Why am i submitting to this woman? Am i bisexual?

[Not Normal]

fucking wankers.

i don't know a single actual woman on here who leads with her breast size. hi. i'm 5'5" and a 38 F-uck you. my curvy body is such a problem, i just don't know what to do.

That's what set off my sensors as well.

Where's the fun in that?

I quite enjoy reading horrible made up stories by men pretending to be women. I find it rather amusing.

True!

In head to toe satin, no less.

What, you don't wear satin head to toe every day?

 

[RobDownSouth]

Where's the fun in that?

I quite enjoy reading horrible made up stories by men pretending to be women. I find it rather amusing.

#HeTriesSoooHard

 

[butters]

fucking wankers.

i don't know a single actual woman on here who leads with her breast size. hi. i'm 5'5" and a 38 F-uck you. my curvy body is such a problem, i just don't know what to do.

In head to toe satin, no less.

i know, right?

but, for me, best of all was this phrase used after explaining she let the lesbian stroke her back for ten minutes, then grope her arse for a while, and THEN repeatedly grope her breasts:

" I have a thing with personal space.”

 

[butters]

of course, it's possible the OP is, indeed a woman, who's writing this stuff as fantasy material and - well - just isn't a very good writer.

 

[Not Normal]

I must have lived a very sheltered life... I had never heard of this phenomenon until Lit. It's a very elaborate scheme (kind of, all things considered with what I know now) to get a load off. Especially with all the free porn on line. Different strokes I guess.

 

[adrina]

Didn't do that intentionally, but when I realized it after I wrote it I let it be.

 

[Super-Surprise]

 

[AnneSexton]

In head to toe satin, no less.

Ahahahahahaha. That was my favorite part.

 

[Marla1977]

Ahahahahahaha. That was my favorite part.

I like satin and silk clothes and I wear them well. I feel much better when I dress up and present myself as the best I can be. I have had the experience of women being jealous of me. I should not have to suffer for what I like because other women have low self esteem and don’t see the gifts they have within themselves. I have a more stylish sense of fashion. I never wear anything trashy, I keep myself well covered and strive for professionalism and class.

There are dresses that I can never wear because, while on someone with smaller breasts it would look ok, on me it looks vulgar. This issue of vulgarity isn’t something that I would have necessarily impressed upon myself, but rather the reaction that I get from people. I would love to wear strappy dresses with little triangle cups! I would love to wear certain shirts and blouses without something underneath for the sake of modesty (well, someone else’s idea of modesty not necessarily my own). I wear almost always my satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. I don't wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. The truth is I regulate a lot of what I wear so that people won’t take it as an invitation to touch, stare, or speak to or about my breasts or ass.

 

[heathergives]

 

[Saint Peter]

I understand completely. I can only wear baggy sweat pants in public to keep the women and RWCJers from staring at my massive junk. If there is a headwind I walk backwards to conceal my package. Aerodynamics is not always your friend.

 

[Marla1977]

I understand completely. I can only wear baggy sweat pants in public to keep the women and RWCJers from staring at my massive junk. If there is a headwind I walk backwards to conceal my package. Aerodynamics is not always your friend.

I don’t wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I tower over plenty of men and women. When I am feeling stressed, blue, or overwhelmed, I will dress up a bit more than usual and put more time and effort into my hair and make up. I think it’s part of the ‘fake it til you make it’ mentality that I have adopted. If I look pretty, it helps me to feel a little better.And very often, to cheer myself up, I’ll wear red.Btw, that doesn’t mean I’m always down when I wear red, just that sometimes red is my way of subconsciously sending myself positive messages. It puts me in better spirits when I look fab. It helps me feel fab on less fab days.I always dress up when I’m feeling down.In fact I think the more down I feel the more I dress up, put make up and such.Partly because it’s the fake till you make mentality, partly because I have no patience for feeling sorry for myself.I definitely feel better and more competent/capable of getting through the day if I dress up a little extra on the days when I don’t feel good, but have something pretty important going on.I’ve been doing a lot of that lately.

