*True Confessions*

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Thank you, Oman, for being you! And thank you for the PM today, you really made me smile. A big :kiss: to you and Jenny!
 
My heart hurts tonight.

Im drained.

I feel like a good cry would cradle me in its embrace. Who knows. I need warmth. I need security. I need held. I need to listen to his heart beating beneath me as I melt into him when he wraps me in his strong arms. I need to hear his voice, his whispers, up close and personal. I need to get lost in his love right now more than ever and I cant. He wont return until tomorrow night.

Oh how I crave the weekend hours. My weeks are so long without him. We communicate daily, several times a day actually but nothing can compare to when he is here, at home where he belongs. I dream, hope and pray for the day that his work no longer takes him hours away from me for 5 days a week. When he leaves, my soul cries until he returns again. His kiss lingers on my lips. His touch grazes over my skin and when he leaves, my skin feels a fiery dull ache until he returns. His words dance inside my head and when he leaves, all I hear is chaos until he returns. One thing remains the same when he leaves and that is the meshing of our hearts and souls. Forever one. No matter how far he travels, our vows hold us together for all eternity. No matter how far he travels, my husband he is. MY husband, the love of my life, the half that makes me whole again upon his return.

My heart aches for him tonight. It's almost Friday. I can feel his breath on my skin. I can hear his soft breathy moans as he finds a complete comfort as I lie in his arms. For three nights a week, nothing is more precious to me than giving my love to him, savoring all that he is and all that we are as husband and wife, mommy and daddy. My world is not okay until he is home. And when he is home, Im home. He is my home.
 
Jewelz said:
My heart hurts tonight.

Im drained.

I feel like a good cry would cradle me in its embrace. Who knows. I need warmth. I need security. I need held. I need to listen to his heart beating beneath me as I melt into him when he wraps me in his strong arms. I need to hear his voice, his whispers, up close and personal. I need to get lost in his love right now more than ever and I cant. He wont return until tomorrow night.

Oh how I crave the weekend hours. My weeks are so long without him. We communicate daily, several times a day actually but nothing can compare to when he is here, at home where he belongs. I dream, hope and pray for the day that his work no longer takes him hours away from me for 5 days a week. When he leaves, my soul cries until he returns again. His kiss lingers on my lips. His touch grazes over my skin and when he leaves, my skin feels a fiery dull ache until he returns. His words dance inside my head and when he leaves, all I hear is chaos until he returns. One thing remains the same when he leaves and that is the meshing of our hearts and souls. Forever one. No matter how far he travels, our vows hold us together for all eternity. No matter how far he travels, my husband he is. MY husband, the love of my life, the half that makes me whole again upon his return.

My heart aches for him tonight. It's almost Friday. I can feel his breath on my skin. I can hear his soft breathy moans as he finds a complete comfort as I lie in his arms. For three nights a week, nothing is more precious to me than giving my love to him, savoring all that he is and all that we are as husband and wife, mommy and daddy. My world is not okay until he is home. And when he is home, Im home. He is my home.

I love you, Sissy. You are still one of the most sensual and passionate women I know. Your words carry me to another place.....

:heart::kiss: :rose:
 
Impressed myself

My first time planting and tending a flower garden. My AV is one of my blooming sunflowers...The plant has about 7 more pods getting ready to open up and bloom.
 
Jewelz

I tried to come up with an adequate reply, but everything came out sounding maudlin and trite.

It is good that you have and complement each other so well.
 
Curious_Fem said:
I tell him he's hot, but I told you I'd fuck you 3 ways to Sunday.

Tell me, why are you pouting?

:D
I'd pout too if there were 4 days until Sunday and I was only going to be fucked in 3 ways!

Make note of that, DoS!
 
nrcma98 said:
I'd pout too if there were 4 days until Sunday and I was only going to be fucked in 3 ways!

Make note of that, DoS!

Takes out a pen and paper and writes...

"Jeff is dreaming. Again."
 
DreamOfSun said:
Takes out a pen and paper and writes...

"Jeff is dreaming. Again."
I'll just pretend that you mean that in a good way. (i.e. 12-15 ways until Sunday)
 
Jewelz :rose:

I can only imagine how hard it is for you to have him gone. Be strong, as I know you are. Only a few more hours now.
 
Jewelz,
my sister

I know nothing can take away the agony of seperation but I hope I who is usually in the same boat as hubby can bring some comfort with my words. I just wanted to say I know you
are not alone in your feelings. I know hubby like myself with
jenny, misses you with his whole heart,nothing means more to
him than getting back to you, to share what you two have built
together,your relationship. I know the minute the door opens and he walks in,with suitcase in hand,he knows he is where he belongs, HOME.I know until that minute he can not function properly all week because he does not feel complete because part of him is missing. I also know after seeing you that one day in the mall in Omaha,he is one lucky man to have you waiting at home for him. He must have one very hard time every monday leaving.

I know hubby misses you with his whole heart.I can hear him
telling you

When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."
 
Hang in there, Jewelz

omahaman2 said:
Jewelz,
my sister

I know nothing can take away the agony of seperation but I hope I who is usually in the same boat as hubby can bring some comfort with my words. I just wanted to say I know you
are not alone in your feelings. I know hubby like myself with
jenny, misses you with his whole heart,nothing means more to
him than getting back to you, to share what you two have built
together,your relationship. I know the minute the door opens and he walks in,with suitcase in hand,he knows he is where he belongs, HOME.I know until that minute he can not function properly all week because he does not feel complete because part of him is missing. I also know after seeing you that one day in the mall in Omaha,he is one lucky man to have you waiting at home for him. He must have one very hard time every monday leaving.

