

Stephen asked to stay with me well Rachel went to Dr.
He and I played a Star Track game
when it was over he played computer games

When Rachel picked him up she committed on good I looked, that she could tell I had really been taking care of myself
and "see you do not need a woman......"

Where do females get these strange thoughts?