 

[heathergives]

https://youtu.be/6bAPlojfgO0

 

[Saint Peter]

I don’t wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I tower over plenty of men and women. When I am feeling stressed, blue, or overwhelmed, I will dress up a bit more than usual and put more time and effort into my hair and make up. I think it’s part of the ‘fake it til you make it’ mentality that I have adopted. If I look pretty, it helps me to feel a little better.And very often, to cheer myself up, I’ll wear red.Btw, that doesn’t mean I’m always down when I wear red, just that sometimes red is my way of subconsciously sending myself positive messages. It puts me in better spirits when I look fab. It helps me feel fab on less fab days.I always dress up when I’m feeling down.In fact I think the more down I feel the more I dress up, put make up and such.Partly because it’s the fake till you make mentality, partly because I have no patience for feeling sorry for myself.I definitely feel better and more competent/capable of getting through the day if I dress up a little extra on the days when I don’t feel good, but have something pretty important going on.I’ve been doing a lot of that lately.

Be happy. If getting there means wearing red or wearing baggy sweatpants, go for it. I am an old dude. What the world thinks of the way I look carries little weight. I am also a tall. I have never met a woman that towers over me. Sounds like fun!

The thread has drifted a bit. Your OP brings to the table a great topic for the board. I will write your story for you. Hook up with the Grabby One and let her stroke your satin and make you fall of the Earth.

 

[Debbie]

Your story seems a little far fetched. (We get a few trolls here who make up profiles for their entertainment) so I'm sorry if I seem a little wary.


I have personal space issues because I am extremely shy. If some random stranger hugs me I go into panic mode and then back away but I guess everyone is different. You are not a slut. If she was feeling you up and you didnt want her to touch you she should have stopped.



But in the spirit of goodwill and the small possibility this did happen to you?

My advice would be to avoid the person at all costs especially since she is handsy and you don't want her to touch you.

Maybe she will just give you a wide berth from now on.


Talk to your hubby again and ask him if he will go to the drs with you to get his testosterone levels checked and a have a man wof (warrant of fitness) just to make sure he is ok and perhaps some suggestions to help with the lack of sexxxy going on between you.

 

[Marla1977]

Your story seems a little far fetched. (We get a few trolls here who make up profiles for their entertainment) so I'm sorry if I seem a little wary.


I have personal space issues because I am extremely shy. If some random stranger hugs me I go into panic mode and then back away but I guess everyone is different. You are not a slut. If she was feeling you up and you didnt want her to touch you she should have stopped.



But in the spirit of goodwill and the small possibility this did happen to you?

My advice would be to avoid the person at all costs especially since she is handsy and you don't want her to touch you.

Maybe she will just give you a wide berth from now on.


Talk to your hubby again and ask him if he will go to the drs with you to get his testosterone levels checked and a have a man wof (warrant of fitness) just to make sure he is ok and perhaps some suggestions to help with the lack of sexxxy going on between you.

I guess the point of writing this is to see if anyone can relate and set me at ease -- even for a little while! . The most distressing is the fear that I will become a cheating bisexual whore. I am avoiding this short skinny creepy woman groper, but she lives three houses from me. I'm 100% percent straight. I'm not attracted to this ugly short skinny woman neighbor or anything.

 

[Marla1977]

I understand completely. I can only wear baggy sweat pants in public to keep the women and RWCJers from staring at my massive junk. If there is a headwind I walk backwards to conceal my package. Aerodynamics is not always your friend.

I tower over plenty of men and women. I love my height and my curvy stature. I love satin and silk clothes and dressing up too. I am always in high heels with hair and makeup done. That’s just who I am. I love dressing up, I’ve tried dressing down, but I always end up changing. My clothes are there to be worn! People always ask me why I’m so dressed up. I always like to dress on my best, because I also feel great when I’m dressed pretty. Once, i’d been to the hairdressers and was off to do a little shopping afterwards and the girl at the salon asked where i was going looking so glamorous – i said i was going shopping and she was like “really? You look so glammed up to be going shopping!” I don’t mind though, i’d rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed. I am uncomfortable in social settings and it takes me a while to feel comfortable around other people. I've been asked soooo many times 'Why are you so serious?' when I'm not feeling serious at that moment. I unintentionally tend to give off an unfriendly aura which has led people to ask if I dislike them. When I feel nervous I try to compensate by being really confident. I guess other people take that as me being arrogant. I've been told I come across as stuck up/snobby full of myself, narcissistic, stuck up etc., and also very unwelcoming to new people. Technically the second part is true as new people terrify me, but the first bit is very untrue. And the truth is, i just can't talk to everyone... not that i don't want to. I just need time to open myself to people. To relax and open up. I hate that I come off like that.

