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And here I thought it was from reading my posts???perdita said:The visceral and intellectual connection I feel when I listen to Beethoven (and sometimes when I read certain books).
Perdita
Hit the quote button!eric shawn listo said:Teach me..how do you post a quote with a picture in it?
matriarch said:Do I exist?
Am I?
Who's imagination could have conjured a being as wierd as me?
Does my passion, pain, joy, anger indicate that I exist on a purely emotional level?
Does the pain of stubbing my toe, cutting my leg while shaving, burning my hand while baking, indicate a physical existence?
Does my need to eat, sleep, drink, crap indicate an ongoing physiological journey?
Or am I simply a fucking complicated holoexistence, conceived and constructed by a computer, and all part of a huge, circular game called Life??
Damned if I know.
All I do know is right now, I'm really really enjoying the game. Carry on.
Dranoel said:In 'The Cat Who Walks Through Walls', Heinlein suggested that any character that was imagined does exist in its own alternate universe. Characters in dreams, novels, comic books, etc. If, for instance, a novel is written, then those characters and settings become real in an alternate plane of existance. If that novel is rewritten and a character removed they do not cease to exist, but another reality is created by the rewrite. If someone traveled back in time and knocked of Hitler's father before Hitler was concieved then it creates an alternate timeline in which Hitler does not exist. But the original timeline still does and so does Hitler.
Boota said:Well, my creditors are sending all these damn bills to somebody.
i like your cow analogy and i can see that very clearly. *i think ive hit a pasture with no way to produce the money those corporate raiders demand*dr_mabeuse said:I agree. More and more I think we exist only to pay bills.
I have a vision of a huge herd of people contentedly grazing on a green cliffside, and once a month the Corporations arrive and tear through the herd, fleecing us raw, then disappear till next month. From their perspective, mankind's only purpose is to supply them with Money, like chickens give eggs and cows give milk.
Other than that, I don't know. I feel a little thin these days, a little transparent.
The other thing I think about are the 12 or 36 (I forget) hidden saints of Judaism. Supposedly, 12 (or 36) of us were put here to justify to God that the universe was worth creating. The saints don't know who they are, and they don't find out till their moment of death, but meanwhile it's their acts and deeds that show God whether the world is worth it or not.
I feel like I spend a lot of time and energy trying to justify existence to someone. I might just be talking to myself, though.
Sub Joe said:Ah yes, that was a lovely feeling. The happiest moment of my life. I don't connect it with feeling, or not feeling, that I exist though.
I know that feeling, Mab. For years I lived as if I had no skin. Now, you've made me recall Byron's comment in a letter to his wife, a sentence I've used as a sig from time to time--dr_mabeuse said:... Other than that, I don't know. I feel a little thin these days, a little transparent.
dr_mabeuse said:I feel like I spend a lot of time and energy trying to justify existence to someone. I might just be talking to myself, though.