I know hubby misses you with his whole heart.I can hear him
telling you

When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."

Even though Oman and I enjoyed a week this time with him working locally, next week (or the week after, or after that...) might separate us again.

Love will allow you to keep him in your heart, and I've spent a lot of time imagining my 'Man's fingers intertwined with mine.

He's feeling it too, but we'll all get through it, and it will make the time together that much special!:heart:

Have a good weekend, TCer's:rose:
 
omahaman2 said:
"When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."

That is beautiful.
 
Re: Hang in there, Jewelz

JennyOmanHill said:
Even though Oman and I enjoyed a week this time with him working locally, next week (or the week after, or after that...) might separate us again.

Love will allow you to keep him in your heart, and I've spent a lot of time imagining my 'Man's fingers intertwined with mine.

He's feeling it too, but we'll all get through it, and it will make the time together that much special!:heart:

Have a good weekend, TCer's:rose:

I see
Mr jewelz and me
singing a duet
every friday

Ain't no moutain high enough,
Aint no valley low enough,
Aint no river wide enough,
to keep me from getting to you baby!!"
 
omahaman2 said:
Jewelz,
my sister

I know nothing can take away the agony of seperation but I hope I who is usually in the same boat as hubby can bring some comfort with my words. I just wanted to say I know you
are not alone in your feelings. I know hubby like myself with
jenny, misses you with his whole heart,nothing means more to
him than getting back to you, to share what you two have built
together,your relationship. I know the minute the door opens and he walks in,with suitcase in hand,he knows he is where he belongs, HOME.I know until that minute he can not function properly all week because he does not feel complete because part of him is missing. I also know after seeing you that one day in the mall in Omaha,he is one lucky man to have you waiting at home for him. He must have one very hard time every monday leaving.

I know hubby misses you with his whole heart.I can hear him
telling you

When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."


My sweet brother, You have brought tears to my eyes and warmth to my heart. That was so beautiful and meant so very much to me. He did express that he is going through the same things as me each week. Did you really see me in that mall? Thank you for your words of support and friendship. Jenny is one of the luckiest women in the world.

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Whspr, thank you for that amazing compliment. :kiss:
Jenny, Jeff, sunnygirl and ssg...thank you ever so much! :heart:
 
my head is a mess and i've never felt so confused in my life
i don't know what the hell is going on with me

and to make matters worse, i'm still extraordinarily attracted to the guy who didn't wear a blue shirt today

and i'm sitting here staring at the square i'm sitting in right now trying to figure out just what the hell all these feelings are about

one thing i've learned
being selfish and being an empathetic person with a strong conscience at the same time creates one hell of an internal conflict

i never thought anything would be more difficult to figure out than some of the equations of motion in theoretical physics...until now
i have a whole new meaning for a chaos theory, i have discovered that i am the most confusing and difficult problem i've ever had to solve
i don't even know what i'm doing or how i'm feeling from one minute to the next
i wish i knew what the hell is wrong with me
 
Jewelz,
to answer your question once again

Yes!!!

I knew you were coming to town
but I knew you were umm busy with something else
so I didnt try to interfer
and try to meet up with you.
All week long I thought to myself,wouldnt it be funny if I ran into her. I had to go to the mall that day and saw a couple gazing at each other outside Godiva's and I laughed maybe that is them.
Then upon your return you mentioned getting Godiva's I thought it still coukd have been a coincidence until I saw your pic thread.
(sshhhh dont tell jenny) and yep it was you.
These days I laugh to myself that you came to Omaha to get some candy when the sweetest item for you was waiting at home for you!! My only regret is not meeting you in person only
from afar. I could see,even from a distance, you were a beautiful gem, a jewelz.
 
Jewelz - Thank you so much for the mail I received today! It was so nice to go outside and find such a sweet note from you.

:heart:
 
Happy Saturday gang! Its been kinda slow in here since yesterday, huh?

Jewelz, I know at this point you are loving every minute of being in your husband's arms. Enjoy your weekend with him.

Hellos to the rest of the gang....Im sorry I seem to be so hit and miss lately, its been a rough couple of weeks.

Well, I dealt with a mini drama this week. I got the official offer from the company I work with on Tuesday so I was very excited. It was an excellent salary offer as well as full benefits, retirement plans, good PTO, etc, etc. And then at the end of the meeting, they casually give me a form to do a drug test. First of all I was not at all expecting it. But then I was thinking this is no big deal. I'm clean. But then it hit me; last week when I was having back spasms a friend gave me some vicodin to help out, so it wasn't my prescription. I took 5 pills over the course of 3 days, Sunday being the last day that I took one. So I freaked in my head because I knew they were testing for illegal as well as controlled substances. I was so upset, to think that I would mess up this excellent opportunity because of this. The timing could not have been worse. So Wednesday until yesterday, I was on pins and needles praying to God that it was all out of my system, that I would pass. I think I did because they haven't contacted me to rescind the offer. Each day that passes, Im a little more confident. But that will teach me a valuable lesson!


I hope y'all have a wonderful weekend! Nigel's father and stepmother are coming in to town tonight to see him perform so it will be a night filled with family. It should be fun.
 
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