When I do speak with people, I tend to be overly nice to compensate and I guess that comes off as fake which definitely doesn't help the situation. People around me (except for the ones who truly know me) have always said that I come across as snobby, stuck on myself, and unfriendly. The truth is, I'm just really shy and insecure when it comes to socializing with people. I do have several close friends, but it bugs me that A LOT of people think I'm a snob when that couldn't be further from the truth. I have been told that I seem snobby and it is because I don't speak up in groups where I am not comfortable. I have had people ask me if I thought I was better than others.

 

[girlsmiley]

I guess the point of writing this is to see if anyone can relate and set me at ease -- even for a little while! . The most distressing is the fear that I will become a cheating bisexual whore. I am avoiding this short skinny creepy woman groper, but she lives three houses from me. I'm 100% percent straight. I'm not attracted to this ugly short skinny woman neighbor or anything.

If anyone can relate it's MsAnn.

Another guy pretending to be famale.

You realise actual women post here, right? Sheesh.

It's like a Que alt or something.

 

[heathergives]

 

[Pookie]

I was very reluctant to register here but I've been dealing with these feelings for a while now and I feel like there's no one I can talk to. I am a 42 year old heterosexual woman. What is wrong with me? My husband and I have been married for 12 years and have a 11year old daughter! I am 5ft10 tall heterosexual curvy hourglass shaped attractive brunette. I have very large breasts(32GG) and i do have a big butt. I don't intend to dress in any particular 'way' for anyone. I just wear what I like. I don't 'ask' for anything. I don't ask to be groped. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am always on high heels and full make up on. If you are curvy, tall and busty, many clothes tend to look sexier on you than on a thin person. So things that fit properly that are relatively conservative can be suddenly too revealing and sexy when you put it on. This happens to me a lot. I wear almost always my satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. I don't wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I tower over plenty of men and women. I was sexualised from a very early age, and shamed for the way my body looks - something I have no control over. I can't help how wide my hips grow or how big my breasts get.

My mother used to shame me for the way my body looked. If I wanted to wear a skirt or dress, she always discouraged it, she always thought my skirt was 'too short' or 'too tight', or there was something wrong with my dress-sense. There's always guys flirting or asking me for my number. When I go out in public guys start talking to me and subtly try to ask me out. I mention I have a husband but some of them wont go away. I have trouble being mean so i cant get them to leave me alone. I end up getting stressed by it. The irony is that all this time I've been afraid of men, perceiving any touch as a sexual advance that I should fear - when really, it was a short, skinny old woman I should have feared. My story just seems so implausible that I feel I won't be believed.

I moved here with my family 4 months ago. There is this 53year old skinny short 5ft3 tall wrinkled face thin lips green eyes grayhaired masculine ugly lesbian woman who lives three houses from me. 13 days ago i attended this wine store opening party. I was wearing a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top,black satin pencil skirt, sheer black pantyhose and 5 inch heels purple shoes. This woman my lesbian neighbor was there.Before this wine store opening party I had only spoken her once. She walked up to me and she placed her right hand on my back and started rubbing in circular motions."I'm sorry,"s he whispered - "It's just that i can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric". I was speechelless. She kept rubbing my back with her right hand for like 10 minutes. Then she began furthering her reach and casually brushed across my butt. Then she did it again and left her hand there. I was talking with other women she was standing beside me with her right hand caressing my ass. Then she started rubbing my back, arms, shoulders and my ass as she was standing behind me. "I'm sorry,"she said - "It's just that i can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric. It is not sexual at all.It's just so soft and smooth, - do you mind if I feel it for just a moment more? ". .

Then she hugged me from the back and her hands subtly cupped my breasts and started to caress them. She was caressing and patting my breasts. I was just standing stiff as a board not saying a word while she was feeling up my boobs for like 5 minutes as people watched. Other people were weirded out but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening.I think that the women were in shock themselves? Some people don’t like to get involved if they feel uncomfortable or not sure what is going on. Also I am physically stronger than this woman my neighbor . I am 5ft10 tall well built well endowed and curvy. She is masculine but she is 5ft3 tall and skinny. I was on 5inch high heels she was in sneakers.Standing next to me she looks like a midget. She is tiny short skinny 53year old masculine woman. She is not intimidating.
.

As she was holding me from behind with her hands patting and caressing my breasts i I developed sensation! I got super aroused. Then i sat on a chair. She sat next to me on my right side. She invaded my personal space repeatedly. She hugged me around my waist with her left hand, rubbing my right arm and shoulder with her right hand. I got up, while she was still sitting and she rubbed my ass with her both hands.

As we were leaving i pulled her aside and said to her " I have a thing with personal space.” I explained to her that it is making me uncomfortable that i understand that she is friendly and tactile but i feels a little uncomfortable when she touches me. I said that i am straight and that i never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female and that just thinking about possibly kissing a female makes me cringe. She said to me that i am mis-reading the creep factor. Then she said to me " You are an arrogant snob ! You stupid overdressed cow. Standing next to you i look like a midget. You are physically stronger than me. It's just that i can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric." Also she said that she is an extroverted, touchy-feely, huggy person. As she was standing in front of me( her face is exactly the level of my breasts) she said "Your boobs are sooo large" and reached out with her both hands and grabbed my boobs and jiggled and squished them. I was too shocked to say anything about it. She was feeling up, squeezing and jiggling my boobs for like 10 minutes . I was just standing there stiff as a board while she was feeling up my boobs . I was just standing there in the middle of the parking lot kind of awkwardly letting it happen. Even i was unable to speak coherently.I was going “ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” ” errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrr” for ages and ages while she was rubbing my breasts. Then we walked to our cars and we left.

What is wrong with me? I’m so ashamed that I couldn’t even say no or push this short skinny old neighbor woman away. I do not see myself as a victim.I really enjoyed having my breasts and ass touched by this ugly skinny midget woman , so I love this. When her hands were rubbing my ass or squeezing and feeling up my breasts i got groinal responses. I know you can't help feelings of arousal, but what bothers me is i worry about letting myself enjoy them. know that this doesn't mean that I'm gay as such, because I've had sex with men and I like men! I'm so worried that this isn't normal! Having my ass rubbed and my breasts squeezed, jiggled and massaged(over clothes) by this ugly short skinny creepy woman my neighbor is something I liked. What is wrong with me? I am a straight woman, I love men, simple! I am straight and I am completely 100 percent straight. I have never been attracted to a woman sexually. I am STRICTLY hetero. Even the thought of eating out a vagina makes me gag. I've never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female. Also this groper neighbor dyke is ugly and repulsive to me. So i feel like since i got my feelings of arousal from the groinal responses then i'm a bisexual cheating whore. Is this normal or am i horrible?? I think i'm a a slut. I'm 100% percent straight. I'm not attracted to this ugly short skinny woman neighbor or anything. Please give me some advice!!!!!!!!!

I must admit that i it turned me on that this ugly short skinny masculine woman that would not even be anywhere near my league was so dominant and aggressive with me. What is wrong with me? My mind hasn't been able to think straight in days. I love my husband and he loves me so much. We have a wonderful and caring marriage. We hug and kiss and don't care about showing our love to the world.



But,

Over the past four years or so my husbands sex drive as been super low. To the point where if he doesn't initiate sex, we don't have sex more than once every month unless I initiate it. He loves sex, and it's very easy for me to turn him on and get things going, the problem is is that I'm getting tired of being the only one to initiate it.



He tells me he thinks I'm beautiful and sexy all the time, but sexually I feel undesired and like he no longer finds me attractive to the point of wanting to have sex with me.



I have mentioned this to him countless times, and in our conversations we both cry, he apologizes and reaffirms his love and affection for me. He promises to be better because he claims he wants sex. He's just tired, or doesn't think of it, or something.



The thing is, we have had this conversation so many times and nothing has changed. I don't want to hurt my husband and I don't know what to do.




.

Try beating yourself in the head with a hammer, Que. You'll eventually fall asleep.

 

[IrezumiKiss]

For those out there in amateur erotica land who are having difficulty properly imagining 32GG boobs on a woman's frame while stroking or jilling to this story, here is a visual reference, courtesy of the magic of Google:

 

[RocketLauncher]

What is wrong with me? I’m so ashamed that I couldn’t even say no or push this short skinny old neighbor woman away. I do not see myself as a victim.I really enjoyed having my breasts and ass touched by this ugly skinny midget woman....i feel like since i got my feelings of arousal from the groinal responses then i'm a bisexual cheating whore. Is this normal or am i horrible?? I think i'm a slut. I'm 100% percent straight. I'm not attracted to this ugly short skinny woman neighbor or anything. Please give me some advice!!!!!!!!!

Why am i submitting to this woman? Am i bisexual?


Yes, you are a horrible, bisexual slut.

 

[zipman]

Nothing says male teenage writer quite like "groinal responses" does.